Ok i am back from Ubin. Haa. it was a pretty fun camp. Everyone literally bonded. Some bonded too much. Some juz were on my nerves but overall it was good. Had scrumptous food.
Actually my mind's a whirl. Everything is in a whirl. Me and jason dunnoe the reason why the both of us became the best of friends/ brothers. we got nuthing similar and all. argh. Pretty irritating when someone gotta question our friendship. Nvm. heartaches la. Very confusing now. i dunnoe la. cannot take it. decided to splurge and splurge. gotta released such torment. But than shopping endlessly is bad.. very bad.. -cries- Had my hair colored into shocking red now. I didn't want to go home tonight. Feeling super sore. But ty was tired so gotta left. Dragged my feet to the train station. thot of takin bus. but decided to walk to ps instead of takin train at orchard. Seriously man dunnoe why this time i feel super troubled. Everything seems gone wrong. TY claimed my red hair now brings in some luck. I really do hope it does in terms of everything.
I must not feel low now. It's the fastin month and all but the depressin kicked in. Damn irritating... Gotta kick the sensitivity outta me man. Every single word that i hear someone say about i juz made a best friend blah blah so hurting now. God noes la. What is gonna happen. My gf is still not back. Miss+sad=sickening. i need to have a talk to my best friend.
i've manage to fast for erm...4 days woohoo.. ain't that something, considering i did fast like every 1 month of every freaking year before... hmmm i think fasting is more like a come and go thing. U always complain of dreading to fast, but well ended up you still do? the whining and complaining and the envy the goodness gracious god damn delectable food juz makes your freaking heart breaks. I've set my watch to 650pm every day(it's spoil anyway) heh.. in order i'll be either lookin like 5 mins away from breaking fast or just on the nick of time =). hah.. i wish.
Okok.. today's long day ended up with dance practice for hellowwweeennn and alot of important stuffs... which makes todae officially a tiring day. not forgetting tml, the day after tml, arghh. i'm wasting my hols arent i? Nvm.. Currently the beat of the Milkshake song is being bombarded in my room.. hehe.. my winamp juz blasted it after playing kevin little's turn me on. hah. yup 220 am and blasting songs in the middle of the night in my tiny hdb room. =))
Gotta go boom boom room tml to collect some costumes. Wanna noe more? come to my halloween partayyee.. heh.. Hope bro can tag along.. i feelll so so so wrong man. Just need my best friend accompany me la. I dunnoe why i tend to freak out in such situations especially going to boom boom, where the surroundings is definitely one that would freak me out big time especially when i'm trying the clothes on. To be reminded. I am straight and i have gf and she's in Australia now ya for hols. Just to remind everyon yahz. hahaha...ooo my winamp juz blasted britney's outrageous.. shakin my tiny booty on my tiny blue computer chair heh...
You know i've been observing, throughout the years that i develop and grew i have a major traumatic appearance change since secondary school days.
My hair has changed color as if it's seasonal. and my dressing wise whoah. diff major diff. Such a transition. No more mr geeky heh. =P Streetwear and all shit here i come haaaa..=))) time for me to get a new watch, provided my allows me to get one. WELL HELL YEAHZ IT'S FREAKIN SPOIL NOW!!... anywayz... i swear i am bored to death now. popping pimples and all and singing at the top of my lungs. Ok i'll reblog again soon later whenever. =P cheerios all! (oo winamp playing right thur)
