Hating This, fuck la

For all kinds of turmoils, i really hate the shitnits of my life and the surroundings of it that happens to me daily. I want peace at work, i want peace in my life. I do not want to have any interference or whatsoever because this is seriously killing me. Family and work, they clash with each other always, tell me why do i have to feel so insecure and without a doubt daily having to thing that something is going to happen to at least of these priorities in my life? As a matter of fact, now i hate the responsibility of being the only child. I HATE IT to the core. I hate the fact that i'm being called up for any family matters because i always have to stand up for myself and also in the defence of my parental. I hate it that it interferes with my work, and i have to leave work via the problems caused. PLUS i hate work for being a mile stone away from home, i hate it that, i can't speak my mind out and be myself. I feel confined. I can't be who i used to be, carefree and problem free.

WHY WHY WHY?

Everything clashes, in the world everything clashes finely to actually made me ponder to put a stop to my life. Which is yes, i am exhausted. I can't always depend on my weekends because good times don't last, my everlasting weekend is somewhat i wish my everyday was, but greeted on my monday morning is WAY early mornings and long travels. Don't let me even start on the pathetic pay. Argh. Nonetheless, how am i supposed to look up everyday to be a positive day when i myself couldn't even bring upon a smile to my face in the morning? SCREW the world, screw the government for implementing such militant qualities, if only they made it a choice.

This entry is full of angsty. I can't scream anywhere else, i might get screwed for typing this. I might get charged, but one needs to complain. ARGH conniving ass. I am so tired that seriously, suicidal thoughts filled my mind.

To the end of my life man. The trinkling tears full of pain and hurt. Such angsty argh.

"....i hate this to the core...."

Freezing

Don't mind me, but i realised that i'm freezing. YES, i am. I am not complaining of sorts, but, people think i'm whacky enough to be in such condition. Because i could be freezing my ass off anytime and anywhere, which they say i may have a fever anytime soon. BAH. The weather had been great, so it's pretty a bliss for me to actually enjoy such comfortality in my screwed up body system. Symptoms of fever have yet to develop but maybe this influctuated body temperature of mine is the beginning of it all. Regardless of what, i am major prone to sickness; trust me. I've been sick more in my life than i could think off. Even pimples break out lesser than me having to fall sick all over again. Can't be blamed, that i have a low immune system to such diseases. I guess, it's all because of my kidney. Eversince, having a weak kidney, and was actually to it's failure, my body system was really causing a havoc. Oh well. I hope i'll get better in the future, or i'll just rearrange some of my stuff in my room to provide better fengshui for my health (of course wealth too!) I'm a keen and avid believer of Fengshui, if you don't know.

I want my week (or so to say my whole military life) to be fine, no disturbances or whatsoever. Let it be like a normal work week as what it was before. Because i'm tired of the new changes and implementations in the new working life. I just want everything to be a breeze and let it for once, be on relax mode. It's only my 7th month in army and i'm complaining the shit out of myself, and others too. For goodness sake, another year and a half awaits me while i go through this turmoil daily. The brother has his own share of complaints and irritatable moments. Man, we are so looking forward for a damn good break of vacations after the both of us ORD. Nonetheless, putting our minds forward to such date is killing me, the anticipation is. GRR.

SOMEBODY PLEASE SAVE ME!

If only dropping of citizenship was done earlier, MAHAHA. Anyway, despite the unformidable tough times, i enjoy the pals i make but i've yet to open up. BECAUSE military life is not my FORTE! Give me the life i had in design school, i'd fit perfectly in. After, the ORD i'll give myself 6months of my much wanted rest and break before i head off to school again to obtain a degree =) Give me time to heal from the pressurising militant life i am in now and let me shed all the egoistic traits of what it had brought into me.

I remembered i was once asked, whether i want to be leader in the military life. And i said no. Period. A firm no, and that ladies and gentleman i gave my answer to a very approachable Major during BMTC. Hmph. Lol. Oh well, i am firm with what i want to be in my life, and military is totally not a morsel part of it.

It's all about a phase of life one has to go through, mine is halfway through but the end is bright and i'll look forward to it.

"...despite the tough moments..."

Double The Effect

Was kinda crazy lately, when everything seemed to happened in a way where there's an influctuation of emotions. But i shall leave it like that for the time being, and shall not even blog about it though people are curious to know but i shall not even breathe a word of it. I'm overwhelmed with fatigue the past few days. Ok whatever it is, shut up izk.

ANYWAY

It's the weekends already, to those who actually works the usual 5 day week and 9 -5 embrace the weekends for now or never. Though it'll come again in 5 days after Sunday. Whatever it is, enjoy ya. I can't blog much for now, busy busy pertaining my family stuff. Goodbye.

"...runs runsss..."

Deranged By My Unformidabble Life

Last week I had the strangest dream
where everything was exactly how it seemed
where there was never any mystery
of who shot John F. Kennedy.
It was just a man with something to prove,
slightly bored and severely confused.
He steadied his rifle with his target in the center
and became famous on that day in November.

Don't wake me, I plan on sleeping in.

Again last night I had that strange dream
where everything was exactly how it seemed
concerns about the world getting warmer
people thought that they were just being rewarded
for treating others as they'd like to be treated
for obeying stop signs and curing diseases
for mailing letters with the address of the sender.
Now we can swim any day in November.

Don't wake me, I plan on sleeping in.
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Hmmm. Somehow i am lost for words. Can't really seem to be in the right mind where everything goes in a whirl. My body could almost take it's toll for now. Trust me, i'm only happy when the weekends comes around, and falls into depression the moment it reaches Sunday evening. This shows how mundane army life can be and how the clock doesn't seem to be any faster during weekdays.

If i could wake up one day to see upon everything is over (army i meant) it would be one of the happiest day one boy could be. Well that day is to be looked forward on the 1st June 2008. Somehow i could predict how my life would be. A new house, a great life and a brighter future to look forward too. =) And as "clairvoyant" my past entry was, i hope it'll come true.

Currently, right, now i just want to sleep in and don't wake me up until this shit ends. Period.

"....plain irritating...."

Pain La.

The entire-ty of my body aches really bad. I could feel the aches on both of my elbows, shoulders and lower back pounding away endlessly whenever i flinch or move an inch. It kills to be fit somehow. LOL, i had a gazellions of push ups done over the weekend in camp and now my arms could drop off anytime. It hurts so bad that scratching my head would require the assistance of another hand to actually levitate my other hand up. And scratching of the back, would require the edge of a cornered wall because my arm is really not in a good shape to bend around. And if i do bend it; i'll look like an ape. Literally (minus the hairy features).

Ouch. Pain leh.

Anyway, celebrated Serene's 21st birthday last saturday at Costa Sands Chalet. Bought her some Anna Sui stuff which definitely made the girl extremely elated. With bad aches, i still dragged my feet out to meet the rest for the party. Which first i met up with the best friend, which if you guys realised that he is someone whom i truly missed alot recently rah. We both gotta admit, army is making us deranged. He; has pain in his legs that is killing him, and me as you can see, is with killer arms (no, not those that you would die for). Ah anyway, met the brother and off to Pasir Ris to meet the rest.

Liyana, is a very smart girl. After eon's of years not coming to EAST since school ended, Liyana couldn't tell the difference between Pasir Ris and Tampines. Though both is located in the east, alighting at Tampines thinking as it was Pasir Ris was pretty cool enough. Nope, not just Liyana alight and discovered that she was at the wrong station while she was still on deck, Liyana ACTUALLY EXITED THE STATION. MAHA. Com'on people laugh at me. Hurhur. So as you can see, Liyana is truly smart and i love Liyana to bits. MUAHA

ANYWAY, met up with the rest as usual (after Liyana managed to get to Pasir ris) and head off to the chalet. Which is good because i was starving and so was the brother. Where i headed straight to the buffet table after the 20seconds of wishing and hugging. Was famished like hell la. You'd think i'd care for being thick skinned? Thank god for the extremely good GOOD food. Especially the prawn salad, uber yum. Drenched in mayo and cocktails, the prawns were succulent and crispy. It was so good, that i had dreams of it. Plus, there were killer food to boot for such as pineapple rice, braised chicken and yummy fish. Nope, the spread doesn't only end there but in includes barbeque which serene kept screaming, "Got babi! got babi!" which literally means, GOT PORK. Period. But the overall i miss chalets. LOL and barbequing. I think i shall have one soon, a mini one that is. With barbeques, alcohol and yummy food. Hurhur.

Anyway,

HAPPY 21st SERENE!!

Ok, i feel like stopping this entry for the time being. BECAUSE my arms are killing me. They really are! With all these typing man, it kills. What a halted entry. Goodnight.

"...argh..."

Clairvoyance

I thought i would wake up today to be a normal-as-usual-day. I mean it was, accept that most of the stuffs that i thought or said actually came through. Oh my god, i'm psychic. This morning, i woke up late so to the cab i hurried off. When i was walking down the stairs, i told myself, "I think, a mercedes cab would be my ride later." Without a doubt, it was. So maybe it was coincidence. Next up, i told myself, "Most probably my RSM would actually ask me about cohesion day." WHICH he did at 7am in the morning, pronto and in face instead of phonecall.

THE other thing, i told myself i'd knock off at 4pm today for a medical check up. And i really did. O.o. Freaky enough? And yes, the thought of loosing my keys and having a locksmith came across my mind. AND IT ACTUALLY HAPPENED. Now, that's freaky enough. Argh. Lastly, i thought i wouldn't fall asleep early and wakes up around 10plus because i didn't want to miss American Idol at 8 but eventually it happened. MAN, why can't thoughts of owning a million bucks came across my mind.

*rolls eyes*

Being a psychic today was pretty freaky. I felt as though i was a Phoebe; from Charmed that is. Alright, now i'll try to sleep, but it didnt came across my mind though; shit.

"...best buddy woes..."

Not So Over

I hate to work but i have too. It's good that my infection is over because i won't be living in such pain anymore but it sucks because it means work takes effect; by right NOW. So yes. It is a love hate relationship that i have to certainly agree with myself. Work, work and work. I don't mind if the camp is only a stone throw away but the problem is that, it's A REALLYYYY HUGEEEE STONE THROW AWAY. Uh huh. The weather had been so-so lately. Rain here and there and sunshiny rays peeking through those dark weathery clouds. Well, the watery season will not stay for good (which i really hope it does) because nothing beats nice comfortable weather.

Anyway, i met up with Faridah And Jill for dinner just now at Tampines Mall. Well, it was just an impromptu meet up followed by coffee talks at Starbucks. I mean, it was a nice meeting and catch up. I shall retire to bed soon, due to my heavy responsibility as a regimental policeman which resumes in 6 hours as time. What a bummer!

I have not read my horoscope lately, but something tells me that i am very emotional this week/month. SERIOUS, I REALLY MEAN SERIOUS. Or could it be the weather? But i love cold weathers. Anyway, yes my emotions are running amuck. I wake up everyday, feeling rather EMO. Yes, slap me in the head now! What a way to start the day off right! Oh well, i don't understand these moodswings but then again, i do hope this is just temporary. It's only the 3rd week of the new year. But hell yeah, a month is coming up and voila, i'm in February by then! So oughta look forward for great pretty smiley days ahead man.

I wish life is just about coffee talks and chilling out. The kind where we can watch the birds fly by with pretty blue skies and yes Nice weather of course. MAN. WHAT A WISH! Too bad a day lasts only 24 hours and it seemed longer on a working day of course, OF THE OBVIOUS REASONS haha. If only weekends are twice as long and work days are twice as short, THEN that would be good, that would be mighty FINE. Like again izk, WHAT A WISH!

Goodnight people, and spread the love. Hurhur

"...i still do miss the best friend..."

Half Day Off

I took half day today to attend a medical check up but there was a slight confusion so i have to attend the consultation regarding my intestine infections tomorrow. So, i went home feeling a little sore. But then, i decided to meet Beat and Izie for, erm dinner or whatever la, i do not want to waste my half day off just like that aye. Anyway, we had a blast meeting up. Because it's been a while since we all met up together. Pure post iad goodness.


Drinks from NYDC and dinner at Villa'ge was ultimately good. And plus bump into Xiaxue at NYDC too. Was trying hard to check out her newly made nose. Well, from observation, it was normal looking i guess with a tiny pointy tip but yet it looked a little smaller than her previous nose. BAH. I took a pic of her but failed miserably to portray her mighty nose.



Plain goodness today but i shall retire to bed soon for a consultation with the Docs tomorrow. Cheerios mates!

"...still missing the best fwen..."

"...izkandar outz..."

Hello New Resident

The parental bought me a new mobile phone today. Which i find unnecessary because i'm using my current k800i/Nokia 6233. But whatever it is, the phone she bought me is pretty sleek and kinda liked it. (view visual on the left)

She went on a shopping spree today without asking me along HMPH. I assumed she just got her bonus or stike her target for 2006 in her business or something. Oh well, good for her, she deserves it. And as for me, YAY! to a new phone!!

Ok, i'm feeling slightly better today. Less toilet visits and lesser sore intestines =) The amount of hydration pills given to me is equivalent to like drinking 8 bottles of water a day X 20. Hurhur and i'm sick of it anyway. Being sick + comfortable weather = long sleeps ate home. Aye you can't blame me yeah, i was given pills that will be prone to drowsiness. As usual, the weekends are here, YAY more meetups with the weekenders =) Swell swell.

I shall continue with this entry slightly later because i'm off to the loo again. LOL rah.
"...to be continued..."

Guest what i've got!?

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Gastroenteritis
From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia


Gastroenteritis involves diarrhoea or vomiting, with noninflammatory infection of the upper small bowel, or inflammatory infection of the colon, both part of the gastrointestinal tract.
Usually this is caused by an infection, but this is not always the case. It usually is of acute onset, normally lasting less than 10 days and self-limiting.

UH HUH! UH HUH! I've got that. Cool eh? NOT! Officially, i terrorised the loo as though there is no tomorrow. 2 seperate MC's from Changi General Hospital which accumulates to 4 days of MC plus weekends with more doctor visits. RAH. Anyway, i am to tired from all the shitting to even blog properly.

To sleep then off to camp to endorse my mc's. Haiz.
Happy gastroenteritising to me. Nights.

".....grrrrrrrr....."

Zee Past and Zee Future

Alright, i was just bumming around with my drives and came across with some old school photos of my design people. And yes, the photos that dated wayyyyy back in 2003 where fats accumulate, zits spread, "great" hair days and huge fashion faux; sort off. I mean it's ridiculously funny to see all those photos. I mean it made rolled on the floor laughing but hell yeah the photos were funny.So i cropped em' up to portray their major transition they went through. Well sort off MAJOR, they are still themselves. I sooo know that i'm gonna get skinned alive or even every strand of my hair being uprooted by them for putting up such gorgeous photos.

But despite all the years, that's what friends are for right guys?!?!?

*flutters my eyes*

Girls Out Loud

I was watching yet again another episode of Girls Out Loud. And i have to admit that it's ridiculously funneh! HAHA. I mean yes the show is senseless, bimbotic and exactly like the local remake of a Simple life, but seriously, the antics of those 2 girls and the other Singaporean guests involved are horrendously amusing. For e.g. today's episode about Being-the-right-smack-in-your-face-true-blue-singaporean, shows how, we portray our local traits. Especially, kiasuism.

Scenario: Closed tent with signage "Queue for free gift" being placed somewhere in the midst of a working crowd and other local shopperholics linger.

So there are people who made a small beeline for the tent. But when questions asked what they are queueing for, they have know idea, just as long it's free it's fine. They've yet to know that, once entering the tent they are to rant about Singapore what she should be improved on. Now that's where the funny part kicked in.

One said, "Singaporeans should not be kiasu but for housewives, it's okaye. Because, they have ample time to actually spend time on being kiasu."

Another said, "We should plant more flowers and plants in the country because it provides us more oxygen for us to breath in."

And another mentioned, "I love singapore. I was born here. I will live here forever until i die."
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Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhkaye. Pretty much, whimsical and tensefully patriotic. I mean Singapore is Singapore lor, kiasuism and singlish are our traits. LOL. But to hear it from these aunties, ah so, ah ma's and ah pa's are damn hillarious. With their pretty wrinkled faces staring into the camera, they sure enjoy their 10secs of fame don't they?!

So i admit girl's out loud, puts every Monday blues aside. You can call me bimbotic and stuff but hey, the show tickles my funny bone okaye! and yes.. i was once blonde anyway.

*rolls eyes*

A little note, someone in my camp was charged for blogging something about the camp i guess. But, don't we all?

*GASPS*

I shall shut my trap now and not mention even a morsel of NSF traits. BYE.

"....hello to u...."

Those Nights

I stare blankly while i lay on my bed, and yes there wasn't a single wink. It's those nights again where the zzz's couldn't kick in when it should be kicking in. Regardless, of early mornings and no afternoon naps, i still couldn't sleep at night. I'm fine if this happens when i am not working the next day, but i am!! Like in 5 hours time that is. Crap. I hate those nights. Which as you can see resulted into a new blog skin. Which is a good thing because i really like this skin alot. Well, late night creative juices are inevitably the best.

My remedy as usual, to give an entry. Which is sometimes the right dosage of my very own sleeping pills. I really don't understand my body clock. Which is screwed up, i know but well, i just need 8hours of sleep daily and i'm fine i guess. Haiz. I guess, I GUESS i am sleepy enough now. Good night.

p.s. my blog skin is pretty new, and i'm lazy to edit it properly yet pardon the slashes on my link, because i myself doesn't know why it's like that.

"...i miss u..."

Hotels and Sundays

I love hotel stays. I mean i really do. I've yet to have a hotel stay in 2007 because, duh.. it's only been 7 friggin' days in 2007. But yes, i love love love hotel stays to the max! A list of hotels i stayed over last year were; in random order that is:-

Swissotel Singapore (Stamford Crest Suite)
Changi Village Hotel (Executive Suite)
Scarlet Hotel (Standard Room)
Pan Pacific Hotel (twice in the standard room)
The Oriental Singapore (The Ocean View Suite)
Grand Hyatt Singapore (Standard Room)
Hotel Rendevous (Premium Room)
Hotel 81 (world cup purposes OKAYE haha!)

Anyway, so yes, Hotel stays rock. I mean nice firm beds, feathered pillows, pretty loos and and of course 24 hours of AIR-CONDITIONING. Yip! Staying over those hotels is not mere fun la, some i was given free rooms so why not, and some of course i have events held there la. You think i damn bo liao to book hotels every other weekend for fun isit?! Anyway, i'm gonna have an array of parties this year.. well not alot but around 2 to 3 THEMED parties definitely. HEH. With hotels listing such as The Ritz - Carlton, The Fullerton, The Marriot, The Raffles Hotel, Grand Hyatt and i think Meritus Mandarin. We'll see how it goes. But i must say, themed parties with hotel facades and deco rocks.
So yes look out fellow invited-people-to-my-themed-parties-in-the-future ok?! =)

It's the 7th of January, and i made this far for this year. Pretty swell i might add. Looking forward for my 22nd Birthday is way far but i can't wait for it. God knows why, and funny... it's really 9 months away HAHA. Oh well, early preparations is equivalent to great partayes! Hurhur. Oh, tentatively, yesterday and today was mobilisation but yah, i wasn't even activated which pisses me off because of being on standby mode. Where i wasn't supposed to move around in the city much in case of sudden activation. I wasted my Sunday at home. Well, it wasn't really a bad thing, i slept in and woke up at 12, had some web surfing done. Some crutches and uzapping lol and yes i've had a pretty laid back Sunday. Was hoping that there would be a thunderstorm today though because it's a pretty warm day. I miss the rainy days already. Boohoo.

Liyana's 21st is coming and so is Serene and 22nd for Beatrice. I asked Liyana, what is she going to do for her 21st, which she kept digressing that it is still a long way to go. Which after i've calculated, it's a mere month away -_-" Well well. Hmph. Now what do i get her? She's been asking me for a house which i clearly told her i bought her one; of course a doll house. But she insisted on a semi-d, which i told her... she should have told me earlier to specify what KIND of house she wanted before i went to buy her the doll house. TSK.

My mom came out of her room today and ordered me to order dinner out via delivery. When i asked what she wanted, she wanted Arnold's. Hmph and now, i am having a heart burn after eating 2 pieces of fried chicken from Arnold's. It's good but too oily argh causing a heartburn in me. RAH RAH RAH. Anyway, i'm going to sleep soon since i have work the next day. But everytime i tried to sleep early, IT JUST DOESN'T HAPPEN. ARGH.

*smacks body clock with a huge trout*

Okaye, i shall retire and maybe watch the apprentice later on and head off to bed. Anyway, i'm missing my best friend. God knows why, but i woke up today and began missing my brother. Well, Jason you suck. You make miss you on the weirdest timings. Ok bye all!

"...heart burn heart..."

Just A Daily Rant

Hmm, sometimes i honestly don't understand myself. The past few days after the New Year, i tend be all tensed up. Getting stressed and pissed about things that i don't think it's worth fretting about. For example; at work. When someone comes in late for detail/deployment, i get utterly pissed and began showing a face as sour as you could imagine. But come to think of it, it doesn't really affect me. Sometimes it does unless i'm their replacement but other than that, It doesn't affect me at all!
Argh, i hate this semi-menopause-crazy-mood-swing periods i am having now.

*pulls hair out!*

It's the new year, and this is not being myself at the beginning of a fresh start. I have resolutions, i have last years resolutions that i'm bringing forward to this year (LOL), i mean who doesn't aye? HEH. Anyway, last year, i told myself i'm going to be a really happy kid in 2006. Well i think i did, but i was at my uppermost delightful and joyous moment during the last few months of the year. I guess it was worth the wait. The whole transition from school to military life was all for the better, and i got no one to thank for but God. =)

Absence really makes the heart grows fonder, i mean really! Being seperated from your friends for awhile due to certain circumstances and responsibility makes future gatherings more better and actually more interactive because of the old grandmother stories we can talk about from our other parts of our lives that we had venture into. It's quite a good feeling when being away creates the tighter bond in friendship.

Last year, i did conclude that i want to loose weight of at least 5kg. And without a doubt!, i lost 20 ODD kg!! how friggin' cool is that?! And thanks to the whole military education, it brought me up well some how. Hurhur. At least that is one resolution, that is being accompolished thoroughly. I just turned 21, 4 months back and it was a great birthday. I've always dreamt of organising my very own exclusive party somewhere prestigious, sort off. By making it a huge bash at The Changi Village Hotel Poolside was my dream come true. Great food, great music, wonderful deco and lastly, great company. The whole bash by the poolside with a theme of psychedelic colours brought the upmost climax of the party. When almost everyone came dressed in their best striking colours (like i say almost everyone only) Plus, i gave out lucky draw prizes, from levi's vouchers to ipod nano's to even an ericsson handphone, now ain't that a bash!? Well i missed it so much and i am hoping and yearning to do one more but a slightly smaller scale this year for my 22nd =)

Ok the odds and ends of 2006 ah let me see; 2007 will be great even though understanding myself right now is quite hmm, confusing but it'll be better after slight adjustment. Definitely =)

Like Yoda - for myself; i will change. Goodnight.

"...to sleep..."

=)

ANYWAY, 2006 was so last year. But last year was a huge transition of everything.

Let me see from January until December it's a whirl of good and bad. But it was equally right =)

--JANUARY--

January: Ah Yes FYP. Such a grueling period. But the best of it now, is that i don't mind going through it again. Because it makes miss it so much and it makes me miss school even more. If only. But then again, stress of school is so much better than to have stress in army life. GRR.
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--FEBRUARY--

March: THIS WAS THE BOMB. No words could describe it but i love my IAD family thoroughly. The tears and love for one another was really engraved in my heart. Diploma show 2006 was great.
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--APRIL--

My graduation! YES like finally i am totally done with school aye =)
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July: I mean hello, bug infested forests and great ultimate goodness of food ration. How swell can life be aye? *rolls eyes*
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--AUGUST--

August: The dragon once in a friggin' lifetime barbeque =)

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--SEPTEMBER--

September: PASSING OUT PARADE LOH!

Oh yes i turned 21 =) Having dinner at Sofra's and Swissotel's comfort rocks.

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--OCTOBER--

DECEMBER: The pure goodness of clubbing at Zoukout but of course who can forget the classy "A Christmas Affair"
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Ok for now that's it. Pardon the disorganised layout and collages but for now like i said that's it. I miss 2006 already but then again, i have to get over it. HAH. Future hopes and prays for 2007: To have everything go smoothly, i understand there'll be slight turbulences here and there but one can't accept a fruitful year without some storm right? But then again, look ahead everyday as a good day then the whole year will pass like a breeze. Relaxing and wonderfully pleasured =)Loves to my brother and my friends regardless of ANY YEAR. Well for now. Goodbye.

"...forever young we will be..."

2006 came and went

-Thank you's - in no particular order-

Liyana: You're the weekender. Whom always fill my weekend with laughter and joy which includes sarcasm and running noses. But without that, you are thoroughly loved by me, always.

Wei Min: Epitome of motherhood. Who makes Topshop your wardrobe. But makes querky statements over coffee and such dining. But a lending ear to all my woes and wails heh. Loving you for who you are.

Airin: You scream and shout when dinner or lunch was extravagantly fattening, which puts the LIPS at it's ultimate botox-ism. And yes, LIPS.inc will be a success no matter what because you're the ultimate ruler of it. And i love you so for being rightfully, lip-ified.

Rongsen: Commes come and go. NS came and you went, my handsome boy is now all grown up. Putting diva-istically traits at its maximum; sort off. But i love you for fake accent when we joke about being rich. WHICH is yes, our goal to be rich and filthy to buy all those brand names than just to speak of it. Hearts handsome boy.

Nadi: We're lacking of dinner parties, i miss your kitchen plus the rest who are always the member of the loyang valley kitchen society. And again, thank you for having such great dinings at such exquisite places and including; your great lovely company.

Nad: You are back and i love you for that! Please don't leave. I want more of starbucks and dinner parties and yes lastly, more of you.

Faridah and Jill: You guys are my younger half really. What's more to say? We create fun but then again they say, we are fun. I love you guys, you guys brought me understand of what being knowledgeable but yet bimbotic is all about. Hurhur. Loves the aluminium.

Shahnaz: You are my secondary. My secondary mate. Nothing beats friendship longer than that.

Serene: You may grow a cm taller in 2006. But i prefer you not because i love you the way you are. We have great fun even just walking down a staircase. Man, what do i do with out you?

Victoria: I love you even more as the year goes by because you know why? You've been who you are ever since we met. And that! proves how attainedly wonderful you are.

Michelle & Herwin & Beatrice: You've been away alot, and i really miss you for that!

Dragon four: You guys are the new entry. The one that lived through shit together in that 3 friggin' months of my NS life. The guys that are labelled brothers of war. Now, that's something to love for.

Jason: Now, of course i save the best for last don't i. We're only been the best of friends for 3 years. But, it was a journey. A fruitful one. You are the epitome of bo-chap-ness. But i've lead you well, but definitely, YOU've lead me well. Without you, my sense of reflections will be dead. Making me realise the love of a brother, whom i never actually had; literally. No tears and pain can actually beat our journey. I thank you for this journey. It has not come to an end yet. Nor isit the beginning. But i am looking forward for a great time of a journey together with you in the future. I may proudly say this now, we are brothers of kin. Regardless of anything.
Love you.

Now, to a great 2007. I wish all the best. I may forget any names, but regardless of what, loves go out to all and have a blessed year.
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P.S. Stay tuned more updates of my NYE celebrations and killer top-ten-of-2006 shitnits.

"...we will live, till the end..."

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