The term is going to end real soon, and it's that period again where the attack of the KILLER SUBMISSIONS. I sorta loose track of my submission dates, when is when and what is what. Damn it. We'll gotta proceed onto the right track.
Tml is my digital essentials submissions and i pray hard it's the last of it. Exhibition studies submission is soon but i can't remember when. bahz.I chatted with my bro endlessly just now wootz! Haha... so now we're wondering whether should we go to Faith's party.. well he goes if i go.. well maybe we'll go =). Gotta hunt for a pressie! haha.. Faith (where the vietnamese pronounced it as Fat.) well ya want on ya bdae dearie? hehe..
I am pretty much stressed.. i've take too much computer related stuff this semester.. woo.. irritating! I'm sleepy and the amount of work keeps piling up damn it. I baked cookies and brownies out of stress. Well yeah. Why do put nuts in brownies? Well, it tastes fantastic! I clearly counted the nuts in my brownie and theres 72 of them crushed and peel. Apparently these 72 nuts, made brownies taste far than you could imagine. Mouth watering delectable where you would indulge with a scoop pure silky vanilla ice-cream. On the topic of vanilla ice-cream..
How do you define GOOD vanilla ice cream?
I noticed in documentary shows, that vanilla seeds could be seen in the ice cream to actually make good vanilla ice cream. The vanilla pods are scrapped 1st, taking out all the seeds and still dump it in the mixture where after mixing it well, the scrapped pod is than being thrown in. It was told that it increases the distinct flavour of vanilla. Not good vanilla ice-cream is to be pure ivory white instead, there's a dash oh yellow to it. Hmm.. vanilla yum, but my preference would still be the sinful Chocolat~
So much for the trivia today huh. Well okay. Working in commotion. See ya'll.
-ends nice smelling hair lovin baby? lovin bro! frenz & families ends-
Watching "Someone Like You" on tv bring back lotsa memories. Literally. Well right now, watching or listening sappy love songs/stories is pretty much irritating. Like hello~? Thanks for rubbing it in yeah. My love life ain't fantastic at all! God damn it. Hey ya bro, rockin in the same boat ain't we? Our love life cease to suck. Roar. Well like what i told him, everything will turn out fine sooner or later, let the good ol' fate decide... well the same goes to me.
Argh. Irritated irritations by the partner. The situation ain't getting any better. Infact, it's worse.. but thank god it's not at the worst point yet. *finger crosses* Times like this, it made me feel that my relationship is pretty superficial. It's more of the greens in my wallet and the happiness i fork out. Those are my doubts. As long, it ain't true or ain't coming true, i'll be okay.
Why bother when you don't bother right? Well that goes to me. Why should i care if she doesn't? Well, trying to think straight, whatever happened(which i shall not elaborate) because of few uncertainties. It's the case of the ex. Could it be 3rd party? Could it be a love triangle? This questions are buried in me. In anycase, i'll give in. There's no point arguing, plea-ing, or any circumstances. As long my partner loves what she does and makes her petite heart full of joy(if that is happiness to her). Well again, these are my doubts.
To get over those melancholic emotions brooding in me. I shall bury myself in work during the weekends. Blasting R&B songs, strictly no sentimental sappy love corny songs... well maybe 1 or 2. =)
Change of topic.
I went grocery shopping to release my fury. Let me see what i bought..
It rained in the morning and i hope it rains again. Please! I see lightning and hear thunder but where are the H20 droplets? I yearn for the moisture of the clouds which simply cools down the intesified heat. Let me snore in peace with cool atmosphere around me.
I am gonna change my layout soon but the MTV stays definitely. Complains received due to some technical difficulties people encountered while surfing my blog. Hehehe...
-ends hot night. loving my baby? my bro! frenz & families ends-
1, 2, 3 nutty siblings.
The visit to Peace Centre :)
I printed my cd sleeves for digital essentials at last! I might say it looked pretty swell and i am hapy with it. I was with the company of Bro, Esther, Liyana, Vicky.. guess that's it :)
Tagged along with bro, Esther and Desmond to Mirage Design for their interview caused me and bro was heading out later. YAWNS. Draggy, fucking boring, long cramp interview they had. It was located in a creepy building, with creepy hallways that has no end and alleys+corridors that's complicated!! I could literally count the number of hairs on my head while waiting for their interview end. I took my revenge by wiping out their soft gummy sweets. Hey i was bored okay! The boss.. whoever he is looks a contractor. No boss or designer at all. Damn it. BORING!
Me and bro headed off to have lunch cum early dinner. Which was filling la. Bitched and laughed haha. Well headed home and now, i'm stoning. Intending to do my marketing and 3dvidz later. Well, again later seems unarriving hehe. Supposedly wanted to meet Tobey & gang later to head to Gotham Penthouse but something cropped up =( darn! I was itching to club aRgh.
Yesterday i touched up my hair colour and it was disastrous. It turned to a lighter shade of blonde. I guess, i need to go for something darker... well i guess red or violet later on~~ At last i bought my god damn herbal essence conditioner.. Leaving hair smooth as silk and fragrant as ever wahahha.. corny and sleezy tagline.
The simpsons are on tv now. Crappy corny show with adult jokes where i truly enjoy. Lazy to drag myself out of my room to watch cable, so i shall slack in my room with the comfort of my 14" pewny tv. =/.
I foresee a long draggy+boring Night.
Blogified later ya'll!
-ends amor no es amor lovin baby, bro!, frenz & family ends-
undenyingly rude. like i care hah!
Amor No Es Amor (if ain't love)
I am currently head over heels with the song playing on my mtv showcase now. Obesessions! The chorus rocks! Anyway, i just came back from school and currently rushing my god damn digital essentials as usual. Argh.
I guess the calories in me are increasing badly. My metabolism rate became unknowingly high and the my daily food intake is triple from what i normally eat. I guess the haze and smoke makes the tummy growl and craves for food more often. =/.
SOMEONE STOP ME!
I am now redying my hair.. well just touch of light brown. Nothing to extravagant. Just the plain old brown. I have this strong feeling, the demand of extreme colors on my hair are kicking in real soon. Hello PINK! PURPLE! i am a fan of colors. My brother is going for interviews again and i really wish all the best and hope it clinches him a deal to work and benefit from this attachment =). All da best bro!
Adeline. You're harrasing my god damn best friend. Well, your words are just mere dusts and your presence is just a waste. Well happy dying, i wish you death and eternal hell in hell. Well yeah. =) Happy me!
I SAW A RAT AT MY STAIRCASE LANDING! a huge one.
Hey mich mich tks for the lift home, i greatly appreciate it =). Guessed the busy schedule left a new shagged impression on me. People came up tp me and asked me whether am i alright? what's with the shagged look? Thanks for your concerns i'm just tired. Well i''ll be the topsy crazy me soon!! =)
I want to sleep and i'll weep if i aint get it.
Do it. Do something. Get a life. or maybe another? Well, advantages lies ahead for you if you think straight and focus on the positive side of life. Live well, live happy.
-ends wat the? loving baby, bro!, frenz & families end-
My Wish Was Granted!
God bless me! My wish for rain actually came true! Wooohooo.. but too bad i am not at home to snuggle up under my comforter. The weather's much much cooler now literally. Right now i am in school's cad lab supposedly doing my digital essential. But NOT! Well well, today's creative writing class is a tad boring. *yawns*
I am blessed.
I have no idea why i typed that out LoL... well in school and yet the boredom kicked in! I've gobbled up the last piece of Liyana's mentos and there's none for me now. *Whimpers* I've eaten the same meal i had today twice. The major calorie intake! Well i am on a "diet". Sorta.
It beats the hell out of me when i say i am on a diet! This big tub of lard?? Never. The earth grumbles when i rumble! I'm bored! Not saying that i have no work to do. Well i do. Crappy me. I'll blog again later woohooo!
-ends hohoho it rains. loving my bro, frenz & families ends-
izk-ed - my digital essential assignment. Like it? heh
Damn it lar!! I wrote a super long entry.. and i have no idea what happen... it didnt get published! mother fucker.
So here i am writing again. I can say i'm bo liao.. but ... nevermind. aRgH
Now is the officially proclaimed by me,
THE-RUSH-THE-ASSIGNMENT-WEEK.
Yeah. It's the time of the semester again. Haiz. Work schedule's tight and everything else. Do you ever noticed, normally the downfall always seemed to fall onto periods like this?? Damn it.. or is it just psychological thoughts... hmm.
Like my cd cover picture above??? Did it for digital essentials, we're supposed to do up 8 page cd sleeves of self promotional stuff, well our portfolio. So i came up with the mesh cap as my logo and the whole circles, dots are truly... me. That is what majority says la... but i love the color clash! =) hehe..
My brother got an offer to go OSIP! woohoo.. i hope he clinches it =) He's always wanted to go Shanghai.. coolie dude. It is quite sad tho' that he's going China(if) we've toking on working in the same company and such and all the portfolio and cover/resume rushing would now come to a waste haiz.. =/. But no fear! He would benefit from it for sure =)))
So now the singlehood has invaded this best friend of mine & his EX(case of the ex) is now in the hospital. Geez. Whatever happen.. Happened. Well god knows. Hush hush. Anyway about my case, the girlfriend is either plain foolish or stupid. No way am i going to apologies after what you did to me. I guess after i received that hefty blow, it really blew me off argh. God damn it.
Did you guys noticed the weather lately~?!?? FUCKING HOT!! The bush fires around my school is really getting bad... there's pollution in the air everywhere. It stinks, it's hot, it's irritating and it's yah all the bad things in the world! argh argh argh. Die fire die..
Now i wish for heavy thunderstorm with cool rain covering the island as i snuggle up in bed under my comforter enjoying such weather. It would be best that the kind Mr. Snow would drop by once in awhile hee...
Okie i shall bury myself in my work again. And puhlezz publish my entry this time. argh.
Work baby work. Burn baby burn. Die baby die.
-end hectical life. Lovin my brother, frenz & families end-
I have no fear.
Tell me when are you going to step into maturity? It's been 3 fucking years, you and your balls are not over the fucking situation. Well literally, get a life.. but it seemed that you're trying... and apparently.. no lives want you in them anywayz, cos you're nothing but a big sore loser. So you'd give me a punch in jaw just now, i gave you twice.. tell me you're happy bout it :), Because i do. Nothing beats the happiness in me to see the agonising pain you're suffering. Rejoice!
If she is the world to you, have her back. I dun give a blardy damn. And baby, since you sided with him, do not ignite the hatred in me alright. You better fucking hell give me a damn good explanation right smack at my face. I demand for it. I swear, be it whether we are in love or not, if your reason doesn't satisfy me, i swear, you'll live hell outta me.
So dude, i broke your nose, do i feel remorse about it? Not at all. Why should the concerns go to people like you?? You son of a bitch. If you really can't get your miserable life going your way, end it. God is at his pleasure waiting for your untimely death. Well, if ain't enough?
Bring it on.
My fist on your pathetic looking god damn face, felt good, felt really good. I have no regrets, you undying filthy maggot. Literally, a huge waste of space.
You want hell. I'll give you hell.
Toodles.
-ends i have no regrets. lovin my broo, frenz & families ends-
I had a family gathering today which i was dreading since the break of dawn. Why? Because i am damn tired and my feet a full of aches and blisters. God damn it, i never liked gatherings. It's plain boring and it seemed to last forever.
I fear for my projects. Damn gatherings. Now i have to settle my damn assignments in the middle of the night. Going off to bro's again to settle it. Damn damn damn.
Something brought to my attention was when some of my family members began to babble about, me. Argh. "Oh my god... how much you have grown...", "Got gf or not... wedding when~?" and the list goes on. It has exceeded the annoyance level in me but i just answer with a sarcastic smirk on my face. There was one Aunty, which made feel like puking all on my damn stomach liquids on her.
They're gone but not forgotten. So now i have so alone time in my room with nice music blasted on my comp. Relaxation. Not. Fussing about my assignments. Damn damn damn.
Oh yeah, i need a feet rub. It is seriously aching. Overload of running+dancing... well dancing is never too much for me hee. I miss my baby. and so does she. haha.
I havent been watching the black box for quite sometime. Been missing MTV, starworld, my kid flick disney channel. Hmm. Maybe tml, i guess. Happiness, happy people, happy world, colliding dreams. Hmm.. i have no idea why i typed that phrase out. =/. Well, it seems that everything is going well i guess... but i can't take it for granted.. shall let things go with the flowww..
I saw this pair of dunks in the TP magazine. Fuck it. Fuck the world. We design students rock! The dunks designed by a VSC student from TP went up a price to about $3,000. Someone spare me the greens and buy me one! Please!! God damn it... the body, the texturee.... it's to die for *drools*
Ok i got to go...
Burying myself into the pile of shit.
-ends wondering wannabes. loving my baby, my Broo, frenz & families ends-
we live the shit of a brother's life. Literal. :)
tired, aching and tired.
Open House 2005 is officially over! 3 hectic and tiring day finally came to an end with a bang, with a newly improved
JAM AND HOP
Yes, newly improved, better performances, nice R&B songs and cool lightings and settings. Sometimes the performances might be quite a drag BUT, Turning Point and Pug Jelly was superb!! It made the crowd kicking asses out of each other. Literally or so. Overall it was good. Pug Jelly rocks!!!!
A note of thanks.
My design guides, thanks alot, i may not be a great chief guide cos i couldn't provide you lunch or give much free time to you guys.. .well manage to offer you coke time and time... but thanks alot i really appreciate it. Love you damn fun guys man. =) Thanks again.
Anny thank you for being my assistant for the past 3 days. Your help was greatly appreciated.
Bro, ma bro man.. thanks for the assistance today. Thanks alot.
Damn i love my design guides! hahaha... You guys rock my socks off!<p>
Jam and Hop was accompanied by Bro, Anny, Serene, Lance, Alex, Dana, Cheryl, Phoebe, erm... literally alot la. Crazy hyper kids haha. We had much fun hopping right~? Met alot of my secondary school friends. Pei Zhi wooo... you're a hottie now hahaha... Well it was a blast just now balls. Woohooo.. I just reached home and messaged my guides a note of thanks.
Again the feet are aching, the eyes are itching and the body is literally tired. Haa.. damn the groves are in the house. Need to club. Again ahah. Gonna wait for my brother to pass me assignment online tehehehe.. so later can doze off into a deep slumber... =). So i'll blog later with more happy joyful news of me life and me frenz! =) See ya'll.
-ends it's the school. design school. luvin baby, brooo, frenz & families ends-
Amazingly, my kitchen is now full of junk food. Yummy. That definitely increases the calories in me. Midnight munchies here i come! The fatter i am the merrier i get! =) The countless cans of mushroom campbell soup(well only 3), cans of tuna in mayo(well also 3), corned beef, MYOJO tom yam bowl noodles, etc. Fatness galore.
I need some Pizza intake in my life. I am missing that piece of dough for god knows how long. Be it Hawaiian, bbq chicken delight or what so ever... give it to me! Plus.. do add extra mozarella cheese. Nothing beats having pizza with stringy, creamy delectable CHEESE!
I am bored. Tired. And bored.
Actually my night was sort off planned out..
Nap - Online - Smsing my guides - off to bro's
NOW
Nap - Online - Smsing my guides - still at home
Why is that so?
My bro's tired to do the project, well actually so am i haha. So we shall do it tml, if the time permits. Jamming and hoping. Hoping and jamming. The delights of TP =) I managed to catch up with Kittie and Biba earlier on. God damn it, i miss them like tonnes! Miss them really alot. Yeah. So good to hear from them.
Oh yah did i mention that I managed to clinch a confirmation for my SIP at plasterglass =)Yippee dooda! I'm working together with Michelle and Izyan. I feel very bad and sad that Rajiv didnt make it. I thought they would hire all us 4. It was disheartening, afterall it was his 1st interview. I hope he can handle rejection well. This proves the tough competition in the working industry.
"Hey bro, we'll settle your SIP problem together don't worry!"
I wanna watch Little Mermaid!! Actually, i think that's the hottest disney kid flick ever to me. Arial is pretty. No. Arial is hot! Hahaha... Okie crapping up the crappyness at 230 am is pretty much, ME. It's been a while since i junk out all the rubbish in me. Well it was a tough, hectic, emotional and melancholic week. I foresee clear skies next week. I hope so!
Okie guys, i'm hitting the bed soon. Beddy byebyes.
Thank you my d'guides. Thanks alot.
-ends face the truth! loving my baby, my broo, frenz & families end-
the freshies of 2003. memoirs =)
You know at times you think that your school is the smallest sch in the island BUT.... actually it's not~?
Well Open House 2005 is a killer. I'm the Chief of the Design Guides and boy... we are are whacked. With an influx of the numbers of guides every single day.. wooo.... tough job! Running around, screaming, cheering, promoting.... all for my beloved school.
With the help of all my friends of design, woooo this wouldnt had happen =). A big thanks to you all.
IT'S NOT OVER YET!
Saturday is the last day, and it will be ended of with our ever so famous Jam & Hop! Yes. I repeat, EVER SO FAMOUS JAM & HOP! With performances by Pug Jelly, Triple noized, etc. =)
Alright, enough about Open house. My feet are aching and my body's poofed out. I took an MC today together with my brother to skip morning class because we were darn lazy to go. Yupz. Supposed to meet him at 1015, god damn it he sleeps like a log!! Well, can't blame it. He is tired. So was i! Duhz......
What shall i ramble about today?..
I have a crave for Thai food. I was with my bro at EXPO just now snapping away pics for our INPA and walked past this pretty lil restaurant called "Lerk Thai"..... which the fonts were pretty deceiving becos from way far i thought i saw... "Jerk Thai". But than the food, they looked YUMMYLICIOUS!! But again if the fonts can be deceiving, why can't the pictorials be right? The pictures made both of us, yes, HUNGRY. VERY HUNGRY. *drools*
Gonna have a nice rest soon, and contact my dear guides to be in school 930 am sharp tml morning =). I'll hope we'll be whacked as usual man. DESIGN SCHOOL ROCKS!
Our rendition of Jason's Teii.... and Serene hypertonic ehhh ussahh ehh.... and the bombardation of design OeI~! well We apparently the mother of all whackyness =). This rocks! teeheee. Everything is going well, all is having fun amidst the troubles, stress and definitely SUBMISSIONS. Yippeee yay!!
Well gotta rest awhile before i head off to bro's to complete our project. teeheee.. See ya'll soon.
-end tp4u is dzign4u luving babyy, my brooo, frenz & families ends-
it was long since we all were together.
Chaotic Schedule On the Loose
I've not been adding any entries into my blog for quite some time. I guess the turbulences and the work rushing period is really up to my neck. Busy busy busy. I skipped morning class. Just becos i couldn't wake up. Argh! Anyway, today was a productive day for comda and exhibition and of course my digital essentials =). Yes. consulted and agreed. Woohoo.
I've got a damn pimple right under my nose which hurts big time and i guess you guys didn't have to know that. Oh yah anyway, the weather nowadays is a major killer. The sun is scorching, the temperature's rising and the smoke, yes the smoke is IRRITATING! The damn bush fire's around my school area are polluting the fresh air of TP! Damn it... It stinks and definitely it's super hot! The haze is back with avengence big time. I pray for heavy rain, thunderstorm where i could snuggle up in bed under my comforter enjoying such cool weather.
My brother has an offer for OSIP in China! I hope he gets it =). I rejected and declined my offer for OSIP ahaha. I am just not ready. Well, it's quite sad, that he's going China(if) because of the amount of hardwork and trouble of creating his portfolio and sending out cover/resumes would go waste haiz =/. But it's okie! I hope he'll benefit in it =).
Everyone's busy with assignments. So am i. Which i really hope the end of the semester is here. But hey by than i'll be a SENIOR! damn. The last year of my poly life. That is really very fast =( Well looking forward for SIP. Working together with Michelle + Izyan at the famous Suria leading interior company Plasterglass Design & Contracts haha..
My brother is a bachelor now. Well i mean, the singlehood invaded him. And his ex in hospital. Hmm. God knows and we'll see in the future. Anyway me and baby are on tough grounds. Is either she is plain foolish or stupid god knows. But this heart takes time to heal after that hefty blow i received. God damn it.
I'm bored. Dreading to start doing my assignments but i haf to!arGh!
Once again, i bury myself in a pile of shit called work.
-end hectical me. loving my brother, frenz & families end-
The line was crossed.
Well well, i'm at my bro's place now doing InP&A. Yupz, we're taking a break while he takes a while to doze off. Pretty hectic dramatic day. heh. I'm still tired considering the sleep i had just now but than it was an irritating one with phone calls and msn/yahoo messenger.
To that person. You know who. Well are you happy that you have given hell to people, well... what goes around comes around. I have no say in what happened. But than the drama you portray wont affect the tiniest feeling in my brother at all. Whatever you say to her is a mere childish act. Well to you the world is all a child's play. Surreal and self-centered. It evolves only around you you and oh yah YOU.
Pleading answers from me. Asking me questions that are unformiddable for me to answer. This is the umpteenth time i am telling you, i will not break the trust of a brother just like that. Seemed you have taken granted of the situation trying to make yourself as the boss out of it. Well, nice going, i'm sure it went well for you definitely. Yes, i am rubbing it in because of your insecurity and a hidden undying grudge for foes ate you up from the inside.
"oh he hugged me... oh he loves me not you....." - what are you? a twit??
At least handle it more maturely. If you can foresee a relationship as long term but you can't handle such situation with a sense of maturity and substance, you can jolly well bid goodbye to your lovelorn dearie. Money+Him=You. That is how superficial your life is made off.
It doesn't matter what reasons or timeline you gave if the time is up, is just up. If you have the cheek to tell people that i brainwashed your darling bf, or what is that psychoed him.. come up to me and we'll settle it face to face... or shall i phrase it FIST TO FACE.
You never took heed of the advices given to you at all. Never at all. I've said enough. What done is done. You can definitely put words in my mouth, because in the end.... it all comes back to you.
"I've told you to watch your step......"
-end the end of the line. lovin baby, broo, frenz & families end-
Headed off to sch after a topsy turvy night. Met my bro and walked to school Yeapz. The eyes are droppy and heavy, the irony is that i want to sleep but i try not too. Not knowing why i do so but than yahz.
3dvidz class is boring. No one was around me yawns. Bro skipped class apparently the rest of the class as well. So i am all alone and 9 others hahaha. Can't wait for the heavenly marketing class! which will commence in 15mins time hahaha...
The god damn school webbie is down and i need to email stuff to my guides for open house darn darn darn. Ok since i have the time now.. i shall rush for my LOA tml hee see ya'll
I woke up.
I just laid my head on the pillow, i dunnoe what happened... my sleep came to a halt. And here i am typing out another entry. damn!
I'm typing in the dark now only the light from my monitor shines on the keyboard as i type. Where there'll be some minor error in my spelling and grammar i guess. Channel 5 is airing the repeat of Survivor Pearl Islands. Geez, survivor really lasts huh. I don't keep track now, the last season i kept tracked was Survivor Marquesas and that was in Sec 5! Goodness.
The night is silent. I hear nothing but the rotational cycles of my fan. Yes i have no air conditioner. Well it's coming in my new house for sure. Again, i'm yearning for a new phone. Nadi got me addicted to her phone. God damn it. I hope my mum would be a kind soul and exchange her Nokia 6260 with my Nokia flipper. =)))))) hehehe. Dream on!!!
Well since i'm awake, shall continue my work. Ouch. Work, like when will it ever end? I'm crapping up alot of rubbish now. I don't know why?
I scream for ICE CREAM!
Give me tubs of ben and jerry's or anything velvety smooth. Oooo.. the indulgence. I can feel the tantalizing touch of the creamy texture of the ice cream oozing down my throat as it teases every single tastebuds of mine. Ohh.. the pleasure. Yummy yum.
Well midnight cravings and purely sinful.
To the work, i continue damn.
"Is it a bonus for people to be irritating and stupid at the same time?"
-ends ice cream! loving my baby, my bro!, frenz & families ends-
Anyway, this 11th school week, is a definite busy and hectic. Yeah, well predicted. Currently rushin my 3dVidz, yeapz pretty cool la and also watching the grammies. Damn the intro was good. The different genres of songs come together was pretty cool. Lovin it heh.
"Bro, you're strong ya, failure is always the mother of success, pick yourself up and definitely try again. Determination and perserverance will push your way through. Your brother here is always by your side =)."
I have no idea why but, my butt is itching to club badly. Seriously, the mojo in me is literally rushing my adrenaline up. Darn, didn't you guys noticed, the weather is particularly hot these past few days. It's burning up baby. Hot stuff, it's stuffy, damp and yahz bright. Very bright. I've not taking hot showers for the time being, the weather is killing me. bahz.
Ooo... MTV is getting a little to repeated. Every single time i switched to that channel they're playing Destiny's Child - Soldier. Not that i hate the song is just that i'm pretty sick and tired of the MTV.
Open house is this thursday, friday and saturday and pug jelly's coming, something i look forward too!!! AND DAMN IT I'M THE CHIEF GUIDES. i dowanna be one... =(((((((((((
Ok, i'm really tired, pissed, annoyed, irritated with everything now. People that i've confided too you should. See ya'll
"watch your step..."
-ends biatch lovin my baby, my brooo, frenz & families ends-
sugar pie, honey bunch.
I've just cleaned and rearrange the furniture of my room. I know, kinda late spring cleaning considerin the new year was like yahz yesterdae~ Well who cares. I consider myself lucky because i found $1.35 under my computer table. Weehee!
Oh yeah before i go on...
Brother, my best friend i wish you all the best for your driving test!! Remember, good or bad your bro here is always by your side!!
*hey drive me around dude we don't stay far right?? hee*
So yeah, i went to sch today feeling kinda sick *pukes* but after awhile it was much better. When stepped in class, there were only pathetically 3 people + me = 4. Uh huh. The next person that came was my bro, which was deceiving aswe were messaging each other that we just woke up and darn lazee to go to sch, and poof we both made it to school! We are just contradicting ourselves. Bleahz.
The wong guy, is literally boring. Boring with a capital 'B'. Yeah, it sucked. Ended at 12 which was okie lar. Headed home with bro, gave him a lift since i super lazee to go home by bus. LoL. Oh yeah... At home i fell asleep immediately.
I'm bored now. I should be sleeping. I have sch like on a Saturday~!?!! Darn... why do briefings for open house falls on a saturday god damn it. I'm going to Bintan tml evening around 5++ =) Happy happy!!! Yeah be back on Sunday hee.. *i shall ramble about the details when i come back haha*
I'll blog later la, nothing to blog le now. minds a blank LoL.
-ends opportunity comes knockin. luvin baby, bro, frenz & family ends-
Neurotic Biatch on the loose beware.
I am back. I think i've slept enough. Well actually i didn't really sleep well. I kept waking every 20mins or so. I don't know why. BUT i'm not tired considering i've had a literally long day. Yeapz.
Oh yeahz, i did mentioned i am going to give a nice long blog entry right~? Well not long.. but yeahz just a major blog entry i guess. Remember once i mentioned in one of my entries about a girl called Adeline? From TP IT school.. So i thought she has kinda lay low for the time being since there's no complain from my closest dude.. but hell i was wrong!
It began. Again. I was nice and and pretty subtle towards you in my past entry. BUT not anymore.
You're a literally psychotic neurotice one of a kind irritating biatch.
For goodness sake. Whatever you're trying, just give up. You're wasting your god damn blardy time. Your identity even could be a lie to me. Giving people, like 100 missed calls, with your persistant calling and messaging went way too much. The threats and such erm what you call messages you gave meant nothing. Literal. Serious. I have no idea what's your motive? What's your plan? Or what goes on in that brain of yours.. Oh wait.. brain... I DUN THINK YOU HAVE ONE.
This is so not my business, but being the bitch that i am and a caring close friend, it get's on my nerves when he gets on his nerves. Example. So you're out with your friends, and suddenly friends fone kept ringing continously even after attempted attempts of shutting it up, it still continues. Be it in silent or not. It's freaking irritating and annoying.
She's like literally those kinda spoilt alarm clock that wont shut up even though pressing the top button and the only way is either trash it out of the windows or pluck out the batteries. Adeline = Psychotic = Crazy = Adeline.
I have no idea whether she reads, this blog of mine, but i really hope she does. It started with a mere prank which led to this. Whoah. Big mistake. BIG MISTAKE. She'd better stop this nonsense before she'll get it either from me or a source that she doesn't want to hit on.
Adeline dear, watch your step. Unless you don't know what you want to get yourself into.
Okie dokie. Yeapz. Enough for that girl or guy or something or wart of somesort. Anyway tml's sch! Which i dread to go because... no one did the work. I guessed no one did. Festive festive, who would want to do work amidst the celebrations right~? Yeahz. I've been having a slight tummy ache. I have no idea why but yeahz. Pretty sick of it. Argh.
I kinda get along well with my gf parents. I hit off well today yeapz. Especially THE FATHER. As for the other parental, i consider myself pretty ok. Elder woman are much so easy to be pleased! Haha. Anywayz i'm done with my self mini erm ramblings. So yeapz School tml. Nities dudes/dudettes
-end i want dunks. Luvin baby, my bro!, frenz & families end-
pretty people in pretty marche! bro's & mel's bdae
So the 1st day Chinese New Year was celebrated by playing Mahjong, BlackJack and Xbox games. =). Yeapz. Went over to Tan Yan's place yesterday around 9++pm yupz.. sort off a gathering...
Let me see who went... hmm.. Me, Cj, Tanyan(duhz), Mel, Joe, Serene, Kerrie, Jerry, Bro, Yi Xin(I guess that's how u spell her name) and Tan Yan's Sister.
It was fun yeapz the whackyfreakygame from the xbox which freaked everyone out until the frequent broken neck lady kept appearing, unbelievably, undying slut. And also weird contradictions comments hahaz.
The Contradiction!
After awhile get sort off tired. They played Mahjong, which made me fell asleep. Yeahz. Being the only malay guy there hmm... understanding the un-understandable because everything seems in a foreign language. Bahz. Confused Orientalization here. =/. I managed to catch up with Mahjong by witnessing them play and a tad of practice at Yahoo games! hahahaz...
Wouldn't want to ask qns while they are playing right?(so irritatin lor liddat if i ask alot)
New taboo i learnt! No tapping of shoulders while playing mahjong!
Headed home with bro around 630am. Damn cabs don't come by that easily! My bro like fell asleep halfway thru the journey which apparently he dozes off anywhere anytime there is a chance. Haha. I off to met my gf and family later on in the morning... going to Johor with them. And yes i just got back around an hour ago. TIRED.!! Submission tomorrow, i guess no one's doing it. The festive feeling is still in the air. Yeahz.
Playing blackjack, with our bets all out... well sadly neither did lost or win any profits. Pengz. I gained whatever i bet and all. Haha. So yahz lucky me.
Yesterday was fun, but really very tiring. Since everyone was out since 9++ including me even though i don't celebrate the festival. Roar. LOL. I wanna head off to the bed for a while. Literally shagged up. Oh yeahz, tonight later i am gonna write a major BLOG ENTRY. I could have type it out now lar, but i'm just too tired. That IT girl beware.... Psychotic Neurotic biatch. Happy hols~ lol
-ends pong! luvin babyyee, my brooo, frenz & families ends-
Literally, telling my relationship on my blog feels so weird, because duhz, natural instinct of a guy ha. Emo? bahz... hate those kinds of entry. I just came back, even tho' it's the holidays today, shops are not open and such but i was out since 10am. My baby and I are fine like at last. Brought her to this "secret garden" of mine somewhere in the east area heh. Well, it was my secret place since primary sch and so far not much people knew about it. *winks* We had a major talk. Literal. Guess what~? Everything literally turned out well, very well. We both know we don't try to meet up with each other often, we're okie with that (well it's her choice, NOT ME haha) Everything is so good now. I can't seem to put it in words but it is good now. I love her, she loves me. So we love each other. Yeah corny, but I can't help it la. To sum it all up, we've been together for let me see....................................................................... 2 and a half years(exlcuding the breakups duh) Kinda long huh. Well, it's chemistry. Haha.
Since she doesn't read my blog bahz, i'm gonna break about her secret V*dae gift. Teehehe... Since she is ain't free on Monday only in the night so, i'll be spending Vdae with her on Saturdae & Sundae, and guess where i'll be bringing her................ the resort near us, the tropical living, BINTAN! haha, a night stay there, had stuffs planned out. =) Well i know she loves being romanticised so... *winks*
People suggestion,
Enough about relationship stuff. I've put aside all my problems, the family stuff, the health stuff.. Even tho' those take time to solve but everything's gonna be cool yeapz. I've forsee the rainbow for my relationship! Hee.. Happy happy.
Might be going out to TY's place tonight, hmm yeapz. Mel, Serene, Joe, Bro, erm I have no idea who might be there... for what?? Mahjong and Xbox Games! Waahahhaha.. I knoe festive festive. Oranges and red packets here me roar! LoL. I'm gonna do some work later(pui pui).
Since my brother is pretty concern with my relationship probs oughta tell him this spectacular news soon!! =) Really man nothing beats the smile on my face now. Hahahahahahahaaa..
Dude i love you, but i love my baby more BUT thank you for being my best friend, the gratitude is unmentionable =)
I hear a new pair of shoes calling me. Somewhere located in the heartlands of Orchard, i know there is this pair of Nike dunks calling me.... Well calling out for my wallet that's for sure... =) Soon Soon.. LoL. I swear i have laughed in today's entry is countless. Unless you guys can happily sit and count the amount of laughters i have. =/.
Melissa dear, i've done what you asked me to do. Don't worry yahz, it'll be good. =)
Next movie to watch hmm.. have no idea. U see that's the good thing going out with my baby, I'm not lagging in terms of entertainment wise. See what I mean! hahaz. Okie dokie, i'll reblog later. The ramblings for this afternoon has ended.
-end i'm good. self-centered pple like u is best off dead. luvin my baby, my bro, my frenz & families ends-
gosh, those were the times, still are, forever will, best buds.
It's the celebration of the orient again. Gong Xi Fa Cai and the best wishes as we usher in the year of the rooster to all my friends celebrating this joyous occassion.
Pretty swell for me to start off the holidays, somewhat like today. I feel like today is my lowest point of feeling really low. The foes are kicking in. It feels bad literally(Ok nadi, i've said it, LITERALLY). The feelings that i've bottled up is no longer bottled up. Yeapz. I've confided my problems to none other than the aid of my best friend. A help he was. At least it brings a glimpse happiness back to reality. Thank you bro.
Even tho' i'm supressing my inner feelings, but at least confiding to someone feels like a load off the chest. No, there's no problem btw. me and my best bud, just some of my personal probs.
Today was a long dreadful warm day. From sch to home to town to home back was a sore. Yes sorry stephy darling but yahz, i wasn't up to the weather today. The docs doesn't seem pleased with my health, and so was i. Well, it takes time to heal and it won't heal easily. So is my heart. But i'll leave everything to fate and let everything go as presumed. I won't complain at all but taking life every single day as a journey to learn and gain the experience i'm supposed too. =)
Wished everyone greetings and such. My best bud is a such a soul today by giving me advices and not to fret on such stuffs/situations anymore. Chinatown now is packed and the fireworks were pretty. Information gave by my bro haha.
neckache! darn pillow.
Seriously the mood to type, ain't here no more. For today that is. Okie. I need a rest and some time to think. =
-ends tks brooo luvin baby, bro, frenz & family ends-
ooooo. blowing air. Wind. DUH. vn.
Am still not sick with the song collide literal. It gives much expressions and moods in the in depth feeling. I've been loving that song ever since. The earlier part of the day was good, but it wasn't to my expectations later on. The dark clouds are hovering over my head now. Everything didn't seemed to fall in place, even the wrong words seemed to rhyme.
Relationship troubles, ain't depleting but increasing.
Well, it seemed i've lost my pace. But i'm still close behind. To catch up to learn to continue will be hell of a task. The problem lies in us. Compromising is way overused, until the deciding of who to take the blame was yet... undecisive. We always give and take, but i guessed one has to voice out one day. Well, these foes are kickin in well in life i guess. It'll end soon yupz. Like i said always, ahead is always the rainbow to catch for. Always look towards the horizon and there lies your happy ending, well sort off the end.
Tears don't bring us anywhere.
Well enough for emotionals behaviour now. The color of this blog brightens it up no matter what. I am craving for food. Yes the calories are increasing and the body is expanding. Darn me. LoL.. was chatting with Stiffany, darn girl temptin me with pizza's. So the both of us skipped class today yupz. I contracted her disease LoL.
I'm gonna have an early night for today i guessed. I have a splitting headache as if someone's digging gold in your brain. They must be enjoyin the suffericle pain i am havin. Damn it. Guessed what, i miss drinkin milo.
Hello parental, Milo top up in the home pls!!!!
I've got somethin for my bro for his new year la, but the prob is that.. i misplaced it somewhere sia... darn me and my carelessness... well it's gonna be a late gift hahaha! Okok, the ramblings have continued enough for tonight! Gonna be off to the softie bed. Nights!!
-ends bezerk. luvin baby, bro, frenz & families ends-
the wind, the sea, the people we love. rawkin.
If it evolves around me i dun mind, but not.
Somehow i find again we gonna collide. Literal. To one loyal reader of my mere blog. I'm not in the best weather condition, but amazingly i manage to still be nice is something you gotta thank about. I dunnoe why no names mentioned but it seemed fun... like calling Mr/Miss Anonymous wooho! hahahahaha...
Yah as i was saying, Yes i was given the title for being bitchy. I'm not angry with that at all, either I am bitchy by nature(which is!) or not is just the role i was given by my fellow friends. I know they know i'm the nice fella that helps people everytime in need. They dun have to tell me that because I am. I'm not bragging, I will be bitchy when i need to.
I am being labelled the father of all bitches, doesn't mean he is one right haiz. Literal. Since i'm regarded people who does mix around me turn bitchy, than i have no say in that. I can gladly stand up for myself =).
So i've not known my bro for long maybe only 2 years. It's enough for me to know more than i want to know, more knowledge is just bonus for me. He's old and mature enough to stand for his own rights, to distinguish the bad and the good. I know your assumption is directly shooting to his new group of friends when he made poly aren't I right? I can't blame you since you're just assuming because you don't know what lies in design school at all, and you don't know who we really are. I really wonder what's your definition of bad influence.. I'll give you 4 choices.
(a) He having joyous time spent with his friends.
(b) Manipulative, cunning, weasel, etc.
(c) Being part of his circle of friends because it's his life
(d) None of the above
If you noticed, he never had his life went astray and choose how he wants his life to be. He chooses on what lies happiness for him.
If it's a mere assumption than let it be for you. Ok, you categorize yourself as the good influence and i'm the bad influence, ok fine if you say so... i'm not the one complaining and ever complained before here am i right?... superficial..
To me there is no difference from what he is in the past from than till now. Only that he's just much better and happier now than than. Not that he was depressed last time, he was still the joyful bubbly nice gentlemantic guy we all know. He is still now but much better. We learn from the past, not rake up the past even tho' good or bad... experienced gained is lesson learnt. And one more my bro told me never change for someone. Those were gold, literal short but if you manage to dig in the true meanings of it you'll know. You did smsed me once and say maybe you're too sensitive. I wonder did kinda overlooked that pointer?... well nevermind, this is not an angry entry at all. If you need clarifications the answers are here.
the dreamerz, the sleepers, the fuckers, the brothers.
if it requires the gate to travel to the other side. brothers!
Pass few days was, unmentionable. I had extremely nights and extremely early mornings. Everything sums it all until today. Yeah. The sound relief charity gig at zouk today was a definite success. It was good, literal. I was in-charged of the animation and graphics side and i just learnt on how to use flash yest, kudos to me man. It took me the whole god damn night at my bro's place to finish up the darn thing. With my consistent staring at the monitor, the expanding and shortening of each and every keyframe was something i would, erm yahz puke after a while. It's over and the sense of the accompolishment was in me.
Everything turned out well. Everything went smoothly and all proceeds collected went to the funds for the tsunami victims. Aww.. it's for a good cause. I am shagged until today with our hard vivid preparations for the gig coinciding our submissions and school work.
When the gig ended, me and my bro went off in Randy's car to throw or return certain rubbish back to our sch since we are the easterner's left. Me and bro were so tired that we slept in the car unknowingly, we reached school in matter of seconds. Hmm. yeahz.
The heap of popcorn was yummylicious. Literal, me and bro took alot back for our families. I am so tired i couldn't even think or walk straight. No clubbing or having fun for me tonight man. My brother was so tired, that he could doze off at every dazy moment. Yeah not kidding from school we walked awhile... talking rubbish but the stoneness in us was kicking in. *yawns*
Accompanied him to the bus stop, both of us our minds are bombarded with the calls of bed. I took a cab back actually wanting to give my bro a lift back but he need to meet his gf. Aiyo poor thing, the dreadfulness was in him but he'll meet for the sake of meeting lar. So i took a cab home and i even fell asleep in the cab. right on. *yawny yawns yawns*
Okie i'm pretty much stoned, but decided to give an entry to my blog. I'm the behindthestageguy which i truly love playing with the animations and such. Woohooo... I'm gonna head off to bed even b4 the clocl strikes 12. What a shock.
Oohhh darling, embrace me in your comforty. My dear bed.
Meeting baby tml for some erm, fun? teehee..
Anywayz nights all. =) Kudos to sound relief!
-ends no more sheeps. luvin baby, brother, frenz & familes ends-
Getting hectic at this period of time is really getting to my brain cells. Literal. Fatigue kicked in and everything else in the world seemed a blur to me. Yeah, all i need is the calling of my bed. I could hear it call out to me, it wants to embrace me in its comfort zone. Which i am dying to do so but NO...... Late night works, submissions and everything else are "the least of my problems".
God damn it.
I was at bro's until 430am last night to help him with his work, i came home and fell asleep and woke up extremely late for class. Grrr.. I thought i was the only but hey majority was in the club so was bro! Haha.. We did have a late night man. But tonight~? Nope it's not gonna be an early night.... I've got some animations to do on either powerpoint, flash erm.. yeahz.. i'll try my best to do it. Is not that i do not want to do it, i've been trying so hard to squeeze it in my tight schedule really, man. But is okie, have to do what i am supposed to do.
Oh yahz something brought to my attention yesterday *evil laughter*
I really want to know who is this Adeline is from Applied Science in TP. Still wondering and pondering. Well, actually couldn't be bothered. I don't give a shit who she is, but this is super fun. It was brought to my attention that she seemed to bother an extreme close dude of mine to a certain extend. Well, for awhile it was okie until giving 30 missed calls at least a day or so is way far to irritating. Not concerning him but this sounds so not my business but hell care, i am busy body bitch irritating ass anywayz. Haha.
Well he is irritated by it sometimes, but sometimes the call do have a reason like "hey i pass this.. hey i did that.." okie.. yeah daily lives maybe your concern but could it be others? Nice of you to share though. But well starting from a prank message till this,
BIG WRONG ULTERIOR MOVE.
Yeahz, i don't know who you are, where you come from, reveal your to my dude yahz. He's had enough of the missed calls, I know your intentions are good and are giving full support of his relationship but well hey call me biatch, i couldn't care less.
I may not be a seer or so, but an ulterior motive is definitely the choice. I don't trust you, well i know you don't care if you suppose to gain my trust or not but hell care. He doesn't trust you. And yahz being a bitch here, i couldn't give a damn. Either you reveal your self who the heck you are, face up and meet him.
If you out to get him by trying to be good and support all his positive stuff just in order you could get him to be in your good books.. than
DREAM ON. :)
Ooo.. someone just slap me. This feels good. I know bitching is my nature teehehe but if you really regard me as someone soft at heart and all you all are so wrong. If people out there always says how bitchy and what a hell of a bitch they are...
Well move on. The KING HAS NOT LEFT THE BUILDING.
This rocks. Big time!!
-ends me the 7 year itch. luvin my bro, baby, frenz & families ends-
I hope this is not a game to you.
I gave my chance i hope you do,
I did things which never made you blue.
But something tells me that is just too good to be true,
I've been hurt once but i never want it again..
If the chance i gave will be my pain..
Than bid farewell to end this game...
"i'm tormented, may this instinct be true, the heart ponders while the mind wonders. I really don't want this re-enacment. Once bitten twice a shy.
My gut feeling is on the line. Praying hard everything is fine. The mind games i have is just a toy, but i hope it wont hurt this boy. Things been really weird but i took it slow. What am i to you? My wallet to make you glow?
Prove me wrong and don't hurt me so." - izk-ed
biking. in vietnam. roar.
Ty's bdae at Zouk/Phuture was hillarious, fun and again ALOT OF MOUTH ACTIONS. Not kidding. Kissing was in the air. Just a peck on the lips and even deep throat Frenching. Yup. The peeps who went are... Ty, Me, Bro(Jason la..), Rachel, CJ, Joe, Serene and Faith.
This time, no passing of ice.. well sorta... Everyone sort off kissed one another. Well, yeahz we are whacked. Literally. When i told my baby about it, she went ballistic! Well for a while tho', than she began laughing. *confused* but she doesn't mind, only a mere 10secs of anger but all is fine. Phew
Fancy telling my gf that. hmm., =/.
What we ordered?
-2 jugs of Long Island
-12 shots
-4 bottles of beer
-2 bottles of e33
-2 7up thingie
Yes party animals we are!! But Phuture and Zouk was good. Literal. Good music good drinks. Me and bro was high but still sober. Just a light feeling. But pretty cool. We still continued dancing. Left around 230++ yeahz... =(. Phuture's music was goodddd.... LoL.
Pretty much we had fun! I shared a cab home with bro and we chatted all de way the fact that we were arguing earlier in the day. But he apologised than i apologised and we both apologised la than all was fair and good =). We were bitching in the damn cab.
We both agreed, Zouk/Phuture on the 2nd of February was fun hectic and CRAZY!
Home Sweet home.. but damn INTERVIEW TML!Well today, which is yesterday's tml. Well, you know what i mean. I went to school for creative writing which lasted for half an hour. I was late and barged in through the door with a damn loud bang. Whoops. Mal, sorry for the interruption of your presentation.
Since class ended early, Me, Stiffany and some other guy... i forgot who, hung out at Design's concourse and chatted a while before they leave for class and i leave for interview. Nice friendly people they are =).Typical, thefeellikeskipping class was in Stiffany. So yeahz. So thefeellikeskipping class took place. With a clever decoy and acute planning out of arrangement. Evil laughs. Hahaha. Cute girl.
Off to Links Conception! We were all super punctual, unexpectedly. =/. It was a first. Well nevermind it was good. The interview went pretty well, even tho' it was a group interview the 6 of us Me, Bro, Maht, Weimin, Tian Yang and Yvonne had a good impression of that company. =). We like. teehee..Hung out with them awhile at bugis with Nadi and Herwin. Bro left to meet his gf. So left the Me, Weimin, Nadi, Herwin and Maht. Yah talking talking. Bahz, my Malay is a major corruption when they began speaking in Malay. Rasheed joined in too! Well well.
Went off home and i just got home sorta. =) Gonna settle off my InP&A submission tml.
"I have problem, a thought, a question well something i need to settle, finding someone to confide to now. My wholeself felt uneasy today. Me best bud is my confidant. Thank god!
It gave cramped facial expressions, weird antics and slightly off memory. I'm a tad worried. But i hope i'll be the kick-ass-happiest-bitch-in-the-world back."
Okie blog later. See ya'll!
-ends ouchie ouch luvin me bro, baby, frenz & families ends-
