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Saturday, April 30, 2005


Red roses were her favorites, her name
was also
Rose.And every year her husband sent them, tied
with pretty bows.The year he died, the roses
were
delivered to her door.The card said, "Be my
Valentine," like all the years before.


Each year he sent her roses, and the note would
always say,"I love you even more this year, than
last year on this day.""My love for you will always
grow, with every passing year."She knew this
was
the last time that the roses would appear.


She thought, he ordered roses in advance before
this day.Her loving husband did not know, that he
would pass away.He always liked to do things
early, way before the time.Then, if he got too busy,
everything would work out fine.


She trimmed the stems, and placed them in a very
special vase.Then, sat the vase beside the portrait
of his smiling face.She would sit for hours, in her
husband's favorite chair.While staring at his
picture, and the roses sitting there.


A year went by, and it was hard to live without her
mate.With loneliness and solitude, that had
become her fate.Then, the very hour, as on
Valentines before,The doorbell rang, and there
were roses, sitting by her door.


She brought the roses in, and then just looked at
them in shock.Then, went to get the telephone, to
call the florist shop.The owner answered, and she
asked him, if he would explain,Why would
someone do this to her, causing her such pain?


"I know your husband passed away, more than a
year ago,"The owner said, "I knew you'd call, and
you would want to know.""The flowers you
received
today, were paid for in advance.""Your husband
always planned ahead, he left nothing to chance."


"There is a standing order, that I have on file down
here,And he has paid, well in advance, you'll get
them every year.There also is another thing, that I
think you should know,He wrote a special little
card...he did this years ago."


"Then, should ever, I find out that he's no longer
here,That's the card...that should be sent, to you
the following year."She thanked him and hung up
the phone, her tears now flowing hard.Her fingers
shaking, as she slowly reached to get the card.


Inside the card, she saw that he had written her a
note.Then, as she stared in total silence, this is
what he wrote..."Hello my love, I know it's been a
year since I've been gone,I hope it hasn't been too
hard for you to overcome."


"I know it must be lonely, and the pain is very
real.For if it was the other way, I know how I
would
feel.The love we shared made everything so
beautiful in life.I loved you more than words can
say, you were the perfect wife."


"You were my friend and lover, you fulfilled my
every need.I know it's only been a year, but please
try not to grieve.I want you to be happy, even
when
you shed your tears.That is why the roses will be
sent to you for years."


"When you get these roses, think of all the
happiness,That we had together, and how both of
us were blessed.I have always loved you and I
know I always will.But, my love, you must go on,
you have some living still."


"Please...try to find happiness, while living out your
days.I know it is not easy, but I hope you find
some ways.The roses will come every year, and
they will only stop,When your door's not
answered,
when the florist stops to knock."


"He will come five times that day, in case you have
gone out.But after his last visit, he will know
without a doubt,To take the roses to the place,
where I've instructed him,And place the roses
where we are, together once again."

AwwwWW.. com'on let's grab our pieces of tissues. AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
[11:30 PM]



Has The Sun Gone nuts~?!

I swear if the blazing continues, i'll migrate and become an eskimo.

Oh my god, i am so warm. I could fry an egg on my belly. So, the sun must be mad at something or someone to actually scorch out it's heat to the maximum (well not yet). I actually could see how this bowl of water (a water feature) in my room actually evaporates. I did it fill it to the brim last 2 days and now... it's a mere 3/4. Sheesh. The temperature sucks up the H2O worse than i do and yet they not releasing all of the sucked up H20 on earth, yet. I pity the koi's in the pond who's swimming under the boiling water. Well, it may be cool down dere but still heat+water=boiling water.

Man... The weather's causing the "lethargicness" of myself bahz. It's irritating. I don't wanna feel tired. I wanna feel hyped. LoL the weather kinda suck. KINDA? it is. Big time. Sooo... i just deposited my pay and DAMN.. i can only withdraw on Wednesdae. God damn public holidays. Well, at least i've planned what to buy hee.. so i'll foresee more stike offs in my wishlists.
After Wednesday i shall accompolished these..
- Levi's Square Cut Jeans
- Fossil Watch (collect it back from the cust. svc tat is.)
- Tee's from Flesh Imp or anywhere else
- The belt with my initials "I.Z.K'
- A hair cut and dyed (most prolly)
- A nice bag pack
- Oh yahhh.. a list of thinking what to buy for their birthdays.. a whole list of them beginning 3rd may! ahhh...

I'll try to accompolish those stuffs haha.

The Saturday, The Sunday and the MONDAY! YES! Relaxxxxx... :) Hmm.. i've seen, heard and read about very interesting people these past few days...

No. 1 The Temasek Polytechnic Lecturer that was arrested
What a shame. My school lecturer (well not from design duh) is actually pretty weird. I wonder how he actually teaches in school. He was caught in Bangkok buying young boys at the age 14-16 to have sex. So he turned out to be gay. Oh my. If he wasn't arrested i wonder how awkward the students might have felt. Especially the guys. My my.. But than interesting libido he has. Lecturer cum Pervert a mighty task to actually balance with.
I give him 3 out 5 interesting guy. >.<

No.2 How come Malaysian Idol Jaclyn Victor cd sales lost to Taufik?

It's weird that Jaclyn solely has a wonderful voice than Taufik yet the cd sales for her side dropped.
Malaysia has like tripple or more the population of Singapore.
Malaysia started the Idol first and was crowned first. (last october)
Hmmm Singapore has only 3 million peeps settling here.
Sales for Jaclyn from October till now - 20, 000 copies
Taufik - in the first week of release 40, 000 copies
Oh my the gap. tsk tsk.
I give her 4 out 5 interesting fella >.<

Well there is more la but i wanna take a nap for now heh. Cheerios!

-22 more days-


"....well, life is full of bitches. I am one and you're one. If you dun call yourself a hypocrite. i'll laugh in the name of god...."


-ends boeing. luving the bro. frenz and families ends-
[2:54 PM]



Intermission Over.

I was abruptly interrupted by the commotion done by my cats in the living room earlier causing the halt in my blogging. Literal catfight. Meow.
Ok, intermission over.
Just got off the phone with Shahnaz and Mus. Boy, it's been awhile since the old sec school pals chatted :)

And whilst on the phone i was chatting with Biba onlinee.. awww.. missed her and Kittie alot. Wonder when we're gonna meet up once more. Well, soon i guess :) i hope.
SO, the radio news weather kept repeating showers in most areas, HELLO. Everywhere but Bedok!! I give out more perspirations than a bloody mad cow! Oh well. Today is the most slackiest day in the office. I had nothing to do yet i have to go work tomorrow argh. BUT hey i got my pay check today!! WOOTZ! hehe..

Me = Happy


So i din go Phuture today, didnt manage to cash in my pay on time lar lol. Whoah... this is warm.
What's my plan tomorrow.
- office..
- Erm.. home?
- Meet up with bro..
- And god knows..

Well.. it's not that fantastic my plan is but than.. it'll be a long nice comfy weekend heh. Hmm. My heart ponders. I don't bout what. Well, it's about time this heart takes a break. I think so. Well, i guess i'll let myself enjoy life to what it is now. Because life foresees itselfs as something unpredictable and definitely a priced possession. Yes, my life had been great. The ups downs and the joys is a must. Well happy living heh. me. :)

Ok sleep now! argh work later.

"...well dreams are meant to be pursued and achieved..."


-22 more days-


-ends loving my bro frenz and families ends-
[1:49 AM]

Friday, April 29, 2005


TGIF

Yes, thank god it's FRIDAY!... A long nice hoping comfy weekend for me...

ALAMAK... gotta continue later argh.. shitass..

wait hor..

heh.
[8:37 PM]



Oh No No No NO Don't Phunk With My Heart!

Yes that's the new song for my blog!! yeeehaaa... get the grooves grooving babayeee heh.

My blog is turning 1 haha. yippee..

okie bye.

-23 more days-


-ends oh no no no dun phunk with my heart. luving the bro, frenz and families ends-
[2:07 AM]



Why Can't I Sleep The Night Through?

This is darn irritating. I slept at 830 or 9 but than my sleep kept coming to a halt at 130 or so. WHY IS THAT SO? So i've decided to blog. My remedy to the pillows.

SHALL I GO PHUTURE TML? or like today la...

Another late night entry. Lemme see what shall i rant about.... Ooo... work had me turn good. Did you guys noticed, i didn't bitch nor scold anyone in my past entries. O.o now that amazes me. Seriously, what have i succumb to during my SIP? Could it be, the disappearances of my bitches caused me this? Wellll... i shouldn't be complaining right? It is for the better. Geez. I guess.

Now major crave and wished for... SUPPER. Yes with sis and bro, the usuals. Michelle and Jason are the best supper peeps treats ever haha. So, brooding in my mind now is Simpang, Chomp Chomp, 85 and Jalan Kayu. Not say i an "oftener" to this place just that Simpang's ever so tender prata's, Chomp Chomp killer chee kueh's, 85 mouthwatering fried oyster's and Jalan Kayu's crispiest but expensive tissue.... prata that is.
Ok why am i torturing myself with such delectable thots? haa...

Oh yah, my torn down secondary school is now, UP. Yup, better looking than ever. Pretty sleek chic tho' with functions from a mind of a whacked genius wired up the whole school but the crappy new logo, ceased to suck. LOL.

Someone came into my mind, Stephanie. BAHZ. Haha god knows why. But she just popped into my mind. We've yet to meet up since u're back hmm even tho we kept saying we would but we never. One day dearie yeah!! Kinda missed you la... hehe..

Wahaha, something just tickled my funny bones. Well actually, it's been a while since i had a good laugh. Aah... i wanna have a goodd laughing session. Like they say laughter is the best medicine!! Hehe.... So i've bombarded my itunes with my blog song again. SAPPY LOVE SONG HELP! but can't help it, it's nice.

God damn it, the tummy's craving the toilet bowl argh. See ya'll!

".... have i fallen in love with you again?...."


-23 more days-


-ends we belong together i guess, luving the bro, frenz and families ends-
[1:48 AM]

Thursday, April 28, 2005


Any suggestions?

I'm stumped with what song to put up in my blog. Recently, i've put up Simple Plan's - Untitled, Mariah Carey - U make me wanna.. and now.. Mariah's latest hit - We Belong Together. It's a nice song but pretty emo. Argh. I need a hip song. But i swear i'm stumped.

Any suggestons ya'll?

For the first time ever, i didn't feel sleepy at work today. Not a wink. I was wide awake. :) Yupz! Boy, that was a relieve. If not, the whole 8 hours would be such a drag. Woke up today with trinkling drizzling rain drops outside my window. DAMN. Why must it rain when i have to wake up darn early. Argh. So dragged my shagged self outta bed and off to work. Patter patter rain rain. All i wanna do is sleep!

Well, it was an okay day tho' nothing much to rant about. Getting pay tml. :) Yeeehaa with my OT and and my pay.. i'll be getting 600+ buckaroosss... wootz! Rejoice Rejoice! hahaha... Well, i am working my arse off to get something :) hehehe... Anyway, once i get my pay a definite must is to pay off my bills haha! Yeah... outstanding balance crap.. can't make outgoing calls for now. Bleahz. So relying on both my old and recent number lar... since incoming calls are still free for my recent number.

Oh yah. My hair is getting long. And it's pretty wavy... Bleahz. My office peeps commented i should keep my hair long. !! Yah shocking.. but we'll see. I might consider tho' hehe... So another day in the office.. and saturday another HALF DAY. Well considering it's gonna be a nice comfy weekend i hope! (MORE RAIN PLEASE!!)

Hmm... everything is going good. Yes.
The injustice is sentenced. Boy am i delighted. But damn i'm bombarded with scary "pleas" and "sorry" messages. Boy i'm taunted by it! As long the phrase.. "Come back to me.." doesn't appear, i'm okie. But thank god i can't reply due to my hp bill. PHEW. At least it's a sign of ignorance. Well, ignorance is bliss anyway. :)

All i can say, "It's the worse case of the ex."

I oughta make a movie outta this. Who knows it might clinch an award. BAHZ!

I'll continue later in the night ya!!

".... oh my, discression has decided not to be discreet...:


-24 more days-


-ends oh yeah~~ luving the bro, frenz and families ends-
[8:32 PM]



Blink blink.

I was thinking i'm gonna sleep the night thru as soon as i lay my head on my pillow at 830. BUT my sleep came to a halt at 1200am. Damn it. No is not that bro called cos after he called at 1130 i did fell asleep again.. but i don't know what happen.

Oh yah i was having a dream, a bad one to be exact. In that 3 hrs of sleep i dreamt of bombings in Singapore. Er weird but yeah i was trapped in this building with bro and someone else i can't remember who, and while we trying to get, out bombs were dropped like bird shit every where. We, lucky retards manage to escape the droppings. LOL. Well, but it seemed pretty dramatic in the dream tho'. Yeah. Guess, i slept when my tummy was still full. Bleahz. Notti me.

SIP is ending in 24 more days. I am delighted. Lately, work been really draggy. I've got nothing to do, well i do is just that my eyes are not keeping itself open. At 630 sharp, i leave the office. LOL. Talking about fast evacuation man. Yeah. Today the suppliers brought in food for us, Rotiboy and shepherd's pie. Yummy yum yum! :) Another 8hours of drag tomorrow. 930 until 630. Sheesh. I look forward to lunch hours but after lunch i tend sleep. And yes i went to the toilet to take a nap. WAHAHAHA. for 15mins damn it.. guessed it overshot this time round. LOL.

Anyway, i'm tired. I gotta watch what i eat and do lately. My bestest of best friend is supervising me. Well, yeah it's weird. But he cares :) If i were to tell my mum bout my latest condition from the doc, she'll flip. So Jason suggests that if i were to tell the parental bout it, call him along. And he constantly reminds to eat up my oh-for-god-sake-horrible medications. Awww... ain't that a brother! hahaha..

I don't know why, i feel that i screwed up somewhere somehow in my health. Bleahz. Now i oughta be careful. And try to be the better of it b4 this saturday's 2nd checkup. LoL. Okay anyway, i oughta TRY to sleep again. oh ya to my erm.. research, the more i sleep at night the more sleepy i feel at work.

WHY IS THAT SO?

Okie so nightz all, hope to meet up with everyone again real soon!

"...thee shall be bestowed the wealth of life, if thee suceeds the positivity of it..."


-24 more days-


-ends yawns* luving the bro, friendz and families ends-
[1:23 AM]

Tuesday, April 26, 2005


Look at me, i'm smiling!!

Yes. i'm smiling. Er... it's pretty contradicting since my blog song is pretty EMO!! haha.. like i care. Anyway, i didn't meet up with ma bro today cause he has OT well is okie major major presentation for him. As for me, my GM and Chief Designer won't be in the office! Yippeee doodaa.. hahaa.

Hmm.. i can't seem to write intellectually lately... wonder why.. LOL. Well weird though i guess it's the weather. I agree with Michelle that past few day's are armpit withering temperature man. I went to sleep in sweats and woke up still trinkling in sweats. BAHZ. Weird. I may have a health defect, but i dun care!, i'm born to be happy and i shall be! When there's a will there's a way :) heh.. i guess i have 2 life mottos now, "Live life to the fullest" and "POSITIVITY". That's what i kept saying to myself and it does work. Ooo..

I wanna have an imaginary friend! Er... dun ask me why but it seemed fun. I guess. Haha.. sometimes it is pretty weird. Hmm.. i shall either call him/her Ken, Tobey or Fred or maybe Sarah, Kim or COCO.. wahaha... god knows why but yeah getting rather eccentric if i talk to myself every single day hahaha...

Me and my bro seriously yesterday had a hearty catching up done on phone and supposedly to be continued today but i'll guess today will turn out to be tomorrow. No harm done. Apparently, we assumed that the both of us are on the right track of a peaceful smooth sailing journey of life but after yesterday's chat, haha.. we discovered we both have problems that are getting out of hand. Ooo...

Well, to the certain extend, we manage to put aside our probs and maintain a clean cut between probs and happiness. :) Guess we're masters at it! haha.. Nadi's in KL now, with Fala, Nadiah and Din... hopefully their knowledge searching will come in successful :)

- 26 more days -


"...it's life yeah.."


-ends hahohao... luving the bro, frenz and families ends-
[11:33 PM]



Un-titled.

Just changed my blog song to Simple Plan's - Untitled. Even tho' it's pretty an emo song but hell!! The song is really nice and good.. two thumbs up! haha... I ended work at 630 sharp today hee... happy happy. So headed home awhile lar, later meeting bro to hang out. Yupz! It was good day even tho' i kept dozing off in the office due to my medications and yah my insomniac night i had last night. BAHZ!

I've weird taggers. Bleahz don't care thanks for the comments tho', i'll work on it. :)

I shall rant on later! To the showerrrr...

"... life is all about how you lead it. than again, if a morsel of comment hurts you, than forget bout your life haha..."


-ends hoho luvin the bro frenz and families ends-
[8:07 PM]



Oh My GOD!

So i had a pretty low hanging entry earlier on, a pretty much something that the trick. haha well, guessed only a few know wat's going on heh* hint hint clue clue* ahaha.. let the mystery be unsolved... Oh yah so i'm not sleeping.. was watching tv and had a hearty chat with ma bro.. Oh my god!! Miss USA SHANDI FINNESSY! .. Yes i missed her. HAHA.. watched a telecast of the latest Miss USA pageant wellll.. was okie lar the winner still love my hoochie mama Shandi!!.. She's the life in plastic came to real. Ooo.. the drools for that lady...

So miss universe pageant right soon in 1st June.. will Singapore make it? Or it shall continue the tradition... we'll see we'll see... I guessed i oughta be spanked to sleep since i am working tml!! argh..

Pretty much a tiring day... posted pics of myself taken earlier in the day in town.. yes.. narcissitic me.. i can't help it ya!! hahaa... The weather's warm and i wanna sleep in a cosy cool weather... aiyo god ar.. give chance le!! cool cool abit lar.. Singapore so warm 24/7!! hahaha...

ok Beddy byes byes!

-27 more days-


-ends woohoo luvin the bro frenz and families ends-
[3:34 AM]




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[2:37 AM]

Monday, April 25, 2005


Oh Well.

Did something went wrong somewhere?
Did a speckle of fiction went through you?

What had happened?

It could be my imaginations, it could be the demons of the mind engulfing me from the inside. I do not know what had happened past few days. A distance became quite a distant now. I thought it was okaye but something hit me today. A morsel of negativity and avoidance were aroused. Did time cause the drift? I really hope not.. What was my offence? I'm still pondering and feeling guilty out of no reason. Did i do something wrong? Speak up and don't forever hold your speech please.

If i was wrong in anything i did, i gladly be guilty as charged.

But first what went wrong?

Today was out since 8, not for work but for my check up and went to the police station.. i didn't know what the outcome was but the medical results weren't showing any good signs. But i put a brave front and tell myself everything will be okaye. I kept it to myself the whole day long.
Went off to school to return some library books, headed off later to meet nadi with my head hanging low. Well, happiness is brought by my friends, i should cheer up so i did... Went around town and stuff with nothing going through my mind only slight glimpses of the negativity in my mind. Well, immediately i brushed it off.

Town was hot and empty. It was boring tho' but with the company of my friends i was delighted. It makes a hot weather cool. Even tho' intense feeling lay deep suppressed inside me, i manage to put a brave front regardless of what. Was smiling and enjoying my day tho'. Well again wanted to pour it all out to someone.. but can't seem to find the right person, for now. Well soon. :) Headed off home with Weimin and Nadi... a funny ride back. Well well.. tired after a whole day of hectic chaos.

"... please do not let time affect the drift in our strong bond friendship. If it does, let the future ties the bond even stronger than ever, a rainbow lies after a storm..."


-28 more days-


-ends i asked. luvin my bro, friendz and families ends-
[11:25 PM]



I Was Delighted!

What a freshing new look for my blog! Yesterday's edit to my blog skin really sucked... i didn't know what came into me... Now white+orange lookin pretty swell to me.. It shows signs of delight happiness and rejoice! no more gloomy me! Hahaha... happy happy happyyyy.. Initially added the new Coco Lee Song - No Doubt but the song quality was pretty bad.. so changed it to Basement Jaxx - Oh My Gosh... Yesterday song was crap lar... love songs in my blog~?! wootttzzzz... somebody slap me hahaha.. I just bought a new phone!!! for my mum lar... nokia 3230 in red!!! it was damn nice... hehehe mummy dear we shall trade ya some day!! hahahahaa..... any way lemme rant about Yesterday's black "excursion"...

Yesterday's clubbing at Chinablack with Bro, Ser, Tan Yan, Beat, Faith, Anny, Alex+his friend was spectacular. I missed everyone so much. Literally alot. And the er.. reunion last night was exceptionally great. Clubbed from 10pm until 430 am... wooo... that was endless. Seriously i had extremee fun. I missed all of them so muccchhh.... we were literally the centre of attention in black. Dancing on the podiums, everywhere actually. And of cos our endless bitching at Mac's it was so good. It was one of the best clubbing experiences without the consumption of alcohol. It is super duper good. R& B music... blasted and the butts grooved. Seriously we danced the night away.

We were wild. We got down and groove to all kinds of beats yesterday. It definitely brought back all our smiles back to our facesss... Happyy happy. I was extremely happy. Even people commented i looked damn happy while dancing. Which was weird becos i wasn't even bitchy last night! wahahahaa.... It was extremely fun man. Serious all of us had so much fun and was hoping the night was longer well.. yeah. but than all fun must come to an end. Headed home with bro, anny and alex. Damn it i really wished for yesterday again.

Friends definitely creates wonders. I bought my bro some Naruto thingie in Malaysia and passed it to him yes, and he likes it :) Well Naruto, he likes it one lar... Ya as i was saying friends creates wonders. It brought smiles, warmth, happiness and the youth in you back. Boy, we were delighted upon seeing each other. It was a good time out together :)

Well one fine day definitely, this will happen again :)

Woke up at 4pm today! GOsh it's been a while since i slept in. But than it was good. :)

i shall blogged again soon! happy moments running thru my mind which kept me smiling!

"..... enjoy life to the fullest, life is best at the positive side...."


-ends oh yeahhh luvin my bro and frenz and families ends-
[1:10 AM]

Saturday, April 23, 2005


Why Do You Love Me It's Driving Me Crazy.

Wootz. The song from Garbage, Why Do You Love Me, rawks. I have no idea why but it does. bleahz. Today work ended off at 130 sharp. Boy am i happy. :) Going China Black later on with Bro, Tan Yan, Serene, Beat, Faith and Anny. Yupz. Hope it'll be fun. I am so gonna dance my butt off. :)

In the midst of changing my blog skin and adding a crappy korean love song i guess. WAHAHAHA. the song will definitely trigger the people who ever watched the show in 2001 or on vcd. The sappy sad love story that costs every household in Singapore multiple dosage of tissues, toilet rolls or anything to wipe off the tears. Boy, that is one major tsunami incurred way b4 last year. It's called Autumn in my heart or the one in channel u it's called er.. Qiu Tian De Tong Hua? I guess... bleahz, gotta brush up on my mandarin (when did i ever?)

I am stumped with angelfire. I swear i can't remember how to open the song onto a webby to upload to my blog, that's why i'm stuck with the song from Jem eversince. I like the song but hell man, it needs a change. Rummaging.. rummaging rummaging. I am making a mess outta my room. And i don't know what i'm looking for. (bonkers).

I shall sleep in tml until after the break of sun and maybe until it sets or maybe better still until Monday and head off to work. But geez, there goes my weekend. bahz. Counting down counting down.... 4 more weeks :) Boy am i excited for tonight. :) Can't wait it though. Meeting everyone rox. Definitely. haha. Well okie gotta be going. And start to ponder on what to wear.

"... go with the flow and let everything a glow. not everything comes to a good end. live with it and enjoy whatever is left. we're in a world of evolutions.."


-29 more days-


-ends gotta get groovy, luving the bro, frenz and families ends-
[7:10 PM]



The Week Of Joy I Had.

Today marks the weekend and yes i have to go to work on a Saturday but at least it ends at 130. The whole of last week was good actually. I knocked off early eversince Tuesday. Rejoice! Rejoice! Shuffling my feet out of the office at exactly 630pm (or so to speak). It is definitely something to rejoice about. 4 weeks of SIP is over and another 4 more weeks. Time pasts by really fast.


4 more weeks of the missing-my-god-damn-bitches saga again.

4 more weeks until school reopens.
4 more weeks until i'm a senior.
4 more weeks until my pay lands in my bank.
4 more weeks.

Everything is good. "It's good to be missed"- quoted from my confidant :) Design school orientation is in 3 weeks time. Tick tock tick tock, it's worrying my ass. I can trust the new committee to do so with a tad of pushing and sense of urgency they'll do fine. I am definitely there for them. I'm the creative advisor not for nothing yeah...


Saturday well which is today, is Zouk's 14th anniversary. Tormented i am, i dunnoe where to go. Plans are made meeting up with my friendz today. If possible everyone. 4 weeks of SIP is definitely something catch up with them.

Zouk, Black or Coccolatte?

We'll see how the plan later is. I shall definitely cut my hair later. Don't know where la maybe this place beside my office called Scissorshand. Hmm... previously i had stripes shaven off the side of my head hmm how bout now...? hehe..


I've realised, i've become one of those office people who knocks off at 6 and always shoved their way thru the packed cabins of the train.

If you can't beat them, join them.
Well i am a DESIGNER yeah, not any ordinary worker that picks up any phone calls of makes coffee for the office peepz. SIP is making my physical appearance look bad. I look literally tired with those puffy eye bags and i am not alone. Jason have major pimples breakout with a wrong haircut that makes him looked puffed up (he claimed) nevertheless he is my brother, and the last time i saw him was 2 weeks ago. The wonderful world of telecommunications helps with our catching up. Wei min is shagged, i could tell from her looks. Poor girl. We all are dying of fatigue well to a certain extend the fatigue that kills benefits our knowledge. I saw Mel and she looked good. I miss her lots. Really lots. Met up with Nadi a few days back and missed her terribly god knows why. We chatted endlessly about Vietnam which i could tell that it would bring a tear of memory back for the both of us. We gladly accept any invitations to Viet*Nam. :)

Ok enough for now i guess. To the bed! Bah.


"...move on amigo, the world will never stop spinning and the more it does the more mature we get, life full of frets is definitely is a life full of regrets. Wake up and smell the coffee..."

- 29 more days -


-ends cooler than being cool. luving the bro, frenz and families ends-
[2:01 AM]

Thursday, April 21, 2005


I ATE U UP. HEH.

31 more days-


-ends luvin the bro, frenz and families ends-
[12:43 AM]

Tuesday, April 19, 2005


I've Been Weighed Down By My Undying Calories.

So the internship now is going well. But sitting down infront of the computer designing is really a sore. And yes, it just adds a pound to my, yes, still with me calories. Uh Huh. It's not going anyway baby. Anyway, ended work today at 11 which was again another long day. Well, the office peeps are nice bunchas. Proudly to be glad working there.


I'm bored. Well, i've got nothing to blog for now. Hee.. See ya'll!


-33 more days-


-ends luvin the people that i love haha luvin the bro, frenz and families ends-
[1:29 AM]

Monday, April 18, 2005


I guess i failed my mathematics!!

So far the countdown on how many days more to the end of my SIP is all wrong. Hahahaha. I dunnoe what and how come. Lol. from 46 days which i recounted back, it is actually..

34 MORE DAYS!

It's 12 days faster wahahaha.. good good 34 more days and i'll foresee many happy days spent with my friends and yes recuperation of my own life back. Yay! Herwin and Rashid+ sis will join to the trip with ma bro yippee! Funny, when i asked Herwin along he asked me sort off the same question and poof! We decide to combine our trips and better still he'll be getting all the deals YEEEEEHAAAAA.... and we're going on a trip to Malaysia BY PLANE! haha thanks to Herwin and Rashid! How exciting!!


Ooo went out with the mother earlier in the day to settle a particular situation. Well it's sorta solved. Well kinda. Bro called me up and chatted on the phone endlessly! Wootz and we were laughing our heads off and he kept joking.. "Dying ar?.." due to my irritable coughs and "husky sexy" voice. PUI. but hell of fun lar hahaha.. Our ramblings were retard, well at least it was meaningful to a certain extend. LoL.


Tomorrow gotta pass my orientation stuffs to the new committee. Hey I am the advisor now! Now bow infront of me~!!! wahah.. *kidding* Yup. So gonna meet Herwin, bro and wei min and who's ever there for dinner. :) It brought me smiles. I will definitely 100% knock off from work 7pm sharp. Due to an important appointment heh. Well it is important okay! It's ma frenz!! :) Happy happy..


So today wasn't that bad afterall. The coughs are diminishing.. NOT. D/led Miss Congeniality 2 and laughed my head off! haha..

Ok time to sleep b4 work tml! nitez all!! :)

-34 more days-


-ends coughsss luving the bro, frenz and families! ends-
[3:14 AM]

Sunday, April 17, 2005


Stupid Me Took Mc On Saturday.

Yes, someone knock my brains out. Please do. Tell me why did i take an MC on Saturday when it's only half a working day? Argh.

The cough is a killer. A tretcherous slow death which eats my vocal chords and tonsils away. It hurts so bad i feel like coughing my throat out. My voice is so hoarse i think a toad sounds better croaking.
No, Tobey, IT'S NOT HUSKY SEXY.

How stupid could Tobey be when he told me that i sounded sexy. Met up with Stephanie and Tobey earlier on at Siglap for Coffee..
Do i even care that the throat is such killer, well still swallowed down a grande caramel fraphuccino.

If you can't beat them, join them. Sore loser isn't it?... NOT. Stupid me again thought the cool ice chips of the drink wouldn't soothen down the throat (which i clearly know the content of sugar it in kills too.) Haa, here i am coughing with a scruffy irritating nasalised voice.

Picture this: Tweety bird + Sylvester the cat + Daffy Duck + Daphne Khoo (Sg idol). Mix their voices up and i sound exactly like them. Nope, i am not exaggerating.
So Steph and Tobey had a good laugh at me. Hmph. >.<
Went off later on to help out at the Children's home today. So happy to see these kids faces. They look so delighted when i hand out chocolates to them haha. Well happy them, happy me :)
Headed home around 7+.

Took a nap which i think i whizzed while i slept. (like u guys need to know that)

Haha caught True Files on tv and blardie my InP&A lecturer CHIN KEAN KOK also known as KK to us, acting. Corny shitass! hhahaa All retrofied, tight pants, long sleeved shirt and corny specs. It freaked the hell out of me. Laughed my head off and told Serene, Bro, Mich and Maht about it.. i dunnoe whu tell by the way haaha..
if only there were screen shots of it i would post it up in my blog haha...

My saga off missing my friends and brother guess ended off. Well, i do miss them but not as much. Pre-occupied with work. Like i said earlier in my entries, picture paints a thousand words. They are always in my wallet :)
I must look forward for the end of my Internship. I'll foresee many cherishable times together with them! Graduating soon. That dampens me.
Toking bout being sad.
MY BOTTLE OF OPENED BOMBAY SAPPHIRE IS MISSING.
Now that dampens me as well. ARGH.

Anyway i shall stay all night and sleep all day tml haha and maybe head to chomps tomorrow in the night aye? Well tomorrow er today.. er u guys noe wat i mean. Considering the time that i blogged! haha..

Cheerios.

-46 more days-

-ends hell yeah! lovin the bro, frenz and families ends-
[4:08 AM]

Saturday, April 16, 2005


I do not need to know your misery.
I care no less.


You live the way you want it to be.
So accept the fact.


The world is kind.
But it seem not to you.


Life is unpredictable.
You became unbelievable.


Not in good way.
Never will it be.


From now on.
I shall be happy old me.


Sweet dreams my S.G. ex.

Shag me. Sleep now. I'm in a happy mood but decide to contradict myself with a useless and full of hatred entry. Bleahz. haha.


-47 more days-


-ends i slept in toilet again. luving the bro, frenz, and families-
[12:54 AM]

Thursday, April 14, 2005


Joy To Clean Hotel Toilets!

So i'm working at Orchard's Le Meridien Hotel, and occasionally my toilet trip is greeted with a nice sniff of air freshener, fresh orchids, soothing music and nice clean cubicles. Yes, the cubicles are so clean sometimes i would take a 5 min nap in there haha! The cold marble tiles simply adds on with the cool surrounding of the toilet. Hahaha... Call me weird, the hotel toilet aka nap room.


Work have been catching up lately, and with that time passes by really fast in the office. Which is good! Except after lunch, i feel god damn sleepy after eating. Typical Fat Old me. I dunnoe what i did during the past few days, it triggered my cough back. It's a bad one this time.

I agree with Michelle, ever since i ate at Arnold's, the throat inflammation have been bothering me to the core.
NO ARNOLD'S ANY MORE

Discovered a microwave in the material store room. God knows why isit there but weird placing for a microwave to be there. I'm happy when everyday i knock off at 630 or 7 it's the right timing. Hehehe... Got home, rest, 'internet-ed', watch some tv and fell asleep. Which now i am awake god knows for what reasons. But i promise myself to sleep immediately after i blog, so that i won't take naps in toilet anymore, even the thought of it is pretty fun..


Wootz, anyone into clubbing this sat? Next Sat or the next next Sat? Hahaha..


Oh yah, so is anyone up to go to Redang Island or KL at the end of May so to speak? Well... a well deserve break after the tretcherous SIP taking up our whole holidays, skipping 2 days of school or so wouldn't be a problem right~?! hehe..

Redang Island Or KL for 4 days(the other 2 days are weekends) at the end of May..
Interested parties tell me before the 1st of May 2005 ya!

So much anticipated fun lies after the SIP period hahaha..


-48 more days-


-ends wootz!! luving the bro, frenz and families ends-
[12:30 AM]

Wednesday, April 13, 2005



Mighty Fine I Guess.


Ok, i was doing some self reflection, and i decided to have my care-free happy life back! :) Yay! haha.. Guess i'm trying all means to make myself feel uplifted than to feel down because of these reasons..


1. When i feel down, everything seems boring and irritating.

2. Laughter is the best medicine.
3. When you are peace at heart, everything will go smoothly.
4. I don't like feeling down and depressed because it sucks!
5. I became someone who i was not.

I met up with jason, ma bro juz now (like at last) We talked endlessly until loosing the track of time. :) He told me that if i have peace at heart, everything goes smoothly. We tend to miss our past. He told to look up at things in a happier way. We learn and developed maturely as time goes by. Alot has happened causes the things we do now are more mature. Getting in touch with the inner child seemed to uplift the spirits in us :)


Thank god for Jason he puts the smile back on me. after sulking endlessly when the SIP began, it brought to my attention what's the point of being sucky~?! I'm working in a good company. I'm doing things that i enjoy. The people are nice to me. Yah. Even though i'm missing my friends but so what~? I have my after work and weekend schedules to meet up with them and catch up :) I hope i am going to lead the carefree life i used to lead. Enjoy every waking moment in life.


I am known for my carefree life. I am known for the smile i carry everywhere. I should not just abandon it just like that.


I clear things out of my mind hoping for the better. Even though now times are tough, i put aside my problems and be happy! hahaha...


MR HAPPY IS BACK WAHAHAHAHAAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAA

Wooo.. blogging... just now met up with my brother! wahaha damn fun... long time since we catch up. We talk everything under the sun with the company of a cheese prata and milo dinosaur wahaha..


So we're thinking of going back Viet. hahaha.. We talked bout Vietnam endlessly the clubs the drinks and everything woootz! hahaha. So we are going thru tough times. We gave advices to each other and now :) similing hahah.. ok i got to go now!! Wootzz ciaoz~


CLUBBING!! haha..


49 more days


-ends atlast!! :) luving me bro, frenz and families ends-
[1:31 AM]

Tuesday, April 12, 2005


BAHZ.

As depressing as it sounds, i am on the verge of losing my sanity.


Seriously, i have been feeling so low that even the ground doesn't feel low enough. Damn it. I came back from work today really, really feeling very lost, uncertain and again empty. This really annoys me because i never like this feeling. It hurts so bad that it's giving me a migraine.


I don't know what's missing at all. I guess really, it's my friends and brother.


I haven't seen them or hang out with them for so long that it begins to eat me up from the inside. I miss them a bunch until it hurts.

BUT
SIP, is not a bad thing at all i do not why time and time again, it feels like it's torturing me. SIP i guess because of the time taken away from me to spend time with my friends and brother really is too much. Shit am i gonna suffer from depression?? I guess not... bleahz..

Never have i been in town, alone, for a week straight worse still, having my lunch with normally the company of my newpaper and ronald macdonalds. This is sick. I feel like calling in sick but, i need the greens to, well, to save up for somethin... i guess something that is worth saving for.


Really counting down the days...


Like sand through the hour glass those are the days of my life lol..


bro, my friends.. everyone -cries-


-50 more days-


-ends ouch. luvin the bro, frenz and families ends-
[1:48 AM]

Monday, April 11, 2005


My mind is not keeping still.

I've got alot going on in my mind that i do not know where to begin. But for now, i have that weird feeling that's eating up the void in me.

I'm feeling empty.
My heart's hollow. The boredom, the interaction between friend's are lacking now. I seriously, missed them alot.

I demand my life back.


Now memories invade the mind. Memories, that left a mark in me. It vividly lingers and gives me current flashbacks which pinches the sentimental side of me. Some things were meant to be and something were just left aside. I guess poly life is the significant turning point for me. Getting to know alot of wonderful and not so wonderful people.


Friends make up my life, because i come from the only child (ya like all say pampered bastard, which i don't think so at all!) i treasure them alot... Gotten to know my brother was helluva memory, considering i thought he was this typical ah beng and gangster which turns me off. BUT... things change, i foresee him as someone i look up to and he foresees me the same way. The ah beng he is, he manage to be my best friend and i proudly admit my only brother! We have a special bond which envies alot. This bond do stir up lots of misconceptions, arguments and hatred. But as brothers we are, we understand each other and became the best of friends of who we are now.

Blessed. :)


Well my friends, they're a joyful bunch. They complain, they whine, they bitch, they spend, they care and they loved. I love them lots. I guess literally i went through hell with them. Well what are friends for right~?. My friends have their individuality that i admire truly. A persona that is truly remarkable. I can't mention names because.. it goes forever and ever but i know you guys know who you are :) I am proud of my friends and gladly be part of their social life.


Guess the hollowness now, is the period where i'm missing the misses. As independent as i am but my friends and my brother are my confidant. :) They put the smile back to my heart and seals up the void but fill it with joy and laughter.


The SIP - Super Intensive Punishment, well is not that bad but still, if takes away the life i have from my friends and my bro, it is a punishment for me hehe. Well, i'm counting the days until i reached the peak of my SIP, 21st may... So look forward after the working torture ends..


-51 days more -

-ends hollow. luving my bro, frenz and families ends-
[1:41 AM]

Sunday, April 10, 2005


The heat is getting into me

I woke up today in sweats. Yes, i think today is extremely warm. Intensifying heat, really i kept taking cold showers just to cool myself down. I wished it was raining heavily now, where i could snuggle up in bed and prepare for work tomorrow.


I'm bored. SIP made me realised how much i miss school and especially my friends. SIP is not a bad thing at all, is just the time spent with my frenz are minimalized. Even meeting with my best friend seemed to be, scheduled. You don't schedule to meet up with ur friends, is just wrong..


Yes, to meet up with my friends and best friend is so tough. The worse part is that, scheduling to meet up which sometimes doesn't even work due to last minute shitz. Pretty sad.

:( There's literally alot of things that happen, and talking on the phone doesn't seem right at all. Quality spent is much needed here. Miss them alot. I know i've been working for 2 weeks but 2 weeks seemed a whole long stretch..

Carrying pictures of my pals and my best friend in my wallet sure helps especially when times i'm lonely at work or lunching alone. Yes it helps, picture paints a thousand words, but still it dampens me when i can't get to meet them instead they are replaced by mere pictures. Haiz...


I understand thoroughly whatever everyone is going through now and time is of the essence. But containing up my shitz in myself really made me feel sore but i covered it up with a fake smile. Well i guess this doesn't matter, everyone is preoccupied with their hectic schedule.


Overall i miss my friendz and my brother badly, as quality time is missing somewhere or somehow...


To my brother..

The road is long
With many a winding turn
That leads us to who knows where
Who knows where
But I'm strong
Strong enough to carry him
He ain't heavy, he's my brother

So on we go
His welfare is of my concern
No burden is he to bear
We'll get there
For I know
He would not encumber me
He ain't heavy, he's my brother

If I'm laden, at all
I'm laden, with sadness
That everyone's heart
Isn't filled with the gladness
Of love for one another
It's a long, long road
From which there is no return
While we're on the way to there
Why not share
And the load
Doesn't weigh me down at all
He ain't heavy he's my brother
He's my brother
He ain't heavy, he's my brother



To my friendz..

And I never thought I'd feel this way
And as far as I'm concerned
I'm glad I got the chance to say
That I do believe I love you
And if I should ever go away
Well then close your eyes and try
To feel the way we do today
And then if you can remember ...

Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for

Well you came and opened me
And now there's so much more I see
And so by the way I thank you
And then for the times when we're apart
Well then close your eyes and know
These words are coming from my heart
And then if you can remember ...

Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
In good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for


(*Thats what friends are for*)


-ends haiz.. luving my brother, friends and families... ends-
[9:34 PM]

Saturday, April 09, 2005


Big Fish, Small Fish.

Big Fish Small Fish in an ice box. shopping shopping haha lalala.. well ya corny shitz. I went to the TP Dinner and Dance today at Hyatt Hotel.. well it was pretty okie.

DRESS UP DAE! haha..
Wore a long sleeve white shirt, black tailored pants, a black shawl, my hat and my bling bling chain. hehe.. love what i wore today. HAHA!
FALA WON PROM QUEEN WOOHOOO with our supports of course.. won the sash and a Motorola some weird supersonic technique hyper palm top phone. hahaha.. cool huh...
Overall was nice to catch up with some friends at the dinner hehe..

Went off with ma bro after the DND, he headed off to tamp to settle some i guess we-all-know-what-problem... and i went to settle my shitz.. and last minute decision.. TO GO CHINABLACK so went to pasir ris.. than went off to collect anny's dress and off to black.. Black was pretty empty.. as in i can regard it as empty la ahaha.. But it was okie la...


Left in a hurry becos my brother went missing.. how i noe?

HIS MUM CALLED ME. pengx.. so she was worried... and the reason that made me worried...
so went off from clubbing and tried to search for him at the last spot i left him, Tamp Mall... On the way there... he called.. say he's a ok.. back and apologise and stuff... @#@$!$!!@~%@ went back home haha.... lemme see... 25++++++ for taxi fare hahaha... nvm la for a brother sake :)

ok tired now off to sleep.. :)


-ends coughing luvin my bro, frenz and families ends-
[4:44 AM]

Friday, April 08, 2005


Under The Weather.

I started work in the new company and the first day lasted me for 12 hours in the office. Yes tiring but i wasn't complaining, in fact the task given to me was pretty challenging and fun. I was to collaborate with another designer on doing this prestigious condo in KL... called Suria Stonor.

Yes weird name, it's built infront of the twin towers and i thought it was some weird condo or project but the condo is well established in Malaysia... checkout the webbie

The Condo


Enjoying my SIP but i caught with the flu bug and a terrible migraine. Sheesh. The migraine is a killer. The thumping, the pounding it's all too much to take. Argh. But it'll be over real soon :) Look onto the positive side of things yipee!..


Going KL soon for my SIP site visit. ain't that cool? haha..


Plasterglass suck. I.D. Dept rocks.


It's 330 and i am still awake considering work being in 4 hours time so to speak. God damn it. Was out with weimin, herwin, nadi, rasheed.. miss them bunches. Haiz. SIP just proves the worthy of life and friendship. Damn it.

Gimme back my life.
(well, at least SIP gives me the greens.)

I miss Mel, I miss Ser, I miss Beat, I miss TY.. I miss everyone. Oei.. i never mention ur names doesn't mean i dun miss ya'll ya, hello.. with the amt of frenz i have? u want me to type it out ar.. >.<..


Life is crazy for me now. So much things are being going around. The weird antics. The confessional weirdoes. The Hectic schedule and again THE PILE OF SHIT CALLED PROBLEMS ain't getting any lesser.. argh..


I miss that black box in my living room.


Well, itchin to have fun relax and more joy. After the SIP that is. :)


"the facts never get into the brains of relentless people, infact, they regard the fact as fiction and fiction as fact. Then again, the joke is on you. Intelligence is never the issue. priority responsibility is being dismissed. What about the dignity? "


-ends tired and sick. luvin the bro, frenz & families ends-
[3:23 AM]

Tuesday, April 05, 2005


The Long Winding Road.

YESTERDAY...
602pm - Get Ready for the much anticipation movie!
610pm - To the busstop and got onto 38 towards Tamp Mall
623pm - Bro msged, "Gotta work OT.."
627pm - Alighted at Expo and crossed over to get the opposite bus back..
636pm - Back home feeling low [bye bye movie.. again..]

TODAY...
536pm - Bro msged, "finish work le.. on de way to Tamp Mall"
540pm - I am in the office doing autocad..
623pm - Still in the office
625pm - I msged bro, "I think u go home first than to wait for me.. sorry.."
628pm - In the office feeling low [bye bye movie.. again.. again..]

I will never get to watch my show :( how saddening..

Anyway, my dispatchment from Plasterglass have open up a new door for me in a new, established, damn cool, designerish company called... The iD Dept. Pte Ltd. COoll.. The webbie is below..
DARN COOL. It's literally an interior design company, from the way the company is er.. interior designed ya!.. and guessed where was i interviewed... haha.. Le Meridien's Hotel Lobby haha..
I'm starting work again tml from 930 till 630 :)

Well elated i am workin in a new company. :) Oh ya.. the headache still lingers. LoL. Went off to school earlier on.. well the whole sch lects know regarding my erm.. weird firing. Earnest is being a kind soul and is investigating it for me. I might say, the lecturers know me best and have their trust me. Cherished them lots.
One solution Earnest came up with.. Plasterglass is suffering from Monetary Problems, so they decided to give one intern up. Yeah.
Damn u plasteric company shitass policy. bleahz.

Oh Ya The police called earlier today to help out with my fight case.. well.. some of u dunnoe la..
My mum went down to the cops today to take down her statement and stuff blah blah interogation shit. This Saturday is my turn. Well, die u bastards. You are so gonna deserve it.
The Mr Nice-Policeman-with-a-fake-angmoh-accent had a long talk with me. Yah. So we'll see wat happen..

Everyone's shagged with SIP, as for me, problems are accumulating like assignments. Well one down, my SIP problem is pretty much solved. Still, the war in my brain will just never end. I wanna confide my probs to my best friend, but we're in the same boat. His problems are my problems, well nevertheless our problems are just piling up like shit in the toilet bowl.

A timeout is best needed for now. Sigh.

Thank You to those who show concerned for me during my SIP problematic pass few days. It was much appreciated. =)

Thank You to those helped me out big time. Now the justice is served hee..

Tired.. It's a long road ahead..

"Believin in Karma, and never believe in the destiny where fate and lies live? Why bother.. Pui.. if avengence is the solution of all problems, than suffering is the root of your solutions.... "

-ends long long road. luvin the bro, frenz & families ends-
[10:03 PM]

Monday, April 04, 2005


The War My Brain Is having.

The World War III is in my brain. Argh! Yes i am having a major headache. The poundings, thumping, the screaming. It's engulfing my whole skull.
MIGRAINE.
Damn it. ouch.

Aida helped me out :) I thank her, thank god like literally THANK YOU. She gave me another company called. The I.D. Dept Pte Ltd at Orchard's well known Le Meridien. Yeah tml at 5 i am meeting up with the boss there. :) Cool huh.

I wanna thank all my friends for praying and giving me well wishes it's much appreciated. Thanks alot. It does lift my hopes up :)

I hope everything is for the best now hee..

I was the dip show yest. Whoah. Pretty impressive. They did up Timberlux pretty nicely done. Clean cut sleek, industrial but yet contemporary. Very well done i might say.
Yay yay yay like yay!! going to watch miss congeniality 2 at lasttt my super duper only free time today literallyyy... so off to meet brooo :) yiippeee miss congeniality! tee! happy boy hereee movieee haha..
Ok i shall blog later at night. :)

-ends luvin the bro, frens and families ends-
[6:01 PM]

Sunday, April 03, 2005


Traumatised.

I am traumatised of what had happen today. My mind is in a definite whirl. This all adds up the problems in myself. Containing it myself will soon take it's toll. Bro, told me nicely not to succumb to tears no matter what. When there's a will, there is a way. I can't do anything but hope, pray, wished that justice is served. Mich and Izzy, u guys are my only hope.

The both of you knows what happened, you guys know what i did do and did not do. Back me up. It worries me like hell. My friends are being nice to me asking how am i and stuff, but all i can answer is fine and pray for the betta.
*Confused. Sad. Pissed.*

I should be positive. The injustice will be sentenced and the justice will be served.

Happy Thots! Happy Thots!

Anyone catched Miss Singapore Universe on the telly.... Whoah.. the winner well, pretty much acceptable, typical Singapore girl but witty intelligent answers. Speaks good english and a body with abs like that~!? that's a first in this pageant! I was rooting for Natasha Riard, not only is she tall but pretty with a distinct mature look but witty playful answers and a tinge of flirtatious acts. Pretty much a confident young lady. :)

I shall sleep for now. The body's tired. The heart's feelin low. But i'll get better :)

Damn You Plasterglass.

-ends why does it always rain on me? luvin me bro. luvin me frienz. luvin me families ends-
[3:12 AM]

Saturday, April 02, 2005


Tralala.

I am a happy boy today. Tired but happy :) Met Weimin, Nadi and Herwin.. Fala.. etc.. damn miss them so so much. Ever since the work started, it seem so hard to catch up. Made an effort to meet up with them cos i miss them bunches. haha.

Ok so today's Arpil fool's but it seemed so much fun when we're back in Sec/Pri Sch days. In the working world, everything seems to be forgotten. Bleahz.
Certain pranks are done are just lame whereas some well, they just made a fool of themselves. haha. Their only way out is defending themselves with god knows what reasons or excuses to cover up their unworthy act.
But it was all done in the mere of April Fool's Day.

Tml' work will end off at 1. Half day ba. But what happen to the 5 day policy? hahaha.. doesn't it apply to design firms as well?
>.<

Woooooo... Dip Show tml and Sun All da best ya'll! lol..

Hmm nothing much to blog today plain boring day. Hahha.. So we'll see tml! anything exciting or so! See ya'll...

-ends hohohoh.. coughs. lol luvin the bro, frenz & families-
[2:14 AM]

Friday, April 01, 2005


It's All About You.

Damn I am addicted to that song. It gives the retro feel, the nostalgic couple mood. I LIKE haha. Anywayz, today was damn busy with work. Perspective rendering and contracting writng. Literally, in my firm, InPA came into good use. Thanks KK!

Michelle fell sick after lunch poor thing.. hope she get's well man!!

Wootz!! Blog War! Blog WARRRRRR! *RoaR*
But than shall the advice my friends and all give me..
Ignorance is BLISS hahaha..

Like i say i needed to break from life. Well i am actually. Making every moment the best out of it and you don't see me complaining!! Wahaha.. Just came back from 7-11 with ma bro... just slack talk. Bored. Tired but bored.

Damn me.. my hands are itchy to GET A NEW PHONE!! NOOOOOOOOO IZK NO IZKKKKK... i just got my 6260.. tsk tsk.. my inner demons are engulfing my mind. damn it.
Ser, Weimin, Herwin, Beat, Mel, Ty.. everyone in design sch.. i miss u guyz.. -cries- the work is tiring right? But hey super beneficial. :)
Meet Up One Day Yeah! hahaz...

Oh yeah hehe... Michelle ask me and bro along to Hawaii during May.. hmm and we thot of going!! damn cool hehehhee...
(a story lies beyond this trip)
2nd - 3rd April... yoohooo... Dip SHow Timberlux Design School crooners peeps come watch 1-9pm!

Oh Oh i forgot ... Jason and me.. decided if you taggers are unhappy with us.. come meet us lor we settle hehehe.. We shall book the esplanade and tell the story from A-Z. hahaha..

Off to bed for nowww.. .byeee..

-ends luving the brudderrr, the friendz and families ends-
[2:18 AM]



Name: Izkandar Sa'ad
------Only child
Birthdate: 30 | 09 | 1985
Occupation: Designer

Achtung! Achtung!
Hah! Never judge the silent exterior this dude carries. Once known, his personality explodes in a myriad of colours. Besides his love for design, he loves his friends to the core. Unfortunately, he's always taken granted for because he's a damn wuss for friendship :/ Oh well. Superficially, he loves the brands and he wants to be FAMOUS! ;)

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DOC Refresh 2005
Vietnam Trip
AfterDARK Halloween Party
Genting Trip
TP Dinner&Dance
Hong Kong Trip
20th Birthday Bash
Zoukout 2005
Balcony and Sheeshafied CNY @ Jason's
Supper @ Bukit Timah Camera Whorific
Nadiah's Surprise Farewell Dinner
Liyana's 20th Birthday
Lau Pa Sat & M.O.S
TDS Diploma Show 06
DOC Ignite 2006
Subafied!
Wei Min's 21st Birthday
Fala's 22nd Birthday
Jason turned 21 Dragon Platoon Four Bbq BMT Passing Out Parade
My 21st @ Swissotel
My 21st Birthday Bash
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Christmas Affair 06
Guardroom REunites*
Jason turned 23
DOC Radical 2007
Glamour in the POOL
Designer's Strikes Back
Tourism Awards 2008
Ann Siang Hill Fun
My 1st TPT Gathering
The Life in GREEN then
Flea FLy Fo Fun
my ORD package Chalet
Zouk's Very Plus One
Zouk's Beatnik Picnic
Velvet's 14th Anniversary
Zouk's DMC Dj Technic
Shawn's 21st Birthday
Up the Flyer!
Wei Min's Farewell Dinner
Wei Min's Gdbye Part 1
Wei Min's Gdbye Part 2
Hari Raya 2008 yo!
Turningtwentythree
Raya 08 With TP Peeps
Smitten Anniversary
My TP Design Era
Christmas Affair 08
FashionHeliRebel!
Liyana's 23rd
Batam Trip 09
Coldplay Vivalavida!
Topshop|Topman Shoot 1
Topshop|Topman Shoot 2
Jason's 24th
Random Mobile Uploads
Fala's Wedding!


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