Barbeque's and FYP's
Was at East Coast yesterday while i wait for Nadi to knock off from work and head to Nad's bbq. I tell you, East Coast was pack as hell. You can't even find a trinkle of sand left on that darn beach which is yes, polluted by such distinguished creatures called, HUMANS. Seriously, i am not exaggerating here. Tents, lorries, mats, i have no idea what these people bring to the beach but hell yeah they sure occupy an entire territory there. Unfortunately for them, it began pouring. Where everyone hurdled into those pavillions. Squashing them all together, groping each others family members not knowingly, they grope the wrong family member. Eek. The essence of the beach is truly lost and populated in the sense. Where was i? Sitting at the comfort of the cafe while i watch all these intriguing events pass by me. Hardy har har.
So yes, barbeque, we head too. Considering grabbing a cab during the new year is want torment i shall not relive again. We were rather early for the barbeque though which is yes, occupied by the family first. What we malays say, "segan lah.." to enter. Direct translation, PAISEH lor. Aiyo. The "hello's" and "come makan" greeted us. Which was very inviting. Which made Nadi dive into the buffet immediately, sorta. Great food comes with great company, while the family slowly heads back, the friends slowly appears. Wee. It was sorta like a mini Bedok View cum TP design school gathering, cause so far that's the only people i know la. Bleahz. A pretty small world we live, when the conversation of, "hey i know you" comes in. Yeap. Met the cousin there as well, boy it was a long long long time since i met him, which dated way back until the secondary school years. Hah. It was a nice catch up session =).
And Nad, we bid you farewell and take care always, i'll go up to Brisbane soon, I HOPE. LOL.
Oh, i did mentioned that i have a tiny bit of FYP left didn't i? Which, yes, i dread to start with but i shall. I will! Considering it's the last bit of it all, i shall partaye, partaye and partaye! Ooo wee. Tell me why am i not a Zouk this very moment? When Paul Van Dyke is spinning. Haiz. Here i sit full of anguish considering the amount of fun i could have at Zouk. Haiz pity the pitiful. Turdy tsk tsk. I'm gonna head off to complete off the work now. =P
I miss Jason.
I miss Wei Min.
I miss Serene.
I miss Beatrice.
I miss Melissa.
I miss Rongsen.
I miss Maht.
I miss Michelle.
I miss Izyan.
I miss Liyana.
I miss Weijian.
I miss Tan Yan.
I miss Denise.
I miss Herwin.
I miss Vicky.
I miss Jacqueline.
I miss Esther.
I miss Veroy.
Hell Yeah, that's only a part of my IAD family and i missed all of them badly.
(p.s. if names not mention sorri le, like i say I MISS ALL THE IAD PEOPLE =P)
"...i've got the magic stick..."
Gong Hei Fat Choi
It is that season again. When the whole country is painted with red and gold (not literally of course). The Lunar New Year falls on a really awkward date for us, IADians. Sandwiched between our submissions,
Officially, i can really proclaimed that i have nothing to do and i am darn bored. They say the boredom gets to you in the future but for my case, it had attacked me now. Argh. If i can go on, i'll just chant the word bored relentless causing it to be such a severe eyesight disorder to those reading my entries. BLEAHZ. Not wanting to have sore eyeballs with pus flowing out during such festive period aye. Heh.
When the school ended, it hit me real quick that i really miss my IAD family badly already. Believe it or not, i'm quite a sentimental guy (pukes all over the floor). I sure do gonna miss the late nights in the studios, the rushing of work; i repeat the RUSHING of work. Bleahz. I am gonna miss the people i've grown close too through out the past 3 years. Oh well, whatever that is left of it before i officially graduate, i shall cease the opportunity to enjoy every moment.
Slap me quick, but the brother made me addicted to sappy chinese love songs. Help. I may torment such agonising torture but hell yeah, these sappy songs damn, THEY ARE REALLY SAPPY. I have no clue what each song meant or maybe i do; the obvious ones that is especially phrases like "WO AI NI" is being repeated endlessly. Definitely, by the end of the song, i do get the picture aight. So driving with the best friend in his car definitely, turns my world around after he blasts such songs. The tunes runs through my ears and i definitely had manifest them thoroughly causing such liking. I know the pain to use such word.
The next thing i know i'll be lining up in some queue wanting to catch some 5566 thingie. SCARY.
It is nothing but a nightmare. It is nothing but a nightmare. It is nothing but a nightmare.
It's been a while since i really typed something out. Oh well. I'm free now. I'll be typing away until the blardie buttons go sore on me. Twiddle dee.
I miss everyone badly already, eh help me le?!
Before i end it off... to all my oriental peeps, enjoy the holidays and have a festive and prosperous new year!
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"...i miss everyone!!!..."
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Like finally. Okie i may have exaggerate it a little. Well FYP is definitely 95% over. The final submission was yesterday at 5pm and yes, again i repeat it's over. Wednesday the submission of our processes and working drawings, practically nothin much but nitty gritty stuffs. Well. let me repeat that phrase again, IT'S OVER. Finally. Long tretcherous days and nights and it comes to an end.
It means, it's the end which marks a new beginning. Now that is another story to tell. Let me have my ever so precious sleeping time. =)
"...i've began to miss everyone already..."
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Busy busy i am going crazy. Let's see 3 more whorish days left before i end this Final fucking year project. All hail to it man. Alright, back to the damn thing.
"...ding dong..."
Seeking Comfort In Pain
I'm going crazy with the world. As a matter of fact, i'm going crazy that's revolve's around me. Why does it hurt so bad when you unknowingly began to develop irrelevant characteristics of your past self? Everything tends to crumble all at one shot, because knowingly you know you'll break down sooner or later.
When the mind churns such mind games, the heart depicts a story that tells another. When a discovery or accidental issues is being notified, you question yourself. You can't help it but to brood over it for a while. Which makes the unpleasant and unwanted feeling to another.
The level of trust still maintains, though a fracture developed.
Why do relationships and friends at times makes you cry?
Why do you think you find someone you can trust but in the end you can't?
Why does everything happens all in a shot?
Why does instincts tell you so but the mind tell you not?
Why do we deal with others but not to accept who they are?
Why do inteference causes pain?
Why do complete families at times argue alot?
Why do we take advantage of everything around us?
Why do times like this, loneliness is your best friend?
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What have i done?
The turmoils makes yourself go crazy. The dependant independent could really eat you up from the inside causing alot of pain but as the majestic chameleon, it covers. Discovery and distance leads to such agony. Disappearance would be good. Along this long road i walked, never it was covered with flowers but overwhelms the trail of nails piercing through you on each everytime. The endless horizon, the endless pain. Forgive and forget is always in vain. Right now, i am seeking comfort in all my pain. Tears.
"...she. he. them. why do i always hurt the ones i care?..."
camera whoring when FYP gets onto our nerves. Mighty fun i tell you!! =P
Alcoholic
I just realised, i drink alot when i'm frustrated. I'm turning into an alcoholic. It really puts my adrenaline at it's peak. With blood rushing to my brain, i felt that i guess, that instant climatic moment tend to push away all frets and regrets; which is what i am going through this very moment. It's not good for me; as a matter of fact it's sinful, literally. I should change my habit because it doesn't do any good. Hmph. (my coffee concoction right now, has bailey's in it bleahz)
Random-ness
I'm sure many of you watched the recent taping of the Oprah Winfrey show in Chicago where her guest was Tommy Hilfiger.
On the show, she asked him if the statements about race he was accused of saying were true.
Statements like"..."If I'd known African-Americans, Hispanics, Jewish and Asians would buy my clothes, I WOULD NOT have made them so nice. I wish these people would *NOT* buy my clothes, as they are made for upper class white people."
His answer to Oprah was a simple "YES".Where after she immediately asked him to leave her show.
My suggestion? Don't buy your next shirt or perfume from Tommy Hilfiger. Let's give him what he asked for. Let's not buy his clothes, let's put him in a financial state where hehimself will not be able to afford the ridiculous prices he puts on his clothes.
BAH!
12 more friggin' days before i am actually done with school. WeeEee.
I don't really know what to blog but here are some shit of what i'm feeling now.
Take away the sensation inside,
Bittersweet migraine in my head,
It's like a throbbing toothache,
Of the mind,
I can't take this feeling anymore
Drain the pressure from the swelling,
This sensations overwhelming,
Give me a long kiss goodnight,
And everything will be alright,
Tell me that I won't feel a thing
Give me novocaine
"....i need my brother and my friends. duh...."
It Won't Be The Last of Me
Of whatever happened yesterday between my and my "girlfriend", i'll just leave it on yesterday. Everything was thrown to me bluntly and i was stranded in this relationship that ended profusely fast, which i know if certain situations and scenarios are not being brought upon, i wouldn't be as devastated as i am now. I am not even allowed to have a morsel of contact? They gotta be kidding me. It's about time the fresh air of the millenium kicked in. Or at least have all of you conservative people a little nudge in the brain, that hey maybe YOU ARE LIVING IN 2006 not 1956. *roll eyes*
It won't be the last of me and it won't be the last of us. Trust me, if everything that was said and done was a matter of fact "the right thing to do"? i guess it's wrong. Everything was plain judgmental and abhoringly hurtful to make a 2o year guy to choose such responsibilities and parties. As much respect i give them, i guess the amount returned is minimal. If they think this is one crude entry, think again what have they done. If self reflection doesn't help, i guess humanity had run out of it's last straw.
I am furious because of the fact that they'd rather severe a perfect relationship because of such witty gritty nonsense. And the fact that such vintage attitude is still being applied here really burns my friggin' head. It wasn't my first time being tormented by such conservational attitude. It's either you guys just live with it without causing problems to other people or be perished with such high technology which apparently overwhelms the shit out of you . For goodness sake! There is alot of anger in the entry but the heart still sinks deeper every second. I am not allowed to talk or at straightened things out with her. I won't let this devour me.
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Easily said, if you think my agony is your delight? TRY HARDER.
Back to my life or whatever that is left>>
I miss the rain already. The good old Mr Sun decided to appear, again. I miss the cold nights, my wishes for leg warmers. The icicles on my leg had melted. =P Oh well i do hope the rain visits us soon =) RIGHT NADI? lol
Right, yesterday's trip to Chinatown was funneh because of Rongsen's and Weijian's attempt to have the festive mood in me when i don't even celebrate such festival (which deep in my heart i would love too!) Times like this i wish i could be a chinese, hardy haha. To devour baqwa to my heart content and swallowing down tretcherous amounts of alcohol as though there is no tomorrow without the slightest sin-feeling LOL. To understand and speak mandarin so i won't be left out in conversations with my friends. Boy oh boy, there are the times when i wished i was off another race and religion and definitely there are the times you are thankfully right where you roots are. I think in the future, i shall celebrate such festivals because of the not the religious rules but to actually enjoy and understand it to bring holidays too a much deeper meaning =)
Alright, back to work.
"...you're plain crazy..."
A Time Out
Alright i was at Chinatown today with Weijian and Rongsen after our project meeting at URA. I had a nice day with them so yah. Ok con-currently, i don't really have a mood to blog, but i just feel the urge to do so.
Okaye, i don't know why do they have to really push to such circumstances and make me choose. I'm only 20, turning 21 this year and i have a long journey to go before i reach to a stage where i could settle down. I don't understand why does my gf parents have to impose such questions on me. Ok let's leave my girlfriend out of the picture for now because she has nothing to do with this. But it's her parents. Fine, they told me to migrate to Australia after i graduate, which means to either bring my family over (which is only my mum) or leave everyone here.
Apparently, i'm kinda pissed with such situations being thrown right at me, i love my girlfriend alot and vice versa but in this situation; giving me a choice to choose between my family/my friends/my best friend and her just makes me feel uber irritated. I love both of these parties with all my heart. I respect them with all my heart but i don't think everyone, in particularly me in this situation, to be asked such questions.
I know alot of you might think i'm just uttering rubbish and being bombarded with such questions to me at my very age is just out of this world. But believe me, it has been like that day in day out until i guess today it took it's toll. I am fuckin' young that even i can't set my blardie responsibilities straight at times! Life is full of choices, whether i chose the right or wrong one. In this case, they laid it out straight and made me chose on the spot giving me no allowance to think or let my girlfriend have a say in this.
The irony, who's the one in the relationship?
Since they want to marry off their daughter a.s.ap (which i know that her daughter is not even willing) i'm not the right match alright. They made me chose between my only mother, my only best friend, my friends, MY LIFE or her. If the circumstances weren't so demanding i would have chosen the otherwise but in this case, i decided not to choose her.
We had a great relationship, as for me we still do, it's a time out that i think both of us need until the clarifications and demandings lessen down. As mature as i am, i'm not ready to settle down. We still love each other, but circumstances eventually took over and out of words. I'm sorry.
My mum told me, "In life, people that lasts forever are your family, whether u hate them or not. A true lifelong best friend which i know and everyone else know you have one and friends which completes you. Girlfriend changes or if you're lucky it lasts. Love is fickle and love is true. "
Some shit my mum tell which is okie rather agreeable and maybe not to some. Oh well, we're on a time out/breakup or whatever it is called. And i still love her, we'll see how long it lasts.
"...i want you..."
Un-titled
My deepest desired wish at this very moment is for leg warmers. The weather doesn't any colder than this man. I've desired rainy moments and voila, they gave me a drastic one. I have no complains about the level of comfort but then again, i'm freezing my butt off this very minute. My cup off ultra boiling milo went cold within minutes. Well the orgasmic intent of holding a warm cup of milo tantalizes all the frozen pores/chromosomes/goosebumps/tastebuds/etc in me for a few minutes before it greets the freezing weather again.
I'm so cold that my leg hair began to form into icicles.
If we were to complain of the lack of water we had, i'm speechless. With the amount of downpour we have now, it could at least fill all reservoirs to the brim. But yah, i've always said, i love rainy days! =) And definitely sleeping beauty had lost her day job. I wanted to type out that it's been eons since i went clubbing but i realised, i just lied to myself. TSK. But i do feel like it had beens ages since i stepped into a club -_-"
10 things why i know Singapore hadn't been this cold:
(1) Showering at least occurs thrice a week (not me hor)
(2) When all cooling devices in the house went for a holiday
(3) When you can't tell the difference of temperature when you open your fridge
(4) Your pets decided to shed anymore fur for the time being
(5) Eskimo's decided to come to Singapore for a vacation
(6) Penguins decided to migrate here
(7) When the ice doesn't melt within the next hour
(8) Putting on the number of clothes on takes at least half a day
(9) And it takes another half of the day to take it off
(1) You realised you can't feel your legs anymore.
Yawns. bye.
"...you can forgive but can you forget?..."
My Boring Little Hari Raya
It was so boring that watching CNN over again and again is such a delight. I mean yeah, visiting and all but *yawns* there you are sitting down listening to this cute old folks yap about, things that my frequency level doesn't tally. I know pity me. With my early cold morning at the mosque in my traditional outfit, my skin screams "SAVE ME!". Silky stuffs with such weather seriously gives you goosebumps that are endless. Mind you, i looked scaly the whole morning.
By 11am, i fell asleep at my grandmother's sofa. Uh huh. Pardon, the unglam side of me, but do i care? LOL. I went home around 3plus and continue my sleeping fantasy. If the weather prolongs even longer, sleeping beauty might just give up on the prince because she has me as her sleeping partner. Oh yah, anyone wants lamb? i got a whole lamb to give away and i can't even eat a morsel of it (religious rules). Anyway, accompanied the parental today at home. A nice catch up session of what happen during the New Year, Christmas and stuffs. Well it's kinda sweet to know she might expanding her business in KL.
I swear, the parental should stop surprising me with gifts. She came out of her room and surprised me with an Ipod video in black. Not for me though, what a bummer (kidding la i have one what!). For my girlfriend actually LOL! As soon i told her last 2 weeks that my ipod had travelled to the land down under for her, she decided to get her one.
I could be evil enough to actually use it now since i'm ipodless but hey the packaging all is so neat and stuffs argh. I'll just mail to her together with her furry purse. Anyway, the visual above, my little babies. My three cats! Ok i wanted to type out "My Little Pussies" for the collage thingie but, before i flattened the whole thing in photoshop, it came to my realization, that it just looked damn crude. LOL. So yah. For your information, the one on the left highlighted in green, is the price possession; he's the crazy/blind/shortlived one. Boohoo. How sad~?! I mean, look at it, such a cutie. As pretty as it can be, like they say do not judge a book by it's cover.
I got bored in the middle of the night so i decided to do a quiz.
 | You scored as Abercrombie & Fitch.
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It's a girly quiz, i can't find a male one so yah, i'll just try to fit in a pair of heels and see how this quiz goes. Abercrombie and Fitch? I don't even own one. Eek. Well i gotta agree on the 2nd highest though. But Abercrombie and Fitch?? How swell. I can go on doing quizzes but after ahile it might just hit you that, you have no life. Apparently, i don't think i have one. *gasps*
 | You scored as Friends!!!. Your 2006 is all baut friends.. ull hang out with them, u make some new ones, ull ged closer then ever with ur old ones and ur best friends And here is something that might help: buy them a lot of gifts so they wont run away ;)
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 | You scored as Kirsten. You are a perfectionist. Be weary of being too rigid and limiting your openness to varied experiences. Neat freaks are just as irrational as slobs. A half messy person is, in fact, the ideal. Optimal evolution (according to the research) is dependent on a sufficient amount of random variation and being overly regimented inhibits variation.
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 | You scored as Homework/Paperwork/Revising. Sorry mate but you got work to do! I know it's difficult to get yourself motivated.. but just think how much more relaxed you'll feel once you've got it all done!
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Holly mother of god!
"....time goes by so slowly...."
The Parental is back!
After a long one and half month away from the mainland, the parental is finally back home. She came back safe and sound, that's good. Not only that, she didn't came home empty handed! Wee. Ok, this is the fun part; she bought me and Jason a pair of kickass dunks! Yay! (the one on the left of the visual is Jason's and the right is mine) Bro is definitely delighted owning his first pair of dunks. LOL. She paid quite a sum for those two pairs of shoes; from what my cousin told me. Without the aid of my cousin, she wouldn't end up buying those to die for shoes. Heh. She bought my girlfriend an Anna Sui purplish furry clutch purse, it's so.. HER. LOL. Gonna blend in well with her pink razor though. *roll eyes* Heh. She's gonna love it and yes mum, Jason LOVES the shoes and kept saying, "Aiyo, expensive stuff.. how to accept??" LOL. Like i told him day and night, money doesn't buy our brotherhood. Anyway he loves it without a doubt, thanks parental!
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Wishing all Muslims, Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha!
Back to the daily rantings. School was pretty much whacked yesterday. It was those tiny little fun we had. Haha. And definitely we lend a helping hand with each others work. Me and Maht helped Liyana with her floorplan, Weimin helped Jason, later on Jason and Me helped Weimin and after that both me and Weimin helped out Jason with is uber masculine plan. See! We're sucha nice bunch of peeps. With the kickass shivering-to-our-friggin'-bones weather/temperature, staying in an air-conditioned studio do exaggerate the whole situation we're in. Either that, the next day i'll see eskimo's coming to Singapore considering they might think Singapore is just another iceberg. -_-"
By the end of the day, i'm sick of work. Which led my mind astray and it became pointless (when did it never?) That inevitable feeling kicked in; EMO. Argh. I hate it when it kicks in. I became all depress and seemingly aimless. I got so bored that yes staying home doesn't help. Which in the end i did. I forbid myself to go the grands because of the hyperactive kids running around thinking the blardie condo is one massive playground sure doesn't help. I'll just cut em' up and cook them for tomorrow's Hari Raya dish. Argh. KIDS TSK!
Okie, i need to go for supper soon. I told bro that we should go supper either tonight or Wednesday night (pleads/begs!!) LOL. I don't know why but my dosage of supper so far hadn't been satisfying. I have no idea why. Even the other night, me, bro, Weijian, Serene and Weimin headed to Swensen at 1am in the morning to devour delectable creamy ice-cream (note: the weather was freezing). It wasn't that satisfying. I have no idea why!! We visited Beat and Randy at Balcony for awhile though, heh. So yes, what a bummer, cos i need my supper!! =(
It's 5am. I'm still up. And again the body clock took another whack turn. Like good morning world, goodnight me? Ergh. I'm gonna wake up early for prayers soon and i'm still typing away endlessly. Ok another random-ness; my fingers are so fat that everytime i type i think i pressed two butttons at the same time. (such exaggeration!)
I think i oughta sleep now. You think i should? I think i should. Let me think. Okie, i definitely should. NIGHTS!
"....times like this, it made me realise how much i love my brother and my friends...."
Big Fonts or Small Fonts?
Okie i'm contemplating on which size fonts i should use on my blog. I mean i'm comfortable enough with the size of my fonts currently but at times i'm quite irritated because i squint my incredibly huge eyes to read them. Ok that's rather contradicting; comfort and irritation? Bleahz.
I'm gonna give a go on a bigger size font for this entry and i'll see whether i liked it or not.
Bedok had been raining for 48 hours and yes i'm shivering right now, no not kidding. The temperature drops, smashing lower than ever like an egg thrown from the 7th floor. I love the weather and all because generally it makes sleeping such a wonderful thing to do, oh such sin; tsk!
Have i been doing work? Uh huh, such a bonus question and the definite from the heart answer; NO. Yes, i have not been doing my work, naughty me. Instead, i was out to MOS and drinking tsk tsk. Like alright already!! God damn it, either work will pile up on me in the future or i'll just crumble. Ok ok ok, i hear you guys, i need to really pump the adrenaline up for FYP. But let me see, i'm in a such comatose state that, i look around everywhere, it's such a blur to me.
So let me see, i did nothing but sleep the whole day, say that's pretty fruitful; NOT. I'm the epitome of laziness. Not only sloth, as in the sin of, but it really developed to a much bigger state than it is. I'm mighty proud, sorta, that i've taken over the actual sloth itself. Bahz the epitome, me.
Some random-ness; bad pick up lines.
I might be 20 and been clubbing for quite sometime. I came across with pick up lines that i think even Steven Lim would have mock at them. Seriously; serious. I wonder where they gather such horrendous vocabulary and grammar to form up a sentence that to them seems, SEDUCING. Please, either get a life or yah go for english lessons. TSK.
For example; Girl... are your parents terrorists? Cause, you're a bomb!
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Like my god, ok i know the whole terrorist thing is like the "in" thing and all. But hey does it have to develop to such "profoundness" I'll give you like 10 marks for originality but hey seriously, how turned on or seduced can the girl be. If she does, 5 letter for her. B.I.M.B.O., provided she can count.
Another example; Babe, are you hurt from the drop?.. Cause i know an angel when i see one!
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Bahz. Like hey dude? Have you heard the word cocky? Cause there's one right here. Tsk. Hello, Okie credits for the angel but imagine someone saying that to you. It's flattering only at the angel part. Trust only that part. *shakes head*
So people try to pick up people in clubs, bars, toilets, macdonalds(??) Well as much respect i have for their courage but sometimes they oughta think twice. Because the laughter might be on them. As for me, i'd use the back to basic approach. Like, "What's the time?", "You look familiar?". Well yeah, you can call me boring or would you rather hear cheesy lines being thrown at you? Rahz.
"....this is hostel yeah...."
Gimme The Greens.
I saw one of my friends wearing the high cut Gucci shoes but it was in black and it was love at first sight. My eyes were immediately drawn to them which made me search for more Gucci shoes. I came across 3 killer pairs that i want badly by hook or by crook! My pockets will definitely burn a hole big enough to actually insert my whole darn self into it. With my weak method's of calculations; if each pair costs of a rough estimation of $700++ each; it totals up to an annoying price of $2100++. Ergh. It's either i'll just fantasize them on my feet, or i'll work my butt off to grab all those three pairs. Bleahz.
It's been a while since i wrote a proper entry. With FYP breathing down my neck, i hardly find the time to actually blabber on this blog of mine. Considering i'm 19 days away from my deadline which is equivalent to 19 days until i graduate. I didn't realise time flies friggin' fast. It's so fast that even my grandma didn't realised she had 20 times more white hair than she had 3 years back -_-". Evolution, yah whatever.
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Again another late night entry to ensure i fall asleep after i have a nice clean visit to my blog. Rah.
"...hello new skin..."
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If Only The Alchemist Blood Runs In My Genes
“He wondered by what alchemy it was changed, so that what sickened him one hour, maddened him with hunger the next” (Marjorie K. Rawlings).
I know it's a little complicating and stuff but once in awhile fantasizing such power would do me good. Sorta. It is a seemingly magical power or process of transmuting the base metals into gold, the discovery of a universal cure for diseases, and the discovery of a means of indefinitely prolonging life. I mean having such elixir would definitely, make me, Good. I wish.
Don't everyone wish to have eternal life, to actually gain such power but then again, i need to do a correction in that statement. Eternal life is not the remedy of trauma of one's life but instead, it prolongs it. Though, to have empower yourself with this unusual gift is definitely a blessing but why?
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Bah. Do not ask me why i just type the whole paragraph above out. I just feel like God today. =P
It's the joy we had, it's laughter we shared.
It's a moment we all cared.
Now is all in the past.
But memories last.
Embedded in us,
Are all the friends that we trust.
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My friends will always be a part of my life.
2006
I'm glad enough to say this, that i managed to survive after my interim review today. For a moment i thought my lifespan seem to last until today but hey i managed to survive 2006 for 3 days; for that's what i thought heh. So now, i don't really feel guilty partying during my term break bleahz. I'm rather shagged but i'm wide awake right, my body clock/system or whatever seriously needs major adjusting. Tsk tsk.
The parental bought me and Jason a pair of shoes (what shoes? i assume dunks) and she bought a pretty clutch purse for my girlfriend. She went on a shopping spree (plus her business) in Malaysia and she doesn't seem wants to come back, HAH! The girlfriend bought herself the Motorola Razor in pink (ew), not say i don't like it, i did fancy it once before but after i manage to grab hold on to one, i concluded, it's horrendously ugly. The pink and the silver seriously doesn't match and the shiny pink surface, screamed, "BIMBO". Ok not calling my girlfriend a bimbo (heh) just that, she fancied the pink razor so much that she suggested both of us use the same phone.
WAY NO. I am happy enough with my black razor okaye. I love you dear whaha. Hm my phone is packed to the rim, i need to get my bluetooth adaptor back (which i think had perished as i speak) well is okie, no fuss, just get new one only, there's no rush in that. =)
Let me seeee... what shall i predict 2006 be, though i did forgot to mention the first meal i had in 2006 was prata and simpang. Tell me about it. No hearty meal but yes plain cheese prata with curry. Hah.
2006 i hope to be a good year, mighty fine. I'm turning 21. EEK. You see the number 1 decided to tag along with the number 20 this year argh. I'm turning 21!! My god. I repeat 21! Like they say, age is just a number. Oh well, i shall, TRY hard to adapt to the saying without realising the next i know i'm 31. -_-"
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ok some random thingie;
How does she laugh, how does she cry?
What's the colour of her eyes?
Does she even realize I'm here?
Where is she, where is she, where is she?
Where is this beautiful girl?
Who is she, who is she?
Who's gonna complete my world?
Where is she, where is she?
Where is this beautiful girl?
Who is she, who is she?
Who's gonna complete my world?
Ok off to hit the pillows.
"...my phone is packed to the rim..."
I was greeted by a morning cuppa nails, a new welcome but of a painful one.
Regardless the fact, i am still non-existance and unwelcome.
I tried my best but nothing was achieved.
But what was left, still, is how much you abhor me.
Why is that so?
Wouldn't it be nice if the morning cuppa was of daisies and tulips?
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You walking away, it hurts so much.
Good morning.
Ultimately, the bomb
Ok i gotta admit, i had my personal share of mixed feelings last night to carry on with the New Year party. But yes, i have no regrets. It was ultimately, the bomb. So i was at expo ultimately mambofied. Tell me about it. I have an array of choices to go to but with no one to go to with.
It's kinda weird to a little extend to be partying with people that i hardly know, practically 90% of it. But, they made me feel,
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It was lame.
I mean yeah we had those tele-conferencing shit and stuff up the screens and the groovy graphics of the countdown was pretty much, OKAYE but, it was the aftermath. So they manage to stimulate the crowd by making all of us "ra-ra" and gave free party poppers that were popping earlier than the countdown. Plus, they gave free Paul Smith perfumes (i didn't know why) but it sure made the whole hall smelled, seemingly good. Hurhur.
Back to the countdown. It was the song they played. We were all anticipating of maybe, the good old Auld Lang Syne. Instead, Heal the World and some crappy Emo song was blasted through the speakers. Yes majority of us (not only us) had the "HUH?" spelled on faces. Despite the crappiness, it was sorta fun being emo? (shrugs)
Like mentioned earlier, all of us had blast though a female party was missing in our joy and laughter. Dude? how much grinding can you do with 6 other male clubbers? -_-" Anyway, we partied on until 4am until we decided to leave for supper. It was a first to actually walk back home from a party, literally. Had supper at Simpang or shall i say, breakfast with the rest and pretty rocked because the tantalizing Coke, really makes our orgasm to the peak (so to speak la). We were extremely dehydrated la, cannot take it but hey i could go on partying more because seriously, i have no idea why but my legs were up for it last night despite i have work to do the next day, OK ENOUGH OF WORK I TELL U.
Summary: Last night New Year party was an extreme blast. So i partied with people that i hardly know but as usual by the end of the night they sure make you feel comfortable of yourself and your surroundings. WeeeEee~ Ain't it a blast!? =) Which i headed home at 5 with Jason. Well i oughta thank him though which made feel right in my very own shoes last night, despite at times there were like 2 seconds of an awkward moment (HALLO can't help it la wa lao).
So 2005 was my shittiest year ever (trust me, it is) but i did end it off with a bang and welcoming 2006 with full smiles and laughter. I hope this year, it'll be better =).
"...stand by..."
I had a blast ushering the new year! 2005 was my shittiest year ever despite that, i ended it off with a blast! HELLO 2006. I just came back from my best partaye i had so far. More updates later! Off too bed!! =)
Happy New Year to All! =)
"....love generation...."
