I totally forgot i owned a blog. Okay more updates over the weekend about my sucky november alright. Cheerios.

You Had My Heart

So Rihanna's concert had a few hiccups in the beginning, when she started singing Disturbia as her opening act BUT nothing came out until she gave a disturbing stare to the audio dude. No pun intended here. Hurhur.

But for only 50 minutes, do you think concert was worth it?

"...ellllla..."

Getting Sabotaged

I totally understand that there are definitely bitches back then in school. Be it tertiary or secondary, or even maybe during the primary years. Normally, we'll gossip, bitch behind their backs, harsh sarcasms and pretty much that's all. So you might hate someone or even come up with your very own "burn book" (if you watch Mean Girls, you'd know what i'm talking about) but yeah pretty much, to me that is it.

You don't go to any extend to actually humiliate one another. Yes, sometimes people might start calling you names and whatsnot but you'd just pack your little bags up and whimper yourself back home. So i don't understand, the logic of embarrassing anyone else infront of many others who i think wouldn't even careless about the whole drama. This applies to birthday sabotages as well. Yes, sometimes we'd sabo one another during our birthdays. Normally, eggs, cakes, flour and whatever that is within reach will be the ammunition. Unfortunately, i was a victim myself for a couple my very birthdays. It's a cheap thrill that lasted a few minutes and yes, everytime such sabotage is to be done... we are wary about our surroundings. Normally, it's done among friends and close acquaintances. NOT people that hate you or has a sudden or long time grudge against you. Because once they are involve, you know wou won't get the end of it. I personally hate sabotages, i find them lame and what do you get out of it? An intoxicating thrill that lasted a few minutes? Satisfied revenge?

Well this is what happen to this fellow ACJC girl below.





Well, her videos are up on www.stomp.com.sg, you can view em' there. To my opinion, it sounds and looks like a sabotage that got carried away. Stories had it that the girl was the school's slut. The one who wreaks other people's relantionships. The one who sleeps around. Well, i guess the word slut earlier justifies itself ya. So her own birthday drama caught alot of attention by those who hated her which ended with her suffering more than a normal floor/egg in your face.

Coming from a group of girls, i swear when they say girls can really keep a grudge against each other for the longest time; they really do. She got tied up, smacked, hair pulled, dirtied, well vulgarly abused by her fellow girl friends and "friends" within school premises. Getting sabo-ed in school during my time was perfectly fine but not the extend where you are embarrassed entirely with the whole situation. We do know the limits. Well, as for this girl; there wasn't any mercy given to her though. Her birthday sabo plan really open doors to all those other bitches that hated her so yeah. It's more like a revenge episode here.

I guess, you can get sabo-ed (i've mentioned the word sabo a gazellion times here), recorded and uploaded. But you're one unlucky ass to get the whole phase published and dramatized to the entire island. Com'on, you did put up your video on the world wide web, we are Singaporeans (aka Kaypoh-reans). They see something exciting, it sure ends up with the media. Remember Tammy from NYP? Isn't it the same. Bitch sleeps around, recorded her sexlife, bitches that hated her stole her phone, uploaded the video and voila her self porn knocked off Paris's porn back then.

Once leaked to the hands of the reporter, i swear everything around you tarnishes. In this case, the school (ACJC here), the girl, her friends and unfortunately the teacher that happened to appear randomly asking her friends to clean up the place. Which he couldn't care less to the tied up girl. Now, that fuzzes me out. There's "so much love" between teacher's and students nowadays that things are better left as it is.

What would you if you're teacher and you see one of your students is being severely sabo-ed?

Hmm. "I'd say okay kids enough, clean up the place and see me in my office. PRONTO." I guess that simple sentence would save it up for the day, because whatever happens behind closed doors, remains behind it. At least it shows, some action is being taken. Now, the poor teacher got accused for not bothering about the situation except for the mess the students created. And again, the school name got affected, a reputable name in this case.

Oh well. Just remember anything goes up the world wide web, is clearly being viewed by the entire world; unfortunately.

"...happy..."

Why did T.I. and Rihanna did a remake of the stupid cockroach numa numa shitfuck song? :/

Friends or Foes?

Hmmm. Why is that always when a friendship fallsout, only then one can find so much hatred with one another. It's rather puzzling, whereas technically they were labelled, as FRIENDS before. So what is the definition of friends in this case?

I guess it's just like Love; there's no true answer to it.

Everyone has their own views and perceptions how they regard one another.

Remember when were young(er), there were diaries passed around school and you were told to fill in your particulars and whatsnot? Those creative ones would colour the page up with morbid looking markers and such, flattery notes blah blah, okay before i drift away from my point.. Remember there's always a section that somehow wasn't really important to us now but then, it seems like it is. There's always the parts where we mention; "People i dislike: etc etc.." and what do we normally write down back then?

Liars, backstabbers, hypocrites, sarcastic people, whatever.

Hillarious ain't it?Truth be told and my opinion is that, we're just listing down the bad points we have in ourselves. Of course you do not want to find someone who shares the exact same characteristics as you. I find that freaky. So we''d list down those evidently harsh words that would likely describe the ugly part of ourselves. I strongly believe with my opinions though, but it's up to others to judge; we're in an open world, share your views.

Have we not lied in our lives ever before?
Have we not talked about people behind their backs?
Have we not been hypocritical ever?
Have we not even drop a hint of sarcasm to anyone before?

If there's a definite Yes somewhere for an answer just simply means, you'd agree with my first question get it? My god everyone lies, all kinds of lies. We lie to our friends, parents and everyone else just so to prove our "innocence" or in other the words; to get out of something. I know it may sound quite harsh and rude for me to say so, but it is certainly the fact. I won't deny it too. Some lies would put ourselves into trouble, some might benefit from the lies and some would definitely suffer from the guilt but one common thing here, we all lied. Hah.

So before we start calling people a liar and full of bull, think over it twice.

Also, everyone bitches (aka backstab) about everyone else, everyone is very hypocritical about everything around them. It's a silent cycle that everyone claims they are not doing. Com'on we sometimes see our parents doing it. LOL. Which brings me to another point; SARCASM. Who started sarcasm in our lives; definitely to me our parents haha. Unfortunately, it is. They'd drop hints and remarks for you to be home early, they'd tried signalling you that they need something. I can go on with this but i guess most of you have gotten my drift. I believe, we live in a world of sarcasms, to me, to you, to your loved ones, etc. Sometimes we don't even notice that we're doing it, this goes to all the other points i mentioned above.

I mentioned before, it's a cycle or mystically acclaimed - Karma.

I am no superhero/god to stop these evil doings, but sadly i'm a victim of it as well. I wished pandora had not opened the damn box. MAYBE everything in this world would be better and there'll be a true definition of friends and love. It takes one step at a time but there's too much pride in this world that it consumes each and everyone of us. We fight, because each and everyone thinks they're right. We call each other names behind their backs to justify ourselves or more so to make ourselves feel we're a head better than the rest.

This is just a gentle reminder , think twice before saying anything. And lastly, there are no good or bad friends in this world, even if a friendship fathoms way beneath the bayou mud; there shouldn't be any sense of hatred for one another but take it on your own stride and learn from the mistakes of it. Forgive and forget, it definitely makes you the better person that you are now.

"...i love them all..."