So i maybe the biggest bitch the world. Who couldn't deny right? This bitch has a major itch which definitely gets on to your back. I've read countless nicks and blog entries on their attempts to be the worse bitch they could ever be. Literally nothing beats me in that category.
Since my brother has an attempt to write a special entry in my blog, sooner or later i know he will. Well, let's see for you and me to arrive to that day. It was his idea anywayz. So anyone up for his dedicated entry in this mere bitchy blog of mine? Votes are in starting from now.... well he is beside me tho. =/.
*off to the toilet he went*
He's been igniting my bitchy part of me the whole day, well i started it i guess. He's a bitch himself! haha Nevertheless he does fit in my shoes. The answer to my throne. Provided he succumbs on doing his part to be bitchy. Someone oughta release his tame heart and let the bitch in him manifest him thorougly.
*ponders*
Will he overtakes the major bitch that i am......................
*he comes back* .................................... darn
Off to another subject, but still about being bitchy. My biggest erm verbal fight which i really wish to encounter is erm. Okie i shall make into a scenario..
SCENARIO
Me eating in the canteen with me friends and here comes the big bad wolf... He/she no i shall phrase IT. approaches me and began to dig the shit outta me. Of course the blood rushes to my brain which flushes my red blood cells in my cheek and off IT will get it from me. Praying hard that i am having some gravy thingie for lunch or maybe a cup of hot milo. Giving IT a serious blow in the face plus my deadly verbal actions with the final take out...a slow pour systematic drip from the hot milo or maybe my mee soto. Hmm. saying.."So who's bitch now, leave or stay for me u twit~"
aaa... i hope it comes true...... twiddle dee..
the bitch oughta leave now. bitchified
-ends bitch me loving me bro, baby, frenz and families ends-
Fuckin hell. The sandman oughta pay me a visit anytime soon. I'm either going bonkers not knowing when is night and when is day because my sleeping time is going all wrong. I sleep in day but never in the night.
Today i never sleep at all. Amazingly, it's on a project free day. Slap me.
I'm going to school real soon, but i dread going because i want to sleep. Contradicting that is since i couldn't even sleep. again someone SLAP ME. I've pay a visit to my blog and written to it like 2 times. Again. Like my remedy for my sleep. A little to late to enter this cuppa medicine huh since the dreadful sch is starting in about 2 hours time.
I've burn cds, download all the shitz in the world and nothing bores me. I even visit to blog's that has irritating midi music to try to coax me to sleep. It won't work. =/.
I'm left dumbfounded. Thinking what goes on in my body. Do the cells and chromosomes or enzymes or maybe the plasmatic weird stuffs that swirls around in me are affected by my so called hectic life? Can i please have something back to square 1 where DAY IS DAY AND NIGHT IS NIGHT for me?
I played My heart will go on 23 times. But nooo... my eyelids didn't close neither did my body clock decided to take a rest but instead... i decided to research on certain info's of... the TITANIC. I know, if that doesn't help i dunnoe what does.
Anyone knows any special medification that allows someone to sleep in peace by no harm cause please share with me. Sleeping pills won't work for me cause i've had alot just now. hmz. =/.
Killer insomnia. Watching the tv, MTV that is just keeps me awake. But can't live without it. Wanna bet, i'm gonna fall asleep in class. We'll what i have to say later when i come back from that dungeon. Well sorta. =/.
-ends no zz no fun! loving the bro, baby, frenz & families ends-
Watching Disney Channel really gotten me in touch with my inner childhood. They're airing Mary Poppins!! Again! hahaha.. well i forgot when tho' but i love that show! The flying with umbrellas, dancing with penguins and yahz that long word song.. i forgot.
Supercalifragilisticexplidocious?
Is that how you spell it? I can't quite remember. I thought that was the longest word found in the dictionary but i was WRONG! Well i also forgot what's the longest word found in that thick book but than i know it is the scientific term for.. FLU. Uh huh. I know i know thanks for the trivia haha!
I guessed having late nights makes you have delirious and cranky thots. Which i am encountering right. Guess what's in my mind now?? Gummy bears. No, those sweet chewy elastic candy bits but the cartoon gummy bears... i vividly remember that it was aired on SBC 5 (uh huh for mediacorp came about) It has that cute jingle song.. "Gummy bears....Jumping here and everywhere... lalallalala.."
*as i jump to the tune merrily*
I dunnoe if you guys remember the show but i do! It's bears who lives in the forest(where else~!?) uh huh.. who eats some berries or isit potion and they start bouncing around like kangaroos. I guess is just a depression encountered by bears. Where they're big and fat and couldn't jump as high and kangaroos. Hmmm... the producers must have developed that idea through late night memorandum and melancholic thoughts, like me.
*i stopped jumping =/.*
So, producers = me = productively brainless. Maybe but than if it made the cartoon a hit, why not let my stupid ideas whiz up to blockbuster hit! like yahz right Izkandar. =/ I self proclaimed that even you have a brain size as a pea, what that matters is your wild creative imaginations! That definitely explains my becoming of a design student! haha.... Not all designers have brain sizes as pea... maybe i made up of the majority but than i think there smaller brain.. a pinhead? teehee..
With the time now, i should fast asleep in bed aren't i? I'm a late nighter what am i supposed to do! It's my habit! I guessed... Oh shit.. *thots comes to a halt* i just realised and forgotten to do something!! The creative writing project.... which is i-pray-hard-not-due this Wednesdae!! Damn Damn.. i literally forget about it.. And it's duo work. Oh shit. gotta get my partner ringing tomorrow for sure! Darn. Okie i shall continue blogging later in the day. I LOVE my blog! haha.
Oh yahz. P.S. Can anyone who goes to my blog leave me tag whetheru guys can hear the music "Collide - Howie Day" is being played when u're at my blog... thanks!!
-ends that long word. luvin my bro, baby, frenz & families ends-
sound relief gig @ zouk
beat, ty. bro, me and wei min in meritus mandarin. orgy?
So i have change my blog. No more geocities. Don't ask me why i change.. but i feel like it! hahz. After 7 months of throwing my feelings and bitches in geocities i have now come to bid au revoir.
Hellooooo 1 min man!
Still exploring and admiring the wonders of blogspot. Which i have definitely been lagging out. Where the heck have i been all these times~??? I decided to post up more pix this time round since it's erm anti laggification(i assume). Damn it error, god fruckalicious error. I wanted to upload the one min man song but damn!! So i'm stuck to move your body. Well there are other options. teehee.
HAMBURGERS i crave for hamburgers!! big juicy ones with cheese melts by the side and whole lotsa pickles, mayo and all the sinful fats in the world! Let this tub of lard be overload!!! weeheeeee...... and side orders a super thick chocolate malt milkshakes or maybe a soda float.... ooo *drools* gotta head off to billy bombers man!! What have i been doing so far?.. slacking. Yes nothing but slacking. But it's boring. But i still slack. Slackable me. winks.
Pretty much happy with my new blog. I guess. I'll still explore change the song and skin often. Haha! The week hols are over. Well when did it ever started. Hmm. =/. TP Open house soon yiippeee dooddaa! Gonna be a design guide again! Like duhz. Design Oei~ teehee. 17-19 of Feb be prepare for Jam and HOP!
I've been missing my american idols. Damn me!
Thank God for starworld repeats! The cable rawks. Ok i shall continue to reblog later. toodlesfied.
-ends i got what u need lovin the bro, baby, frenz and families ends-
My best friend my brother Jason and Me
change new blog. pengz.
I juz reached home. Went out with my baby today since 12. She had her hair done. I dunnoe what isit called erm.. ceramic perm~? So my baby now have permed hair. YAhz damnit. Long process. But quite cool. As i sat and saw these super weird stuff attached to her crowning glory. It looked creepy. This made my mind think. Erm don't you get electricuted with such electronics attached to your head. I would freak out dudes. Paid a bomb for scary looking things to be attached to your head with steam whispering into the air. =/. Today was good, we both had lunch at paragon's spageddies. Yummy yum yum. Send my baby off to meet her parents at centrepoint around 5 plus. Yupz chatted with the erm.."in-laws" WAHAHAHAHA yah right! Than off to meet my old pals. hehe. Hang out at Coffee club. Yeahz just chilling out. Been awhile since we all done dat. Hahaha. And glory to the world! one of my friend drives and send me home caused he stays at tamp. TEHEHEHE!
"Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find, you and I collide
Don't stop here
I've lost my place
I'm close behind
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find, you and I collide"
Yes yes.. i am still addicted to the song by Howie Day! It's really soothing to the ear drums. LITERALLY. I can blast it as loud as possible and i won't get disturbed by my boom box woofer. Teehehe. So i saw Britney's latest song Do Somethin' MTV. She oughta loose some weight there man. It seemed that marriage causes her tummy to be yes. Fleshier. Uh huh. It's a typical Britney song. Something went across my mind when i saw the vidz. Lindsay Lohan = Britney Spears. Can't you guys spot the similarity between those 2 artistes? The songs they sang is on the same line.. Like hey Britney - "My loneliness is killing me.." and Lindsay - "I'm tired of rumors starting, i'm sick of being followed.." Hmm they both seem to have similar life styles huh. Like a typical artiste breakout in the media music world singing songs that are pretty close to their lifes. So yahz guys take a not!! dun start rumors and let them live their own lives!! -NOT-. teehehehe...
So lindsay did a boob job? or didnt she.. SEE rumors! hahahaz... Showing off that much cleavage in the video... hmm she sure flaunts off the assets that she best have huh. fake? or not... it jiggles tho'. Wahahahahaha.... Ok back to reality. Uhuh. Now watchin some channel 8 CNY mtv? Gurmit and Sharon Au.. okie.. wrong wrong wrong. Do not take up chinese songs. Gurmit sounds like Spongebob squarepants out of water. Sheesh. Baddie bad bda. The frequent clashes of the cymbals and drums with splashes of the red and gold covered my room 14" tv screen man. LoL.
I am hungry. I proclaimed that i am. Big time. I had chicken wings last night. Damn its good. Hahaha... Ok i gonna have my dinner shall continue my blogging later on. Like see ya dudes.
>Listening to Collide by Howie Day. Nice song, very nice song. The song has a Dawson Creek feel. Which is good cos the song made me feels homely, warm and yahz EMO. WAHAHAH. I dunnoe why but i guessed again today i woke up at the wrong side of the bed again. I gave the cold shoulders to some people. I dunnoe. Apologies to all that's affected.
It's that empty feeling again. The void. I feel very lost. Pretty aimless in life now. I feel the my heart is searching for something but i have no idea what is it. I couldn't even identify what am i feeling now. Happy or either sad? I reckon that my life is a big question mark. For now.
I wake up everyday to look up to a new day ahead. But sometimes i wonder, why am not sick of life at all? I have been living for 19 years and it's almost the same routine and schedule everysingle day. It all runs back to me, life is short. This 19 years to me seemed to fly past me. Hmm. =/. It's so hard for me to intrepret what i am feeling now. All i can say, CLUELESS? LOST? EMPTY? The void in me is eating me up inside out in this early hours. =/.
The 3 faces of a human being. It came to my realisation that people perceived us differently from their own views. The good, the bad and the neutral. Normally, i myself perceived it as the neutral but in otherwise is in 2 different parties. The good and the bad. It was to my knowledge apparently i'm supporting the good of someone, where as he was to made sound like the negative energy. I dunnoe how look at others, but than i know that i see someone for what he/she is inside and outside. Knowing the person the truly does makes it well. I might just know the person only a year or 2 whereas the other party have known the person for almost half of their lives but than 2 years is enough for you to know the person inside out as long the person is comfortable and finds u someone who is easily for him to confide his life too. Well, for me i'll still support the good pointers of that person since his good over takes his bad. =). Apparently i dun think he's bad friend at all, nor isn't he a bad boy friend to his gf la but i dunnoe how the other side perceives tho'. Since he is confiding in me, it shows the trust he has for me. So trust my gut that i'm sort off in the right shoes =). Phew
I am so bored now. I could hear my hair grow.
The troubled minds of someone sometimes bother me. My baby, my best friend and my friends. I dunnoe why i am affected to their problems when i'm not even part of that problem. Maybe it's somewhat part of me to help and have a shoulder to cry on. Sortoff. No wonder i was acclaimed to have a normal life (by the vietnamese "palmist" lolz) I care more of others than myself because i have nothing to care bout myself since nothing much happens to me~ teheehehee..
feel so empty now that i feel like erm go stay in a vegetable farm and do farming. bahz. My bro always wanted to be a farmer as he told me a couple of times hahaz. weirdo~. I need my social people in my life now. I wannaaaa meet me frenz at this hours! becos i am damn bored. =/. Well i gotta do some work tho' tehehehe.. see ya'll. Boredom sucks
I killed 2 birds with one stone today. Yupz. Had 2 interviews today. 1st one was with Ossis Associates. The company that i know nothing off and after the interview i still noe nothing about it. =/. Initially i only had 1 interview. So i walked around Chinatown because the office is in the heartland of that localized area. The bazaars, the reds, the golds and the roosters. It was a nice sight. The distinct fragrant aroma of erm yah bakwa. hahah. So wandered around it after the interview. Called up bro to tell bout my interview which went easy but still erm blur. haha. So i walked to his company which is like 500m away from mine. So while walking, another company called me up. HAHA. funny part it was my bro's company asking to go for interview. So i told him i was in the area and i could drop by anytime soon. Hahaha. So yahz me and bro had the interview together so funny. Bro called and called me becos he had insufficient funds to pay his cab fare. But i was in an interview so i silent my fone. *whoops* hahaz.
Headed home with bro after that. Wa we talked like damn alot ar and lauging like fuck care in the train. So in a blink of an eye we reached Tanah Merah. Damn fast ar. haha. Funny fun fun fun. Today's weather godamnit hot. Literally hot. Wakin up early after a night of clubbing, is a big NO NO. Yes. Not advisable. My feet hurts due yesterday's excessive dancing and wearing leather shoes today, Ouch! Think been a while since we all partyed. So the muscle aches kicked in hahaz.
Enjoyed it very much. Haha. Definitely. Bro agreed yesterday was damn fun. Letting Serene drink a bottle of jim bean, vodka 7-up and 8 shots was a sinful act but yet it rocks. Teehehee. Even she just went down and gone. It was fun. The serving of serene's shot by putting the lemons in our mouths and deliberately asked her to take it from us by using her mouth too was fun haha. We all queued up. Ty, Bro, Me, Mel hahaha.. Birthday gurl outta had fun right~!? haha. Yesterday literally there was alot of mouth action! Hahaha... Hope u had fun ser~ Some of the ADM gurls were there in midst of fun. hahahaz
Next bdae, hmm.. TANYAN hahaz..
I had major sleep today after the interviews. Which i had such a pleasant nice dream yippee dooda! Tml sch. Hmm. some make up lesson. Sheesh. yawns!
What serene say when she was drunk.............
Tanyan - U VERY PRETTYYYY...
Jason - U VERYYY CUTEEE...
Melissa - UR BODY VERY HOTTT FOOOHHH..
Wendy - U GOT BIG BOOOBSSS..
CJ - U VERY HANDSOMEEEE
Me - U GOOOOODDDDD IN GRAPHICSS..
Pengz. the frank, the truth, the drunk. hahahaz. HElluva partaye
So i woke up today from Serene's fone call whom i thot it was an interior design company. Damn.. teeheehee. Told serene. "call me back later can.. i wanna sleep.." Which was 2 pm! go figure. I slept at 5 last night. Well okie ar. Got changed and dressed up for Chinablack tonight. Yeahz. Couldn't wait for that even tho' i guessed i woke up at the wrong side of the bed. =/. The mood of clubbing ain't there.
Yeah went to meet bro at bedok mrt to go town together to get ser's prezzie. Yupz, i didn't noe my bro saw me at KFC juz now. He wanted to call me but he couldn't bothered. So was i haha. Later meeting ba. LoL. Wa damn fun go search for ser's prezzie. Well not search ar, as in we knew wat to get her tho' LoL. This Stussy mesh cap. It looked nice man. Haha well yes true hanging out with my best bud like rawks. We bitched and like yeah major had fun lar =) Even tho' our frequent complains of being tired. And our yup also frequent restings haha. waiting for the girls just took forever~ =)
CJ, Mel, Ty and ser. yup me and bro met them up and had dinner at subway. hahhaz. funny fun fun fun. Chinablack was whacked lar. Had tables booked by randy. Thanks! Yupz had like lotsa fun and grooved down at the dance floor. Again but now in Singapore we had THE PASS THE ICE USING OUR MOUTH GAME. Where TY's attempt to pass the ice by using her bare hands was a failure. sorta teehehe. which was pretty cocky. It began. Ty to CJ to Mel to Bro to Me (Which okie so i kissed a guy *yucky yucks* but in the name of fun. it's not the first he did it tho) than i passed to ty than to serene. So lotsa mouth action. Damn. Thank god not pass the beer. It would be all wrong. We had major fun. We played the game what isit called 5/10. Yeahz uhuh. loser partner drinks. Which hell ty was a loser.WAHAHAH. kidding dear.
Hit off the dancefloor. RAWKS. Stuffed serene with 8 shots and major jim bean. Teehehe which went all down. Drunk. Hahahaha.. hard taking of drunk person u noe. but yet humorous. So we had really a good time. dancing and having fun. And left at 3. Waited for the damn NR7 but damn it doesn't operate!! So me and bro shared a cab home. I told him this certain work situation i'm in and he told me to go for it and seize the seizable well he gave me his supports. So yupz i'll try to give it a shot. Oh yeah toking bout late nights. I'm having my first interview at Ossis Associates tml at 10 am. Go figure! hahaha... so all the best to me! =) I'm shagged. I had fun with best pal and ma frenz. And can tell they had a rollin' good time! =) Teeheee.. coolie cool and we gonna do it more often i presume hahahaha... well yupzz.. see ya'll beddie bed bed! twiddles!
Another entry? I am such a bore, that even the keyboard are sick of my stubby fingers hitting on it every single second. I reckon that the monitor is sick of my face as well. Well can't help it yahz. Computer = Life. My definition of the time i spend at home, in my cubicle called MY ROOM. I rummaged through my cupboard a few minutes and saw my brand new canon ixus digi cam. Which is still collecting it's dust cos i've never used it b4. Yet. Soon maybe real soon yeahz.
I was reading some company proposal that suddenly struck. I miss Marketing class. Even tho' i've skipped like 3 times...(the last one came with an mc tho')yeah. The damn new lecturer. was fun and still is. Pretty keen on attending the marketing class. Oh yeah, the parental bought me cookies from Mrs Field. Delights! Gobbled them up immediately. While i indulge in this sinful satisfaction, i decided to check my smile while eating double dark choc chip. It was a sight. Hell it was. Those dark pieces of moist cookie broken down by the enzymes found in my mouth seems horrific. These morsels food found stuck onto my pearly whites(they ain't pearly after all) made a delight to the cavities found on them. As i was smiling gleefully infront of the mirror. Another reflection was reflected on. Which eventually scare the shit outta me and spitted on to my mirror. Darn. It was my mum. Caught in action in my such an embarrassing moment. So yeahz. She giggled regarding actions. Which isn't funny at all but maybe it is. Cleaned the mirror up with bits and pieces of cookie splattered on it. Yet, they were yummy
just bit off my nail away and you don't have to know that. Just typically the ramblings of my life. Happy happy happy. I wanna be happy. Well i am happy!! joy joy joy! *jumps* What's the occassion? Celebrating my happiness for being happy. at 3am? It's just delirious thot's But i am happy. Damn i'm crappy now. Nadi brought up a nice definition for the word EMO. i forgot what the E stands for but than it Melancholic "Orang". Orang is actually people in malay. So yahz. U emo people. teeheehehe.. I've wonder is daily ramblings made me look emo..? I guessed not.. let me do a checklist.. have i tok bout my failed but unfailed but seemed to fail relantionships? -NOT-or have i tok about the end but not the end but it's just the beginning? -NOT- but i do tok about being the whore nuthing but whore who was a bitch. Well that's me. The nothinginmylifebutthebitchyking. -> ME! So this identity is being smacked down on my forehead which tells the world i'm big fat bitch! And i'm proud of it! teeheehee..
Told ya my ramblings getting crappier. I think it's because it's 3am. Maybe. Okie dokie yawny yawns ding dings! off to the bed. =)
Wednesday 26th January 2005 105am
-charitism-
We are the world, we are the children
We are the ones who make a brighter day
so let's start giving
There's a choice we're making
We're saving our own lives
It's true we'll make a better day
Just you and me
Well, send'em you your heart
So they know that someone cares
And their lives will be stronger and free
As God has shown us
By turning stone to bread
And so we all must lend a helping hand
SOUND RELIEF:A Fundraising Initiative for Tsunami Victims
-with performances by local bands-
Where? ----> Zouk
When? -----> 5th February 2005, 3-7pm
How much? -> $12 Presale, $15 at the door
Who? ------> Anyone, no age limit required
How? ------> Ticketing enquiries pls email to soundrelief_tix@yahoo.com
Do your bit for charity =)
Okie todays blog entry. yeahz. Long day. Long long day. Yesterday's sleep i had was a nice one. No tosses and turns. No dreams or so. The weather and atmosphere was good. A nice sleeping programme. Headed off to sch to help Liyana with photoshop.. teehee.. Yupz stayed in school till 9+ with companions from Liyana, Nadi, Nadia and Fala. The 4 of us Nadi, Fala and Nad was whacked. Went friendstering and bitching. Went singing and dysfunctioning. Yeah like Nad always says.. We rock our socks off. Like hello~ crazy.com --> Nad does it better than i do. Friendstering from the Bedok View arena and until the hey-that-guy/girl-looks-good arena came around. haha. Yupz. totally whacked.
Watched this fight video in the lab. Erm. Pretty sadistic of me since everyone backed off after the cheese grater grated on the forehead scene. It was gruesome but entirely educational. For me. The fights were good tho' some were plain dumb, but the use of anything-around-you in fights was interesting. Thanks Maht for sharing the video. Lookin forward to see more. =).
So i got an email from Aida indicating students sending to at least 11 companies. Well. hey i didn't know it was not allowed. Didn't attend the 1st talk so guessed it was essential but too bad. I've sent it out. But she indicated in the mail that a group of students is sending to 11.. i am not alone? Geez... i'm a kiasu shit. We are only allowed 4 companies ONLY? Geez no one knew bout it.. i guessed. I think the rest sent to either 4-8.. ain't my fault haha. Sorta.
I was proposed a job offer from my fren to venture in this event management company. Pretty cool and interested. but i'm the only experienced one in the design field. so. Yeahz. we'll see yahz. Me = Event management person? I dunnoe. Seems cool tho'. It does sure make big bucks i guessed. Pretty irritating, that my friends complained to me they are poor but yet yearn for things literally out of their budget~? Worse part is when they wishes somebody would give them those stuff. Either you act to your own status and be happy than to wish for the unwishables. It left me pondering. Why yearn if u do not want to earn? True isn't it so. If you think you are poor, penniless or bankrupt or whatsoever, don't you think.. you should do something bout it like.. one suggestion.. get a job? *shakes head* =/
I gotta go now. i've got a proposal to write to these company. teeheehee. Well apparantly now.. my yawny yawns are kickin in early. It's kickin in way to early. Gotta clear some tasks to do now.. well yawns. tweeedles!
-ends 1,2,3,4 dysfunctioned. luvin bro, my baby, my frenz and families ends-
Tuesday 25th January 2005 229am
Today's Mini Ramblings. Town At last.
So i went to sch and to print at peace~. Bahz. think it was the same old stuff over again. My mum took out 150 from my bank for today and i Spent half of it on just printing. Hmm. Printed my edited version of my portfolio. And yahz that's settled. Me, bro and ser. Yup 3 loud ones. We made the printing place to be our own. Screaming, laughing and singing. Yup we had our important stuff done atlast. Now. Waiting. THE CALLS. fooh. The anticipation and anxiety to be called for the interview is nervewrecking and dreadful. Pretty hesitant to do so tho'. Can i just land the job without going thru the hussle? I nvr liked interviews and such.
Let me see who i met while i was out at town today. In chronological order haha.. Esther, Beatrice, Daryl, Tan Yan's Sister, Tanyan, Jerry, Sylvia, Mel, Stephanie, Mustapah and Marcus. Geez. Not bad not bad. Me, bro and ser went around town after printing. To slack shop and just simply hang out. Yupz, it was fun teehee =) So ty, jerry, ser and bro were toking bout driving in chinese. Like i understand. =/ couldn't care less so i went to flesh imp. and guessed what i bought. A tee-shirt and a shoulder bag. Yupz. Got the graphics printed garment and accesory. Happy boy happy boy. Spend around 50 bucks in Flesh Imp. Well yeahz not bad. teehee. The tummy today wasn't that hungry. The appetizing appetizers doesnt seem to appertize me at all. =/. Weird. My metabolism went low today. haha. I officially proclaimed with my new light ash brown hair just increased my IQ by 10. Haha. Er. Bimbo no more. Hahahaa. Highly intellectual questions, facts and trivia came out from that trap of mine. teeheehee *twiddle-dee*. Yeahz today we went around shopping haha. It was fun hanging out and slacking. Even tho' the tiredness kinda kicked in pretty fast cos i didn't had much sleep the day before. Wanting to go home..... so took a cab home with ma bro. yupz.
The story today was that i was trying to be a bitch. Yupz!. I absolutely abhor human beings who try to steal cabs away from ya. It almost happen to day. Well 2wice. Earlier was with Ser from sch. Well both of us just had our finger do the talking. Later was when we about to go home. A bunch of foreigners was distinctively OBVIOUSLY tried to cut our "queue" Well well. I went up. Standing infront of them with the BEWARE OF ME LOOK and pose. I just stare. Well when the guy flagged his hand almost blew me top but than they decided to move down the road. DAMN! I wanted to show them what i've got man damn it hahah.. sure does spice the night tho' if they did not move down. Damn i can be mean, as mean as i want to, develop an acidic tongue than send stabs to your heart and an attitude u do not want to provoke. Well overall, me.. a softie at heart. The nice guy next door.. well that is what everyone tells me. Haha. Nvr provoke this buffalo. =)My horns can kill.
Bro's place today had a major black out. hahaz. Thank god i burnt his stuff for him b4 i left place. Phew~.. lolz.. Summary for today. It was fun. Missing the missables like people, the time spent and even a 5 mins conversation was good today. Yupz. TIRED but still good. Me and ser forever the crap we are. Me and bro the mastermind of all pranks. Me and ty the lovers at heart but enemies at sight. Well yeahz. It's bit and pieces everywhere today which accumalates the stuff that was forgotten and missed. Yipee! Hahaha.. actually me and bro wanted to Elektra badly today but the girls weren't keen. SO yahz being such gentlemen... we gave it a past and watch it next week sorta. Hahaaa.....
BLACK on wed! Gonna wear my new tee from Flesh imp~ orange and grey ahaha wrong tones of shades man. Yup we all have decided what to wear... bro's gonna wear the pink striped polo ty bought in vietnam for him awww... ser gonna wea these hot purple tube... well... TY.. she proclaims she have nothing to wear. but i think her cupboard herself is an estate of garments. So yahz. Just spend a few hours receeing. or so. will help =) FIND SOMETHING SEXY FEMININE DEAR! Wednesday time to dress up man! hahahaz.. Well can't wait!! TML gonna head off to school to help Liyana and Mel with their portfolio =) Yup! At least i'll not be rotting at home.. hahaa thank god!
One last note.. Copying, trying hard to have what i have and do what i do doesn't make things better for any of you guyz. Originality is the premium choice. Be what you are. Since my turn for happiness have arrived i shall seized it and make the best things out of it teehee! Call me lucky or what! hahaaa... my note of advice. Originality. Be yourself.. a note to all my fellow readers =) Nitez all!!
-ends the sound the system. Luvin bro, my baby, my frenz and families ends-
Monday 24th January 2005 454am
. It's That Time of the Day. AGAIN .
My room lit up again. Nope not by the beams of the sun. Just a minor click on my light switch. The eyes won't just shut and rest. It keeps winking. and winking. And yeahz it's that time of the day again. the time where the bed calls but the body doesn't. I can't sleep. A visit to my blog would do good i hope. It worked the last time.
I'm spinning around on my chair waiting for the acids of my tummy to reach my throat while listening to Ryan Cabrera's True is such a joy ride. weee* Am i happy boy? Well my actions does tell right~ I couldn't be bothered bout life's worse assets, which is problems. I'm tops! I'm always on the top. Wash away my smile no more. This smile on my face and heart fellas is ain't temporary yahz. I want it to stay. Like Haha. LOL. geez. Today i read word by word for the newspaper. Trying to soak up as much informations i could in this pewny brain of mine. And also trying to spot a grammatical, spelling or vocab error. But to no avail. I gave up when i reached the 3rd page. Hell. That's alot of words alright~!
School's out. for a week. Or so. Well YAH RIGHT. This week is just plain busy i assume. Well i can't assume it's for sure. The new Taufik single 'One last' is pretty cool... listening to it now.. Smooth grooves. Not bad~ a thumb up! I think this blogging shit really works. the eyes are drowsy.. Like at last! hope i won't oversleep man. Gotta meet ma bro at 1+ for printing geez. Yeahz. the drowsiness are kickin in.................ZzZz
-ends ZzZz no more? luvin my bro, my baby, my frenz and familes ends-
Monday 24th January 2005 238am
. Thank God For My Bank Account .
Well, it's time to splurge. Officially splurge. In this coming week. I have plan, analyzed and had a reccee on what i am supposed to get and wants to get.
- the ipod shuffle(at last an mp3 player cum thumb drive)
- A pair of Levi's jeans
- at least 3 graphic tees from Flesh Imp
- a pair of Nike dunks well, i dunnoe which one.. anything aesthetically pleasing tho'
- Fossil wallet
- handphone.. NAHZ.. got my Nokia flip fone now guessed it's fine..
- a back pack from Fourskin
- another mesh cap from anywhere haha..
- a belt with my initials on it at queensway
- a gift for ser and beat for their bdae this tues~
Well guessed that's it.. i think. I'm not sure.. but i'll try to fulfill this tasks by these week sorta. Oh yah gotta buy something for my baby. Geez i dunnoe what. I'll get her that swarovski bracelet that she loves i guessed.. bahz.. i dunnoe what to get her seriously. Well asking for what? For fun lor.. i love to buy people stuff dun u guys noe haha!...
I can't wait to my new home. Literally. Planned on what to do. On what to have in my room. Guessed it'll be cool. With ma new 17" flat screen tv by than and a hi fi and my xbox by my side guessed it would be swell. Anyway, i can't wait cant wait! teeheee.. It's 230am. again zzz not~! hahaz.. chatted with ma bro for awhile juz now haha. printing soon. god damn it. money spent again. Sheesh man..
I need to bitch. well major bitch i am haha! Never hit ma poisoned guyz. teeheeheee.. Anywayz I have crap enough. I'll crap again later dudes!! See ya'll gonna watch MTV =)
-ends splurging AGAIN? luvin my bro, my baby, my frenz my family! ends-
Sunday 23rd January 2005 608pm
=The car plate SCR7764C=
Yeah i just woke up after a whole lotta sleeping being done. Yes. I've slept and the smile on my face is back. What a glorious erm evening teehehee.. As i took my towel and about to shower, the car number plater SCR7764C that i found dropped onto my head. Ouch* Damn thing. Than it struck me. That number plate is almost a year old in my room. I took it from the actual accident site during last year's chinese new year near my area. Well guessed we're supposed to bet 4D on it right? Well i told everyone bout it tho' but they couldn't care less. =/ . Well so was i. Isit illegal to take an evidence from the crime scene? I guessed so. Well hush hush people. teeheehee.. And i'm off to shower.
My hair conditioner smells damn good. Herbal essence have my supports. My room is now covered with Zouk postcards. Well call me kiasu but i love their graphics. Black on wednesday. Literally. Ser's bdae teehehee.. Well do need to get my butt shaking tho'. The last time i partayed was erm. oh yah New year's Eve. Ooo.. geez only a month. I am so addicted to clubbing.
Oh yeahz, you guys noe i changed my Hp no. right 90292251 well yeahz the uncle bought me a new fone. Some nokie flip fone. Well gotta be appreciative right... THANKIU UNCLE. So yeahz, I got a new phone. I'm gonna get a pair of dunks. Maybe tml. I dunnoe which pair. But i shall get a pair of it. Increase the collections. =). Flesh imp has been missing my visits i guess. So i shall pay a nice trip to it and get some goodies from it. =/. go figure toking bout broke haha. Well i am ya noe.
Currently i'm watching the brainiest kids shit. Goodness. Does these kids do nothing but study 24/7? Their brains are small manifestation of all the knowledge in the whole damn world. Couldn't blame the geeky looks and plastic frame glasses they have on now. Goodness. Woodlands in the furthest north?? geez i didn't know that i thought woodlands was in the west! Hah! Clever little crittens. Well i guess they didn't brush up their nursery ryhmes tho'.. hickory dickory dock the mouse ran up the clock right. .well not all of them got it right. geez! I'm hungry now. Literally hungry. Got cravings for chicken wings.. hmm i think i shall get some now.. i'll blog later! See ya'll!!
-ends i hate clever pple. Luvin my bro, my baby, frenz and families ends-
Sunday 23rd January 2005 323am
The basic boring day.
The last batch of printing to be done on monday, delivery, waiting for the calls. Yes, i am done with my portfolio and shit. Literally done. So i am gonna print and spend almost 100++ for my portfolio this monday. Well ain't peace centre makin helluva greenz huh. Oh yeahz. Bro wanted me to ya'll that he hates his driving instructor and the instructor hates him. Yeahz.
The hair is back to basics. Simple dark brown. With gold glimpses of my previous blonde head. Yes. I've re-dyed it again. Damn the conditioner smells good. Well so the blonde has left the building. Sitting down staring at the comp while i type today's late entry as usual. Nothing to do now. Chatting with ma bro. Well yeah juz staring. Afternoon school was empty. -shosh- It was silent. The comps, me and ser. Yeahz.
MTV is playing crap vidz. But i still do enjoy it. The parental is sound asleep. Geez. Am i bored or what. Sunday. another long boring weekend day. Guessed i'll just let all rotting to began as soon i wake up. I foresee, the week coming i'll spending shitass. The wings on my greenz are fluttering as swift as the wind out of the black old spoilt wallet. Yup, no jinggles even.
Broke. getting broke. Could the mother please top up~? Pretty please. teehehee. Geez. I'm bored. really bored. I'll reblog later =)
-ends mtv is playing crap luvin my bro, baby, frenz and families ends-
Saturday 22nd January 2005 511am
Once again. Inevitable Feelings.
It's in the early hours. I ain't sleeping. The bed had enough of my tosses and turns. Why can't i sleep? Stupid delirous thoughts keep popping in my mind. Are there monsters under the bed? Why is the sky blue? But majorly.. i'm missing the unmissables.
Loneliness strikes once more. Been livin the life as the only kid for far too long. Is 19 years a strike? Guess i'm wiser now. Bullshit. Why am i missing people~? Irritating ass. Sums it up. I suck. Being a people's person suck. =( I need the people NOW. even tho' it's only like ya 5am~ boredom and loneliness = major sensitivity issues are about rise up.
Beats me. Staring at the pictorials on my wall. Missing the times. Are pictorials are what i had left with? Well the memories lingers. tick tock tick tock. the clock seems to be ticking faster than ever. Slow it honey, it's takin life a step faster. maybe 2 steps.
Certain things are gone. But they are not forgotten. Missing the other parental badly. The father. Why now? Why isit ever? Damn it. Been burying myself in the world of creativity. Been burying myself in anguish and agony. I slowly pick myself up. Collecting the pieces of myself to join up to make a complete puzzle. Happiness lies beyond that line. That's the only that's true. True. I've discovered happiness. But not all of it.
Facets of life? Well for me all is just faeces of life. The feeling that was injected in me now, made me feel apart from the world. The outcast. The others. The unwanted. Bullshit. Trying to crawl back into the circle of reality. It's really tough but i got try it on my own. I need more from the past. I don't want to rake up the past. Just the good ones. Let the buried be buried. Let the happiness be relived.
Damn it. The inevitable feelings are taking over me. I gotta fight it thru. Slap myself up. Back off you asses. I'll wake up. I did actually. How your turn. Damn feeling. Shoo.
-ends delirious thots luving my bro, my baby, my families and frenz ends-
Saturday 22nd January 2005 249am
Hey hey i'm back! Yupz trying to squeeze some little time for my blog in my daily packed schedule of mine. Sorry but man, i've been busy! The SIP's coming, the portfolio's been building up and such damn i need more time on my side~. Apologies to my readers~
Whoah.. i've not blog for a week?.. geez pretty long huh~. Yeahz. It was Hari raya yest but i did nothing. Only one pathetic visiting haha. Well yeah nothing new. ^dReameRz^ sorry bout the late reply. You were saying how the people are and all in Vietnam?
Well the people in Vietnam are friendly, marvellous and outgoing. Yeah, the girls are pretty conservative and quiet but they make sure great friends. About anyone of us getting hitched there? well nahz.. maybe 1 or 2 but not all. No i dun think Vietnamese girls has away for a Singaporean guyz. They're just friendly even to the girls too. Falling in love with someone therE? No lar~ Infatuations and all yeapz definitely. But sorry i can't elaborate more on who, what, why and all yahz private stuff if you dun mind~ Well the people there treat you like how you want to be treated. Well not like a king i mean. They love telling you all about their culture and stuff. So normally we have a mini cultural exchange programme =) Yupz! Vietnamese girls, i tell u, have de figure~! hahaz. with all their national outfits, the Ao dai. similar like the cheongsam, they show off their vivacious curves, which is yupz, ain't shy to say these but yeahz a pleasant sight haha!. Well you should go to this land it's wonderful! Need more info juz tag me or what ya!
I'm back with my baby. Yupz my baby. hahaz. haha well well everything seemed okie right now. The tiny tingling feeling in the heart will sure developed sooner or later! teehehee... I am so sick of being busy. I hate it. The SIP is so around the corner. Like all the best to all! hehe. Gonna be busy man tho'. Well can't deny that! Apparently, i was given the opportunity to go OSIP, well yeahz.. i'm keen but not that keen. My interview is on the 2nd. Only 8 people received this opportunity. Shall i seize it? Hmm.. i'll consider.Cover letter.. resume.. sheesh these damn stuffs are still in my TO DO LIST! haha the past week I helped bro with his portfolio until like in the wee hours of the morning at his place for god knows how many days.. than went to school to help out with a few more people with photoshop work... and prepare my presentation for COMDA and Exhibition studies.. yes all those done in a week! I might say, i'm proud with my achievements! hahaz... It felt so good to help others teeheehee..
The week break is here. The term break. But couldn't seem to enjoy that much right? SIP interviews and such hahaz. Well i hope it'll be a fun week tho' i need to break thru from my busy schedule and like have fun fun FUN! okie i gotta go back to my work. and i'll bitch on more soon yahz!! Love ya'll!!
-ends busy busy dizzy luvin my bro, my baby, my frenz and families ends-
Sunday 16th January 2005 1215am
Okie someone ^dreamerz^ yahz he/she tagged and suggested to write about Vietnam =). Ooo.. someone is actually interested. Which is a good feeling. I shall blog about. But i can't write on every single day right?.. Well overall wonderful stuffs i encountered and i shall the my majestic experience to all.
Well the trip i went at the end of last year was worthwhile. I never been a Southeast Asian country except for Malaysia. And this was my first~! Of course excitement and joy fill the air. The saddest and most hardest thing was that, the departure date. It was the 1st day of my Hari raya. It was tough. It's the most celebrated festival in my family. So letting it go was pretty hard to take. I went to sch on the day, in the morning. to get the stuffs ready. Bro and roger were there to help out. Yupz. getting the stuffs up and going were hard. But still feeling excited.
At the airport, everyone was there. Fun fun fun. happy happy happy. =) We left the homeland at approximately 230pm =) The plane ride with your frenz was a joyous occassion. And at last we stepped in Danang, Vietnam at 630pm. Yes. At last. From the views in the plane, it was scenic. The rural areas, the dispersed dwellings were all i can see. There streams or rivers where u can hardly find in Singapore. And yes it was a sight to behold. =) Danang, i thot it was purely rural. But no. Actually it was in it's pre-developed stage to modernism. It was good to be such country. A different feeling for sure. We were greeted by the Hai Chau blind Association group. It was warm welcome. These vietnamese are really nice and they put a smile on their faces that creates wonders =). Aaa.. it felt good. The whole journey to the blind center was an eyeopener. We were sort off irritated by their endless honkigs! yes cars and BIKEs literally more bikes ar were beeping and honking like an orchestra of their own. Sheesh.
The days spent in Danang was really an experience. Day in day out we did work plus we had our fun. We went around exploring the place. Geting to know the place a lil' better. The food we ate every day was spectacular. Vietnamese cuisine was such a delight. It's a tad similar to chinese cuisine but it had a twist of more vege's herbs and such. Yupz it was good. The seafood there was cheap and magnificent. =) We had fun eating up and gobbling the delicacies in VN. Yes the roads were always hectic with bikes and the citizenz of Danang was nice and friendly. We managed to get used to honking soon after =) Woke up one morning and followed my best friend to the market was a unique feeling. There ducks and chickens that were drugged waiting to be slaughtered. The markets were far different from Singapore. They have a different cuisine of maggots. Yes fear factorism? hahaz. But this rural sight of the wet market was spectacular. A sight can't be found in Sg for sure.
We had our translators who were such nice guides to us love them alot. Yes they taught us alot, we went clubbing even though their clubbing scene were abit diff from singapore. But than it was a new experience. The songs they played were majority Techno. So it was far from our tastes but we enjoyed ourselves dearly. THe coffee in VN was spectacular the shots of coffee they served in shots glasses were such an addict!! Yes the architecture in vietnam was wonderfully lovely. There was this place called trung nyen. yes it was beautiful. It was decked with greenery, ponds, fountains, alfresco dining among these flora and a splash of ancient chinese architecture. It was lovely. Yahz we had a good share of eye openerrs in Danang. Another one of it was the marble mountains. Yes IT IS A MUST GO. It lies the history and wonders of unbelievable wonders. The the carved out gods statuettes and statues in the the caves of these marble mountains was spectacular. It was .. wow. I was amazed. The mountains decked with the greens was an adventure and at the summit it was glorious. The view of the south china sea and the winds were magnificent. Boy it was really an experience. It is a must go to the Marble mountains in danang. big time! Oh yes we visited an orphanage. It brought tears to our eyes. These kids. These beautiful kids cling on u like feather to a bird. Yes it was fun mixing around with them till we have to leave. It hurts alot to leave them. I weeped watching them as our vans leave the place. It is a wonderful and touching experience in the orphanage..
We completed our work there. We did up a whole massage centre for the blind and did up a multi purpose room decked with a landscaped garden. It took 2 whole weeks of tedious work and it is finally done. All in the name of charity it was worth it! We left Danang with full of memories, the place, the friends we made and everything was wonderful. Off to Saigon, the mother of Vietnam.
Saigon, the metropolitan of Vietnam. It was modernised, with traffic congestions and such. Tall contemporary buildings and huge malls. Similar like Singapore but lesser modern. It was a hectic town. We went around the city with bikes. The land of the Golden Star. It was good. We rented bikes and it's out 1st time. We travelled in groups like no other=) Spectacular history lies in these cosmopolitan city. The Reunification place was the ISTANA of vietnam. the dining room, the hall was huge. Was fit for the king. The king of vietnam, Mr ho chinh minh. =) Yes the history decked alot of cultures and influences. Went around Saigon and we went to Cuchi tunnels! Yes it is a must go definite!! Tunnels underground during the war periods was magnificent. history lies underground. Crawling with our barehands and all in these squeezy tunnels was a thrilling ride. it stretches pretty far and pple who are claustrophobic dun try this! It was good. and it was definitely fun. Applause to the Vietnamese soldiers! Booby traps and all were shockingly remarkable. Yes saigon is another country full of history. We went to Cho Ben Tanh or called Ben Tanh Market. A cultural market where shopping is a galore~ yes shopping around the area was good. It has full of colorful hand bags shoes and delicate vietnamese handicrafts. It was beautiful. Get a good bargain and try to bagain ur hearts out =) U'll be happy for sure.
Well left Vietnam soon after around 5 days later. Yes it was a trip that was worthwhile. All the experiences gained were definitely absorbed in our hearts hehe. I guess this okie right? the entry i mean.. leave me a tag if you guys wanna more info.. hehe.. i would love to write more but i dunnoe what to write enlighten me guyz hahahz but thanks for enquiring and it's a pleasure for me to write on my trip!
-ends awww... luvin my bro, frenz, family and dear ends-
Saturdae 15th January 2005 834pm
My yawny yawns are getting it's upper hand. I'm bored! I was doing some creative wonders for my portfolio until i've gotten bored of it. Well that is sickening~ hahaz. A normal Saturday. I wa still scrying for a fone! Damn when it comes to this device my mind is never set. Which turns out to be very irritating!!! Still deciding. Still deciding. After all my blog entries regarding the phones i chose to buy still i am deciding! In my mind now is the ericsson k500i. Damn this is getting on to my nerves. Someone just get me a phone and i'll shut up!!
Something is amidst i dunnoe what. But the whole dayyy i felt something wasn't right at all~ Should i trust my instincts or just let it be? Well i dunnoe, my instincts for far has been right and had proven to me someway or another in the past few weeks that it's always right~! so shall i trust it again... contradicting my own self. I have no idea where to begin from, that's a first~
Oh yahz, my heart had soften. It soften alot actually. My er ex gave me a call today. I thot it was pretty much over and done with cos it never occured to me that she would call. So i met up with her just now at her place. It was pretty weird. We were like on a timeout for actually a month or so? I guessed that period both of us had alot of thinking being done. Well actually she had alot of thinking. I just need to be coaxed for awhile. Apparently.. Yup it works. It came to my mind senses, both of us were being hasty, like literally alot of times. When we talked juz now She does melts my heart hah! So yahz final say, we're sorta back again. She's delighted that's for sure~! but for me i'm still skeptical. I'm still feeling very off and totally weird in this. I told her that but she says. It takes time to heal and time will definitely heals. I did mention i'm gonna be the same old me. Flirtatious and busy BUT always the kind hearted caring soul that she yearns for. She doesn't mind, boys will be boys she says. So okie. I'm back with ma dear. =)
Toking about a boring saturday! hahaz. Saddest part. MY 1st DAY OF SIP falls on her bdae. damn damn damn damn. Toking bout a great start. WELL GEEZ WE'LL SEE. Anywayz. I'll continue my portfolio and yah............ dude bro where the hell are u outta get ur butt doing ur portfolio too man~!?!!
-ends daddy's got a mummy~ loving my bro, my frenz, families ends-
Saturdae 15th January 2005 1259am
So is it my horoscope or what~? Again 3 days streak man. I'm a happy boy once again! Hahaha..It's either that my mum is to good to be true or she just strike lottery(like whenever that happen!) I have no idea but hey i'm not complaining! She ignited the idea of me driving, which i couldn't careless cos i am so lazee to drive.. Until she say she'll buy me a car! I was like whoah.. u gotta be kidding me!!! I asked her again..."Sorry what? You'd buy me a car when i'll take up driving??"
And she said yes. WHOAH. Like knock knock helloo.. i can a get car when i take up driving~?! Like cool man!! hahaz.. so it's about time to get my ass to driving centre and sign up those erm yahz whatever i am supposed to sign up. The bait, MY OWN CAR. woohoo.. Guess my mum is pampering the only child a lil' too much... teehehehe..
Am like materialistic and brand conscious or what~!? Geez.. this is damn weird lar. Last time i was never into all these statement shit. I guessed it's the influence. Vicks, just commented on me this morning.."Whoah.. You're like branded from head to toe! Nike dunks, flesh imp, etc etc.."... I gotta tone down my image i guess.. well bahz! Like i care hahahz! I am what i wear tehehehe... Since u can afford it, than flaunt it!!! woohooo.. right >me<>
Well i dun only my branded goods for myself okayeee!! I buy it for my friends as well and my mum too!!... Anyone who is a part of me, be it friends or family they'll receive the same treatment i want them to receive.
Example 1 - bro's and mel's 19 bdae
I booked a room in meritus mandarin hotel, ate dinner at marche, went clubbing in chinablack and bought him a big box of gifts. mel same treatment and bought her a fossil bag! Now that is call pamperation~! sorta.. hehe..
Example 2 - my ex, ex gf
i bought her swarovski crystal ring and dinner at fish & co (well the restaurant ain't that posh tho') but than still~~
Example 3 - The xmas gifts
I bought my frenz adidas stuffs, body shop stuffs, the scent shop stuffs, bought me bro quiksilver lar, bought ser's and bro's gf perlini's and all~
Example 4 - Give my friends treats =)
Example 5 - for the mother
I bought her a diamond ring at lee hwa, bought her gucci stuff when i was working there. so yahz.
See see~~ i dun think materialism just for myself! =) It's for everyone that i care and love many many hehehe.. So beyond those clothes that i wear.. lies a nice kind hearted soul - pui pui! hahaz.. yupz like i say, i never put myself ahead, my best friend, friends and families comes first! yippee doodaa~~
Let's move on to school on a friday. We had the SIP talk today.. ABOUT sexual harrassment~~ hahahaz.. and the importanz jizz and all.. me and bro we're laughing most of the time god noes why lar hhaha. Suddenly the topic, OSIP. One dear country was included. Poof!
Bro>> "We go Vietnam OSIP??"
Me>> "Onz! set?"
Bro>> "Set!"
hahaha we had our lil twinky hand shake and promise to go Vietnam together for OSIP. Provided we're qualified and the requirements were met. So far okie, we never had supplementary paper so we hope we can stand a chance. teehehe.. Like HELLLOOO VIETNAM. again. teehehehe.. too look for companies that has an association with singapore. The research is pretty tough but we'll try.. I dun mind sticking to working in Singapore tho' and so does bro, just dat since Vietnam is one of the opportunities given, SEIZE it~. Aida and Keejan said it was possible, so give it a shot =)!
Told ya today was a happy day!!! Bro and me hung out and bitched and joked alot today. haha i feel asleep in KEANKOK's class later in the afternoon like what the hell~!?? hahahaz.. i slept for half an hour and it's a small class pengz.. notti notti hehehe.. So i went off pretty early around 2plus to get some rest. Had a long nite yest.. So i tried begging my mum to bring her office printer cum scanner thing home.. we'll she see about it. Me and bro gonna do the portfolio together cos i think we need each others help badly! yupz =) so yup the happy boy for today is signing off~ bye bye!!
-ends like i'm gettin the 4 wheeler! loving me bro, friends and families ends-
Friday 14th January 2005 259am
-My New Toy!-
THE IPOD SHUFFLE!
Geez i can't wait! i can't wait! Mummy's gonna buy the ipod shuffle!! YIPPEEE! =) I'm a happy boy again! hahaz. It's as small as a chewing gum and only 0.8cm thick. Well it doesn't have lots of storage space, only 1GB but than i dun care, my mum's gonna buy it for me!! yay! It's an MP3 player, a thumb drive and it's only $268! Yippe yippee!! teehehehe.. What a glorious day today.. Well it is coming out from my bank =/ well doesn't matter. It's $268 le!! hehehe.. happy happy happy happy.
I shall proceed on with my blog today~ hehe. It was a good day. I had I slept for a good whole 8 hours. Right after i helped my bro with his CW journals yest, played abit off photoshop and went to sleep at 3! I woke up around 1pm hehe. Well actually it's 10 hours! It's been a while since i have a good nice rest. =) Went off to sch to attend to my true love. Yes MY TRUE LOVE. No this is no joke, no inverted comas kinda shit but yes it's my new found true love. And it's located at business school. hahaz. CREATIVE WRITING CLASS! Yup creative writing class is my dear one!! I loveeee the class so much i dun mind attending it every single day well.. erm.. i'll take back my words.. i do still want a life tho' =/ Again I enjoyed today's lesson! teehehee..
I feel i'm standing in the middle now. Again. In another situation. Geez. I guess they do not know whether they know that they put me in the center. AGAIN. but than it seems like it. Dilemmatic seriously. 2 parties talking bout the bout the other party. Sigh. I won't do anything this time because i love them all, i dowan conjure anything that involves sadness =(. Geez i hope everything will be fine~ =/
I went off to the cad lab and busy doing and learning illustrator it was fun! hahaz. I can't wait to start on my CW story books for kids!! Hope i can score for that.. i have an idea whizzing up in my mind as i type now! hahaaz. I hung out with Serene, Nadi, Herwin, Fala, etc etc. It's so nice to be with them once in awhile =) teeheee.. Well hanging out with Nadi, herwin and fala sure brushes up my MALAY! hehehe.. most of the time i'll shut my crap up cos, i dun understand a shit! What the irony! me, a malay couldn't speak and understand malay well! geez i'm such a failure for my race tsk tsk tsk. But hey at least i got a B3 for my o levels.. heh~ =)
I went off to my mum's office around 8plus to help carry somethings home and also help my bro print his creative writing assignment. Wa.. laserjet syiok.. lolx. the pics turned out to be so clear. It's the color printer you know in cyber centre? (well TP students shuld noe hee) yahz it's damn good lar!Lalalala. I'm a truly happy boy. Everything is going so good now. hehe only a few tiny turmoils which i can truly handle like duh! but than it's good.
All i have to do now is...
-Loose weight! the vietnam trip made me gain a pound or me!(retributes of a happy life hee!)
-Go shopping~~~~.. freshjive clothes, fiberops, fleshimps, here me roar!
-Shoes.. killer dunks! hahaz..
Oh yah i am so in love with this pair of dunks...
Nike UNKLE Dunk was conceptualised together by artist Ben Dury, UNKLE's James Lavelle and the Nike skate department. Utilising Futura's artwork from the UNKLE album, Never Never Land, the shoe's artwork has a screen-print effect. Some solid details like the embroided atoms, MO' Wax Logo on the insole and the UNKLE logo on the straps are added to give the whole shoe a magnificent aura. This kick was also the first skateboarding dunk by Nike to come in a pink box and is wrapped with camouflage paper designed by Ben Drury. Excellent stuff. ----> take from JUICE.
Damn i would love to get those pair of S$649 dunks!! yes S$649... i saw it at far east plaza with ty and the sizes available were 10, 11 and 12... ooo... my hands are itchy, the bank is calling me. The shoe seem to look perfect on my ugly feet. OOoo.. me darlin~~~ =)
anywayz i gotta go all, doing some assignment now.. hehe.. see ya'll!!
-ends daddy's got a new toy! loving my bro, frenz and families ends-
Wednesdae 10th January 2005 1125pm
Prolly the chicken wings and the oyster omellette weren't enough, becasue the cravings for these local dishes still lingers. Hah! It was nice meeting up with my bro and my sis, Jason and michelle if you guys dunnoe who i was refering too. We had our dinner at 85 market and boy was it a joyous occassion! hahaz. It was such a long time since we hung out. =) We shall do it again won't we!! hehe...
I'm a happy boy! Happy happy happy. I've had a scrumptous meal with two best pals. I had creative writing class today and again it was superb. Am I really loving the class so much? Geez.. but well I DO! hahaz. It is so much fun. Also had Comda after that which was pretty good actually because everything went smoothly for our group hahaz. Not forgetting exhibition studies, even though I THINK we kinda disappointed Rosli for not doing any research in the start but than it was good. Surrounded by my friends was fun. Boy! I'm such happy boy today! I went home with Herwin which was quite a journey back haha! The scoundrels on the run and me on the tentative lookout for.. well i shan't mention what or who or why..
I just received the companies from Aida which i could also do some graphics design. To my amaze.. it's Mediacorp! hahaz.. the company sure does sound impactful though.. hahaz.. So i'll get my ass up and continue to produce the best portfolio! hahaz.. it was hectic. and it will always be hectic hahhaz.What shall i do to continue my happy journey today... Hmmm... well happy happy happy! hahahz.. Very weird ain't it so.. I shall forsee a happy 2005 haha.. i hope! =)I think i'll end off my blog here for now i guess... see ya'll!!
-ends wings and oysters! loving my bro, my frenz and family ends-
Wednesdae 10th January 2005 345am
"It's something unpredictable, in the end it's right. I hope you had the time of your life". This song really touches my heart. It is so meaningful. Life is unpredictable. The things happen to you comes and go. It's either you accept it with positively or negatively but always remember, you learn from your mistakes. Not to repeat them. I managed to do so I guess. Every storm ends with a rainbow. Since God was never on my side, I have to learn it the hard way. Well, it is still beneficial because I still managed to learn!
Am I a hardworking student or what?? Haha.. puhlezzz.. stop sucking up to yourself Iskandar! hahaz. Been staying up late every single night to finish off my assignments. Geez the essays i encounter are like really a killer. Thank god with the aid of music that pumps up the energy balls in me heh.. Geez I miss the entertainment world. Miss modelling, where now i gained a pound too much to go back. The abs are gone! hahaz... Miss the tv world... I want to appear in magazines and newspapers again! hahaz wahzzz...
Oh yah I met Sabrina, Tini, Justin and yahz some other person. lol. Anyway yahz, I missed them so so much hahaha. Was happy to see them =)hahahz...In my new house, i've decided to paint my room black! I think it's damn cool but hot literally i guessed. hahaz. Geez i'm bored. i got my portfolio which is a quarter done it's 345 am and helping my bro on his work. so yahz. not sleepy at all.. RIGHT.. off to continue work than.. see ya'll!
-ends black hot black. loving my bro, my frenz and families ends-
Mondae 10th January 2005 403am
Still pondering. Still wanting. Still in the heart. Still want Vietnam.
-ends missing it bad. loving the bro. the frenz. the family ends-
Sundae 9th January 2005 116am
Dig this, i want an mp3 player. well well, that's an addition to my wishlist i guess. hahaz. I dunnoe why. But i just want one. Oh yah i'm like working in approximately 11 and half hours time at Ethnic Moods with Weimin. My ma hahaz. I'm just a temporary stuff. I do not want to stay at home at rot. Might as well get my butt workin and get the greens rolling in.
Today i woke up, my tummy was growling. So i ate. which made my tummy remarkably full. To my surprise, while blog surfing. A blog awaits me. A wake up call. Like hello. Well way past it. I've let it go, the anger and all in one simple entry. So yupz =) Shall i be remorse for what i've said? Let me think. Maybe abit. But it was a good lesson. Am i right? Notti notti. Never push your luck with me and yahz becareful of what you gonna say.
Shall I be kind; forgive and forget? Hmm.. we'll see. No more Mr. Nice Guy huh
I was bored stiff today. I did a few assignments on Creative writing. I slacked. I slept. I was bored. =( hahahaz. I wanna go out but ain't any companion. Yahz anyway i was cropped up doing assignments. That sorta keep me busy and made my mind occupied and not think of such rubbish. Realising that every weekend had been very cold. Hmm. Just a tempt for me to sleep in. Snuggle up. And continue sleeping. Hahaz. Well not tomorrow. I am proudly gonna say."I'm a working man!." Okie yahz. sorta. lolx. Can't decide what to wear for work tho'
Wei min strictly forbid--
-No CAPS
-No Dropping pants
-No graphic tees
-Be Semi Formal
Damn.. =( hehehe..
It's 1 now. I noe what i am suposse to do, i guess. Brush up my digital essential and get over and done with?. Well maybe. Than hmm... off too bed i guess. Oughta apologise to my readers actually. Entries lately had been more of the angry side. Geez apparently my anger mode was activated recently. Can't be blame man. Sorry ya'll. = Did anyone checkout friendster recently. Geez they changed it hahaz. It looked so erm Professional? hahaz. yeahz bout that man. Let me tell you a story from what i did in creative writing class
=How the giraffe got it's long neck=
Once upon a time, in a far far land called the tall tree land, there lived only giraffes and elephants. Only this creatures roamed the land. The giraffes than had short necks and had a distinctive resemblance to a horse.Remarkably, in that land, there grows only one tall tree surrounded by shrubs. This tree has apparently big green juicy leaves that tempts the animals there.
Every year, they had a competition. On who can get the leaves. Normally the elephants get's it chance because of their long trunks. One day Raffie, a representative from the giraffe's tribe and Phantie, a representative from the elephant tribes were selected to join the competition. Phantie, being cocky and all teased the Raffie becos of it's short neck.
Raffie was disappointed and heart broken. He went to a corner and cried. Raffies tribe comforted him and think of a way on how to win the competition. The competiton is in 2 weeks time. So they did all means. They pull raffie's legs and neck. Amazingly in a weeks time Raffie's neck became long. Which shockingly made him instantly tall! Off to the competition. Guess what? Yes. Raffie won the competition and had the savoury of big green juicy leaves. Phantie was disappointed. With raffie's achievement, he decided to be a kind soul and shared it's winning prize with phantie. The rest of tribe pulled each other's neck because they saw raffie's outstanding achievement and decided to have the same thing. So they lived happily every after. The end
>Aww. a nice bed stories for my loyal readers. Night night all muacks!
Like hah~ look who's the psychotic one now.
No. 1 i dun give shit if u gonna call me gay cos i have attention to my best friend.
No. 2 We had our talk. We had our agreement.
No. 3 So what if your his gf. I dun give a damn.
All i can say, u're jealous. am not right? hah. Like i said outrage of jealousy. An accompanion with best friend and girlfriend is way far different. Askin me to get a life? Like haha. My self reflection had been done. And it's been doing well. Until this problem came about. U hate me to the core i noe. If you weren't being so touchy, emotionally upset due to his fun times his having friends all. THIS WONT HAPPEN. Yah so i guess that's it right. The perception in your mind now, is that i was the one that brainwashed him right?. SO get this fucking straight in your mind. YOU ASK HIM. ASK HIS HEART. i was there to support a best friend on regardless decision. His decisions are not mine.
Geez.. getting touchy and teared up right. I DUN GIVE A SHIT. He will not get involve in this caused he told me so. THIS IS BETWEEN US. I gave him space. I gave the air he needed. There weren't any disagreement at all. Until now. I now what he thinks and all cos we HAD OUR TALK. COS I CARED TO LISTEN. AND LET MANIFEST IN ME. again. I UNDERSTAND. So our brother relantionship was pretty cool. and still cool. I know u hate me to the core. I know u hate his friends to the core as well. So yahz. I respect him for he wants. I respected for his decisions. And we're still going strong. Dude getting a life means u. Cos u need one badly. My life have been going well. Literally. U're at least one of the problems i encountered well in 2005. Just another waste of space and air.
Calling me gay or i noe he thinks i'm gay. It doesn't matter. Cos i noe i am straight. The sexuality that lies in me strongly firm. So whatever that what you think is just dust to me. Alrighty. I never mentioned that u could idle away and have fun with other guys. If that is u think u shuld since u typed out urself. Go ahead. No restrictions at all. So you think time spend with me and his friends are worth spending. GUESSED again. The sacrifices he made to sacrifice time with us was always for you. So u don't come and say he doesnt spend time with u. All u want his him for yourself. COS THAT'S WHAT U THINK UR SELF. U caniving little witch. I've had my share bad things happen to me at an early age. MY ADVICE. ENJOY NOW OR NEVER. A best friend made is a present encountered. So yah asked urself. DO AGAIN UR SELF REFLECTION before pointing ur scrawny fingers at other people. Get ur damn facts right. AND YAH THE HP U USING NOW. MY PHONE. IT WAS MY PHONE. I PITIED JASON THAT I SOLD HIM MY PHONE OKAY.
Asked his heart. It's his decision. BRAINWASHING HIM? NEVER. what kind of best friend would do that.. maybe u would. If it results in this. I gave u 2 the same advice. And u came to me asking happen. Questions that unformidabble for me to answer. I am no seer. I am no dalai lama. It lies in you. If in that tiny brain couldn't make up any decision at all. Than be it let fate decide. asking me to self reflect huh. psychotic and neurotic describes u perfectly. for putting me to blame yah DEFINITELY. i helped. i did. and all u did was to put me to blame came around shooting my ass. well darling this ass is made metal. so beware.
i'm rubber ur glue. whatever u say sticks back u. blessed it be."
It's his decision. It lies in him. Never in me. I was never the one sided party. I was the neutral. I was made the centre person. I gave helluva advices to u. And u gave me this shit. Well, hell yeah u can curse me or anyone or any FAMILY involve like i care. Cos u dun deserve the respect and honor u shuld get from anyone. AT ALL. Do not let me get deeper into this. I can if i want too. I'll have my limits. So whatever u just wrote in ur damn blog it's info that i noe and have been RESOLVED. so yahz. We're still best friends. Like too bad. Look who's putting the trouble in the beginning of 2005. And have to cheek to say it's a start of a bad year. Who start it off? Let me see oh.. it's the girl who cried wolf. It's a wonder why u're still existed.
I've just change my blog skin. Well apparently.. feel putting pink back in da blog. LoL. Well nvm just took me 5 mins to do up this rubbish. haha. Well i woke up at the wrong side of the bed today. =( Sucky sucky. Missed morning class due certain unforeseen issues. So went off to class at 12+, the construction lesson thingie. The lesson was pretty okie, just some pretty important stuff regarding singapore's land, the ura, the hdb etc etc. My left ear was stuffed with my earphones what ya think?. i was bored. Bored as hell. THank god of the frequent breaks and the early ending. =) brought a definite smile on my face today hahaz. I was about to leave school with bro when gwen called me. Oppz. Forgot to pass her copic haha. Well yupz met her met her. And as the same old same old, she got teased by us. She has helluva slap man. What the hell is her hand made off?? metal?? sheesh. nvm missed her alot tho' =) hehehe.. so off home with bro. nuthing much happen but we both happily toking and bitching away. hahahaz. so happy. so fun. but i was hungry hahaz! tummy growlin... :P yup yup.
Proclaiming, WE, ALL DESIGNERS TO BE, In TP, The juniors are gonna be busy prior to our SIP, our attachment. So sorry for slight neglectment. On behalf of them and myself i pre apologised for our future neglectment and busy schedules =). I am so gonna be busy doing my portfolio, rushing here there and every where. I am so going to search companies. The companies i've decided to write too are...
- Axis Point Design
- VMW
- Pico
- Cityneon
- Plasterglass
- Estee Lauder
- Y2 Space
Yup so far i guess gonna submit my resumes there.. hmm.. hee..we'll see.. busy busy busy week ahead. hahaz.ALSO submissions! i took far way to many essay writing assignments this sem hahaz. Well it will definitely brush up my english for sure! Hmm.. bro's english is getting better day by day =))) hehehe.. good good. Well my butt is itching to club. i dunnoe why. I want to go Zouk le. Long time i havent go zouk especially Mambo night! wahahhaaa..Yupz.. i noe 26th die die gonna club. can't wait for that! hahaz.. serene bdae partayee!! =) the same old fav place. ChinaBlack hahaz.
Hmm.. i dunnoe why?.. but i suddenly miss Mel le. Pengz... hahahaz... Miss whacky antics in vietnam. her bimbotic attempts of being a bimbo. Which is hillarious. SO yahz Mel Mel where uuuu.. hehe.. Still missing the air in Vietnam badly. =( Missed so much that i think about it every single day. OH YAH. toking bout vietnam. At last something to bitch about
>=ATTENTION ALL=<
Sorry for this interuption. The latest update on the progress of the latest expedition batch from the Raffles Junior College team has just been aired on my telecast. From a reliable source and witness in Vietnam, the RJC team SUCKED
Pardon my language here. But they do. A few factors that proves that they suck
The Hai Chau blind centre occupants, workers + the visually impaired people hate them to the core
Vinh, our darling vinh, hates them too
Alan our spunk the funk alan. hates them until he left for the States
The translators. God knows. hatred
Also why they suck is becoss
They can't work for nuts. Apparently the brains are just plain dumb. Leaving a tin of paint open overnight? what you think. It dries up u goons!.. and ya leaving it around in the blind centre.. the blind cant see for goodness sake. They'll knock them down spill it all over the floor.. hello... And also ya.. when u supposed to paint the ceiling. U paint ONLY the ceiling. Not the people. Not OUR previous work.
25 people squeezed in one room? Nice. The 18 of us squeeze is pretty cramp. 25? and yahz. THIS ANGERS ME THE MOST. Who gave the hell the fucking hell, in the god damn world to permit the bloody god damn fucking teachers the 3 bitches or bastards or whatever they are to sleep on our beds that weee make for the centre. THEY DUN HAVE THE RIGHTS. They want pleasure? FUCKING GET A HOTEL. You go sense off equality? injustice. U damn teachers let ur "workers" squeeze in one room. Just becos u guys are teachers, u deserve a tad quality here better damn. U're just not!. U just suck. And the who the hell u think you are~~!! Kiss my mutha fucking ass. Seriously. U let these kids sleep in a roommmmm to squeeze in. argh
And the "WORKERS" can u guys have more initiative. like work even though doesnt have to be told by your damn teachers?~ like hello. We work 24/7. we worked throughout the whole entire day and night. Compromised with each other and get the damn work done!
-Oh yah when u go overseas. U TRY TO MOVE AROUND AND GET AROUND THE COUNTRY. not stay at one place and rot for life. TRY THE FOOD THERE. NOT EATING BREAD FOR 24/7. goodness sake. And when u go clubbing. u CLUB AND DANCCE. not half stay outside to get fresh air~~ and the other half stays inside complain bout the noise. HELLO
Vinh i love u. for scolding them. Alan thank god u left for states. The hai chau people i missed u guys alot. =(
AGAIN THE TEACHERS U HAVE NO RIGHT TO SLEEP ON THE BEDS. U CAN HAPPILY ENJOY SLEEPING ON IT I SWEAR BACK IN SG U ARE SO DEAD. U ACTUALLY HAVE THE CHEEK TO COMPLAIN EARLIER TO CHANGE OUR BEDS. AND U'RE SLEEPING ON IT. WHU THE HELL U THINK U ARE. JUZ BECOS U GUYS ARE TEACHERS? WHAT TEACHERS U HAVE THE SUPERIOR TO SLEEP BEDS. HUH HUH. FUCKERS. U GUYZ GO GET UR DAMN FUCKIN BED, AND FUCKIN SLEEP ON IT AND FUCKING DUN TOUCH OUR BEDS. U SON OF A BITCH. AND YAH GOD DAMN BITCHES.. what right u have. born with brain only for knowledge simply u're just lifeless. GET A LIFE. WAIT UR LIFE CEASE TO SUCK NOW. HMM. SUGGESTION GO AND DIE. =) muacks
Thank you for your cooperation. any latest update. izkandarificated will air it on telecast
ooo.. thats whole lotsa anger. I love the Vietnam peeps. Everyone one of them. Love them to the core. They are one helluva batch that made me cry, happy, i see them in tears and happiness. I love them alot.
Oh yah regarding my yest blog. I was harsh. i apologised to all that was affected. Toking bout contradiction huh. hahaz
TIme to work!! Nights allll
I loved today. Creative writing class was superb. Well actually i find creative writing lessons are fun!! It's a whole ball of enjoyment and discovery hahaz. Anyway it was quite a long day today. I juz realized without our studios, the chemistry and the bond in the IAD family seemed to vanish. Is not that our studios are totally taken away from us.. is juz that.. it seemed weird... no one hangs out there!... bahz...
Well well.. when you hate someone the case normally you envy that someone am i right~? That what normally i see it as... unless under certain circumstances, that person juz suck and to the core than yahz, u have all the right to hate and abhor that person hahaz. My realization just came to me is that.. people hate due to JEALOUSY. hah. Believe it or not.. I do not why but that their outrage of jealousy turned to hatred. I'm a typical guy next door, with nothing much to brag about. I loved my friends, and definitely if you make your friends and best friends feel worth it definitely they would treasure you more. Duhz. So my social circle get's bigger every single day. Can't help it if my friends enjoy my company man. Well my haters club, get over it. hahz. If i'm rich(which i'm not, just fortunate)... than u guys can envy me for all u care.. but than money is ain't everything.. seriously it can buy you the world.. but not the hearts of your friends or families. If i'm good looking(than hell yeah NOT) u can oso hate me due to jealousy.. but again.. me? this helluva tub of lard?? hahaz.. unbelievable... So what if the good things tend to fall on me. Is just my luck man... Remember don't wish you have all the luck in the world.. cause not all luck are good. remember that!. =)hehe well happy hating me =)p.s. i still love my haters hahaz
Damn going home alone can be sooo depressing hahahahz.. Today i went home by cab. To avoid depression mode in the bus.. YAH right. hahaz. Went home and slept. I need major sleep apparently. Went to the docs and get an MC hahahz.. so yahz.. need sleep sleep sleep sleep and more sleep. Oh yahz.. i gotta get my portfolio done someway or another. Gotta make it damn impressive.. well cant wait for the SIP hehe.. really wonder what real working designer world lies for me. hahahha...geez am i nuts.. guesses i am hahahz..
I shall lead my life the way i want it to be. Fun Fun Fun! Happy happy happy! =) Nothing beats a happy life. One good blessing becoming the only child with super busy parents... u've the freedom that you want. Yupz. I've been living alone at home lately..Mum's overseas again hahaz.. No wonder my mum bought the new house and put it under my name. Hey I own a house!! how cool is that!!!... really wished my mum had bought a condo.. so fun right.. swimming pool and all hehe.. well my mum bought an apartment at bedok north.. it someone looked like a condo though.. but no pool and all lar.. funny part.. it's not built yet! hahaha it's still a fat piece of land.. but soon! moving in soon! =) hahahaz.. cant wait!! hahahz it's 450 am.. i've done typing my journals. sorta.. haha so time sleep sleep sleep! =) Brother we had a nice talk on the fone =) cheerios!
Like enough already. Had a blur start today. I reached school at 1, kept thinking that my class would start at that time.. BUT i forgot it ALWAYS starts at 2. silly me silly me. Went up to the cad lab, with my ear phones blasting in my ears to do my assignments. hahaz. yupz busy busy busy. So anywayz, rushed here there everywhere. hahaz. was even late for creative writing class pengz ~ hahaz.
I oughta write a note or two. I guessed there is a tiny little problem with me. I tend to end up to be the middle man. I land myself in this spot, i oughta get out of it. Hey, i've handled problems myself. But this is tough. I've moved from sympathy to fear now. PHOBIA. Sometimes people tend to go over board. Falling in love is such a disease a bad one. Yup love. love. love. Easy to maintain? Never. Once, you fall in it. Hell yeah it takes you the world to get out. Some moved from love to obsession. It's a strong word i know. But hello? Knock knock, like enough already. It's time to get the reality right up to your asses. I know i am being mean. But HELLO? If u cant have it than dont!! Pushing your luck too much is just like u're pushing it off the edge. Like dudes, a teenager, u get hell of a long way to go. I noe anything can happen early. But think far. THink realll far. No one said life was easy alright. Do not keep thinking that it is end of the world every minute every seconds of every single day. If you always stay on the positive side. Everything will turn out good. u keep thinking why do bad things fall on me? why do this happen to me? This is becos u keep thinking "i suck.." "i dun deserve this.." "why me..." You are just rubbing it in. Alway look up, for goodness WAKE UP. be happy stay happy no matter what the hell happens. Again. If u decided to like erm end your life. give me a call. i'll kill myself 1st and tell ya what hell is like. if it's worse than what you going thru now. DUN BOTHER. muacks
Juz had a longggggggggggggggggggggggggggg chat with me kakak Michelle! hahaz.. well fun hor~?! hahahaz.. anywayz. she wants me to mention her name in my blog. So that she can gain prime popularity? hahaz. well well it's her wish! hahaz.. anywayz. i went town today. it wasss sooooo empty. hahahz xmas deco is down. eveyrhting is down. it's dark and gloomy. I WANT XMAS! hahaz.. i juz realized i've been heading town during the festive season alot. with a change of deco it just struck me that i'm a frequent "towner" hehehe.... okie dokie now. time to go see ya all!!
My My My.. hahaha my 1st hate tag! =) haha blessed with people who hates me with envy hahaz.. I was delirious when i saw my hate tag... hahhaz.. it's my 1st who's not happy sia!! Whuever it is ChannelNewsAsia and bigfattybombom.. hahaz..you guyz are juz plain dumb le..
ChannelNewsAsia - Your english.. your vobabulary needs major brushing up. Hahaz. Well i've done my share in lending a helping hand let me correct myself.. not done but still going on. Ironicly, coming from such a nick rather off don't you think??.. Anywayz, me, yup this tub of lard, is nothing but sheer pleasure and definite must have in the face of the world. People like you? Wastage.. Yah like big time. Well it doesn't matter if you wanna live in this feeling as guilty as sin. Hell still awaits ya =) all de best cheerios
bigfattybombom - The mastermind i assume?. Nonetheless the blind leading the blind. Pretty stupid to use a nick called "bigfattybombom" cause it does nothing but to imply it on you back.. a nick for the tagboard does refer to you~.. well dearie dear you outta learn before you type alright? Dun need me teach you yahz~ In scientific term also, fats do float. Only brainless creatures tend to sink deep down. I do have my share of fan club and haters club. Honoured someone speak up =) Yeah i know a diet is needed for me big time hahaz. Putting on the calories recently. A big guy is a happy guy! Rather sweet of you both to take time reading my tiny blog just in sheer increasing the amount of readers i have. 2 thumbs up! Well this fats are head turner in everywhere i go =) Well thanks for the comment, i'll take heed cheerios!
Okie doke that seemed fun~~ =)). Today school BORING! hahahaz.. the same old same old.... i did a magazine article which took me whole god damn night!! argh.. anywayz.. was pretty cool i like the end product.. haha getting fone getting fone like yipee~ heh. the song from reshmonu - it's u that matters is so into me.. loving it!! hahahaz.. tml sch sch sch sch sch.. long day.. argh.. wassss sooo looking forward to have dinner with bro and kakak but damn~ bro couldn't make it hehe nvm lar =) still got 361 days left hehe can spend "sibling" times some day no rush hehehe... Things are weird now. I guess they just are. People came up to me and asked me, "how come so lonely?" What the fuck~?! hahahaz.. me = lonely = wrong hahahaz.. anywayz.. maybe it was juz today. it was simply boring!! hahahaz...
i'm writing essays. essays for nuts! I've just realised i took alot of subjects this sem with alot of major ESSAY WRITING. i love esay writing... but too much of it? Geez. let me see.. i can become a journalist, a reporter... hmm what else a novelist.. hahahaz... an editor? well hey designer is still myline.. haha goona start SIP soon like sooo cooolll.. hahahaz.. working in a design firm!! hahahaz.. cant wait cant wait... anywayz.. i shall reblog later on.. off to essay writing!! =)
