i have not slept for 72 hours. grr.
Toilets.
I am taking a break from designing the loo. Yes. I am tired of the loo. Moses wants to see my loo on Tuesday. I am sick of loos. So i just bake 2 batch of Apple Crumble. Yes, it seemed that i have all the time in the world huh. Apple crumble is easy to make. Crumble crust! How easy can that be! I can smell the aroma of it browning in the oven this very minute.
Apple Crumble Yum.
A new 3 in 1 printer, scan and copy shit has make it's entry in the residential, just for the project. Hello Mr Epson Stylus CX1500, one helluva name you have huh. There it is, sitting solemnly staring right at me with it's tongue out. The sturdy structure, as bulky as it is, sits on it's designated space on my workstation. Hey Epson, Meet the Acer family. Ah. whatever.
I'm all retro now. Tell me why now people dig retro? When yes it supposedly to be, retro? I have no disagreements about such trends, i am a retro lover too. I asked myself why do i like retro, when we're in the new millenium and stuff? Considering that eons ago, looking forward into the future is much of a trend then. See, what we like now is what it used to be then, vice versa. As much as retro making a huge comeback and definitely and impactful one, futurism still stays, only that it's focused more on to year 2050 or something. Back then, the year 2000 is much of an issue. Flying cars, huge tall buildings, rockets, pretty much, The Jetsons. We didn't evolve entirely that is but it takes step at a time. Oh well, we'll see what 2050 or beyond lies for us.
I love Mel, Wei Min and My brother. They rock. They are cranky at times, but they rock =) They are nice and they, yes awfully rock my socks off. =)
I love Herwin and Nadi because they also rock my socks off.
I love all my IAD family alot.
I love love love love love all.
Hmm, i'm tired, i shall draw more perspectives maybe and retire to the bed for some eye shut. And wake up to a lovely day tml, not. Hello project. Then again, i'm sick of the loo. Oh crap i need to pee.
"...my eyes, your eyes, the look..."
-ends rightful owner. I love my brother,my friends & families ends-
give her to me anytime man.
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back to the loo design argh.
Aching Feet and Stressed Out Week.
The feet are sore, they are really sore. I didn't do much travelling, i think? Oh well, yes the feet are sore, to makes matter worse, the projects are piling. I know, it's nothing new, it's "the period of the semester" again. Me an bro searched the entire island for bathroom accessories and floorings, of cos with the aid of the brother's car =) and him of cos. Now now, time to return a favour? What should i do? buy him a car? I WISH I WAS THAT RICH. Lol. Oh well, a return favour is a must.
On Tuesday, i was baking. Baking a batch of brownies. The funny thing, i was teaching. Teaching my brother to bake brownies. I know guys in the kitchen, what worse can happen? Just flour, pots and pans flying around which lasted for a quick hour. Yeapz, baked a batch for Gwen's bdae and bro baked a batch for his girlfriend. Well it is his first attempt baking, for his girlfriend that is and yes with my aid. A romantic king he is. After he exclaimed of receiving such sweet delicacies throughout his entire life, never before did he bake a batch in return. So yeah, the time came, what a lucky girl she is. Lol.
So the brownies turned out swell, chewy and yummy. Which actually rocked! That's what you get with two guys in a kitchen, a masterpiece. Heh. Yeapz enough with the bragging =P The mother scalded her arm today, thank god it was nothing serious, just disgusting raw scalded skin or flesh or whatever that red patch is, ew.
I'm running amuck. I've got tonnes and gazellions to do. I wish i was out partying, or hanging out with my friends, like my bro is doing now, how much envy i have argh. All i do is stuck infront of the computer, drawing, sketching, whatever to the best of my capabilities to produce damn quality work. Last minute sucks, well it does happen anyway but not entirely last minute maybe at least 3 hours before the deadline everything is done. But yeapz those time are precious cos i know somewhere somehow, anyone or everyone needs a lending hand, so what else is to make others work, work then to see it crumble with such standard right? A friend in need i am. LoL. I've had sleepless nights. Literally sleepless nights. And it will prolonged trust me. Until next week that is =)
Nadi is done with school. My envy just increased. Argh.
Past few days were really bad i guess, i thought i failed terribly as a friend. When my brother told me that let him be with his projects, and let him learned the hard way, i was crushed. A message told by my dad to my mom, which is to be passed to me is that, i should not give up on anyone, like how he gave me up when he passed away. I really thought i didn't make it as a true friend/brother or someone who holds onto a precious message.
I told myself, hmm, i decided to give up with myself as well then to watch the cherished crumble. I know my brother could do it, even without my help but it is bad to see him learn the hard way when i could help. But yeah he gave me advices and stuff, he knew helping others was one of my characteristics and he accept it willingly with an open heart. And i am glad he did =)
See, a best friend does pick you up when you fall, damn i'm blessed.
I am gonna continue with my work now. Outz.
"...times i really thought i disappoint myself..."
-ends soon real soon. I love my bro, friends & families ends-
Then again, i thought i failed but the brother picked me up when i was down. =)
I failed terribly as a friend. I shall do it to myself as well.
things we do. hell yeah.
We are whacked. Period. Heh. Feast on the lameass pictorials above. GAH! Anyway, school was quite an ass today. Been assignment-ation since 9am till 5 doing and running the assignments all day, 4 different assignments that is. Grr. Oh well, the brother helped me out, THANKS DUDE!! appreciates it deeply.
As you can see, i'm sorta attached to urinals, toilets bowls and sinks lately. Which is pretty irritating because now i tend to be a tad too particular with the loos i visit. Trying to make my project, the best loo ever! (i wish.) Right now the loo i'm designing is kinda high end (i think?) With posh walls, duvet walls, water features and pretty gold mosaics so i am making the Design school toilet a pretty much acceptable space to, erm, live in. BLEAHZ.
I guessed i'm possessed by the thing called Project 3.
Argh.
So my cat Zizu, my youngest one is diagnosed with a mental defect problem, easily said, he's plain crazy. Uh huh, the brain of that pet of mine definitely dysfunctioned way before mine does. Late last night, god knows what happen, as he fell of the coffee table (trust me, it's nothing new) he began to developed spastic actions.
1) He starts kicking (somewhat like you trying start an engine of a bike?) uncontrollably.
2) He went delirious and went flat on the floor looking like those fake fur rugs.
3) He drools more then he usually does, wait.. my cat doesn't even drool in the first place.
4) He went around in circles, catching it's own tail.
5) His brain (i think) or skull or what so ever seems to be protuding out of his head, as in there is some sort of lump formed.
6) He meowed as if he was mating.
7) He went blind for like 30 secs and bang into everything
8) He couldn't walk but instead trying to fly (nahz this was added for fun.)
9) He looked blank, he became blank, he began to look dumb.
10) He was helpless.
*gasps!*
Duh, panicstriken me wakes the parental up and start screaming in the middle of the night. Apparently the parental applied some weird medication on his forehead and the cat became as a normal pussy as ever.
The question is, "Was he possessed?"
As this stupid delirous thoughts run through my mind thinking that when i go to sleep he would suck the blood out of my other cats or maybe have been wanting to kill me eversince. I even imagined that he would pounce onto my head and scratch one of my eyeballs out.
*the horror*
I still went to sleep after that peacefully. My poor cute fatest cat. It pays to be as fat as he is. =\
"...bring a smile to our friends and colleagues..."
-ends toodles. I love my brother, friends & families ends-
My Server Is Being A Punk!
This is damn irritating, it took eons for my internet explorer to load up blogger.com and my blog. God Damn it. My server or whatever it is is being a punk. Literally. Now when it is finally load up, i shall blog relentlessly. Wanna bet, when i click the publish icon... the whole thing will just disappear, cos like i said, MY SERVER IS BEING A PUNK!
Anyway, i have bid farewell to my one and only.. my heart, my soul, my mobile. =( Don't ask me why... i'm using a Motorola E398 now, with perfect MP3 sounds and a camera to die for... but i will miss my 6260 badly. Real bad. It's my baby! -cries-
Today's weather is darn good. The cold air and mists are simply.. yeah cooling.. (duh!) And when my comforter and pillows absorb such coolness, ahhhh the comfort. I can't wait for such tantalizing comfort to embrace me.
I'm addicted to old school boybands. Damn it. Hey i just downloaded an array of New Kids on The Blocks hits alright. Not forgetting the ever corny 911 and Code Red but hey gotta admit when it was 8 years back.. they were the top of the pops alright. So yeah, it's just another phase. I'll get over it soon ha!
I miss my speakers! My extremely, damn good speakers which i bought eons back... which eventually broke in my Vietnam expedition =((((((((( oh well... not all good things are meant to last especially MY SPEAKERS. That tiny 8 cm by 8 cm by 8cm cute is one sound boom box alright. Wanna bet? that tiny speaker and woofer blasted the whole design school (or more less the first 4 levels la..)
I shall log off now, and gonna crap or maybe type out much more erm relevant and knowledgeable trivia soon. Ha!
"...people write entries about their desperate lives..."
-ends i won! i love my bro, friends and families ends-
Can't Figure It Out.
I'm in a confusing situation. I don't even know how to begin. I can't figure it myself. My mum wouldn't even breathe out a word. I don't know whether i should be deeply worried, which i think i've way past it now, where right now i'm just extremely worried. The problem is that, i have no clue what i am worried about, could it be the unknown that made me think. The person i could turn to now is my brother. And yes, he stood by me, duh. But still, the mind is now just a blur.
You guys have no clue what i am talking about. Because i have no clue either. =/
Anyway, trying to put this problem aside by helping the parental daily. Seriously, i mean literally.. it's like you know there is a problem but yet no one wants to tell you because it might affect you. Argh! This is getting damn frustrating!!! Damn it.
I just hope everything will turn out well. All i can say i don't know why, but because of this i am financially unsure about my family? Bleahz. Weird huh. I seriously don't know what's going on at all. I 'll just bang my head against the wall if this frustrations accumulates. Argh.
Back to my normal daily retarded life, or whatever that is left is pretty much ok. Been doing the assignments regularly and stuff which made me feel extremely proud la. Heh. Been pushing my brother to work harder which also made me feel proud, heh.. i'm becoming a great motivator. =P Right now i'm still doing my project 3 part b. Bathroom design. I swear toilet bowls, floor traps, urinals, etc are now my other half. Argh. But it's a pretty simple project since the working drawings (floor plans and such) could fit an A4 paper! and it is to scale 1:50. Woohoo! Which makes work so much easier and faster =)
I guess i have lost touch with the world, to society and even the community. I hear a presidential elections are sort off the hot topic now huh? Oh well, i have no clue about that either too.
*I stand alone as i shrug my shoulders as the world past by*
I am clueless. Ha!
I'm doing the laundry now. Washing the mesh caps. The socks and much more. In the middle of the night, because i'm bored of doing work. Bleahz. Laundry makes my day!... ok i can't believe i just typed that out. I'm getting all hysteria and delirious. For what i know, i am damn clueless of everything now!! Literally.
I shall sit one corner and admire the world.
With a huge question mark on my face. I swear i am as blur as a toad right now. Ok maybe a toad is not the right amphibian to use as a simile. Oh well. It just popped up in my mind. Hmm.
I shall go off now. Still clueless.
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"...like what? huh? sorry? hello?..."
-ends ??? I love my brother, friends and families ends-
Kranji War Memorial.
Apologies to the inconsistent size of the photos.
Credit goes to my brother for his excellent photography and yes plus his trusty digi cam.
I need to get myself a new digi cam. BUT WHEN. My Nikon SQ is long gone, spoilt that is. GRR. Ok i am off to bed. =)
"...i just want you to know..."
-ends someday. I love my brother, friends & families ends-
the time of my life is well spent with the other half
Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go
So make the best of this test, and don't ask why
It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it's worth it was worth all the while
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
The song that made me reflect.
It's not the end but the mark of a beginning =))))
"...i believe i can..."
-ends =) I love my brother, friends & families ends-
Kinda Freaked.
I absorbed a little too much information. You all know that the paranormal and supernatural facts in the region is pretty much interesting and intrigues our curiousity.
Easily said, curiosity killed the cat.
So right now the info i gained from surfing such webbies and reading it out of mere fun is freaking the shit outta me. Bleahz.
I shall not surf any local or international ghostly webbies for at least another month, plus minus another 3 more months heh.
Oh well, seriously to toy around with such feelings, thinking you could handle the scare pretty well is actually the huge factor call pride, surfaced. Oh well, to surpress it down is easier, to get rid of such wild imaginations, well they are running around frantically in me now i might say, is no easy task. Delirious thoughts and imaginations are running through my mind like bullets. Oh well, the price for intrigues. Grr.
I shall splash my mind with incorrigibly happy and corny thoughts.
My brother passed his 1st bike practical =) Glad for him. I swear at least the good news made me feel such better. Out off 100% of my mind that 1% of a happy moment and gesture of telling me such news, engulfed almost or entirely another 80% of the scared shit. Oh well. I guess calculations right now are pretty hazy, and i couldn't careless, i suck at maths. BLEAHZ.
Right now, i'm memorizing my arts appreciation script for the drama assignment. As much as i love acting, memorising sucked. Literally. The last time i actualy memorised a subject was back during the "uniform days" Sweet revenge. The screws are definitely rusted in my mind as the activation of it, seemed pretty bad. I'm counting down the days when school ends. I shall work, club, party and whatever else. The big old "2.0." is approaching. That's it. I almost lived 2 decades (almost, not yet hor.) To think i wanted to buy the 20cents knob twisting toy machine yesterday out of nostalgia moments. Oh well. The youth in me lives. =)
I can't help it, but i gotta say this,
"My best friend is really the brother i never had!"
Ok. I know. Lol. I am one best friend of his that is damn darn proud of him and shall give an endless brag about him, cos he rocks and he's the best =)
Period.
I think i should tuck in real soon, if not the class later to me is just a blank. Like said before, i'll be in a comatose state. =P
"...i am on my way to you..."
-ends all my life. I love my brother, friends & families! ends-
it has always been the other way round for you right bush?
My Girl.
My girl, talking bout my girl.
I've got sunshine on a cloudy day with my girl
I've even got the month of May with my girl.
I swear i'd be damn proud if you were my girl.
for now
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i need to find that girl. period.
please fill in the application form attached at the end of this entry.
Terms and conditions applies.
Heh.
Kranji War Memorial.
It was trip that touched my heart. These souls banished from Earth due to the war really left an impact on me. The calm and serene feeling of the cemetery plays a bittersweet symphony. With tablets or tombstones engraved with names of infants to even adults that perished during the war.
The soldiers of fortune.
The land where the first two presidents were buried.
The land where mentionable souls are buried deep beneath the earth.
The wounds on earth, where heavens couldn't heal.
God Bless.
Analyzing the space and form of the memorial, fine tuning our eyes to capture and encapsulate every single detail or even moments we could. Kranji War Memorial is no ordinary pit stop.
I took a stone back from our First President grave.
To remind me of this faithful trip where photos are mere pictures of time, frozen.
Me and bro took a train ride all the way to Kranji. We were having fun, the only 2 souls who weren't even feeling tired, at all. Chatting away like there is no tomorrow in the wee hours of the morning. Where the watery eyes and dreamy minds of others watch the both of us brighten up the lovely day.
I think we were such an annoyance. WAHA.
I got to go. =)
"....just close your eyes...."
-ends happy. i love my bro, friends, and families ends-
Buddha Jumps Over The Wall.
Legend has it that a Fuzhou scholar went picnicking with friends. He had put all the ingredients he had with him in a wine jar, which he heated over a charcoal flame. The tantalizing smell spread all the way to a nearby temple and was so inviting that the monks could not resist and jumped over the wall to partake in the hearty dish. A poem in praise of the delicious dish was rendered, in which one line read: "Even Buddha himself would jump over the wall to taste this dish". Wah!
"Buddha" is a famous Fujian cuisine which costs a bomb. The ingredients list (more than 30 kinds) sounded like a pot-luck of leftovers - shark's fin, sea slug, chicken breast, duck, dried scallop, mushroom, fish maw, squid, sea cucumber, pork tripe, pork leg, minced ham, mutton elbow, winter bamboo shoots, pigeon eggs and abalone. These are seasoned and steamed separately and then put into a clay jar, mixed with cooking wine and put over intense heat followed by low heat. Four or five ounces of liquor is then added while the ingredients are kept simmering for another five minutes. Now you understand why it costs a bomb!
...............and i thought making french toast is troublesome enough.
So much for such trivia. Sunday, yesterday, which i will still call it today because i have not sleep and to wake up and say today was yesterday (BAHZ!) was a pretty okie day, not forgetting the thunderstorm earlier in the day which i thought would prolonged until the evening. But it didn't, thank god because i thought it would cancel my much-enticipated-fireworks-show at night.
The French themed fireworks were such a sight. A pretty and long one that is. Though we were located at the Esplanade bridge where the loud booms weren't that erm, leave much of an impact on us. Ok, i've been throwing the we and us words around, we are... Me, bro, nadi, herwin and nas. The fireworks, duh, lifted my heart immediately. I swear if Napoleon is still alive he'd be damn proudof France.
Though i think he needs a ladder to see the glittery explosions.
Headed to Lau Pa Sat for a hefty dinner, sorta. Barbequed prawns, gong gongs, chicken wings and the parental satay were erm.. YUM. =) hehe.
Oughta be sleeping now, since i have to be at Kranji War Memorial by 9am Blardie ass. Oh well. Nvm. I shall do more useless research maybe like... Buddha on Lotus? I dunnoe. Oh whatever. Ok doks.
"...i'm in touched with my oriental side..."
-ends inner me. I love my brother, friends & families! ends-
Long time.
I swear, my blog has at least virtual spiderwebs being spun around by now. I've neglected it by entering worthless one sentence entries so far. Aye, couldn't be blame right, life of a design student, as hectic as ever.
My Project 3A is done. Finally, it's over, forgotten, a memory. Traumatising enough, 3B decide to tag along. Argh. 4 more weeks. I'll forsee endless summer(well er yeah). The week lately had been chaotic. Submissions, this and that and the nation's birthday(yah like it troubles me)
NDP rocked. Fireworks! Fireworks! I swear i'm there only for the excitement and the fireworks. Yes fireworks. Those pretty explosives that shimmers in the sky and sends in glimmering bits down to earth. Oo, i swear i'll marry or well at least love untill the end off my puffing breath if someone would actually give me a 30 mins firework display for my birthday. I swear to god i will do it! heh. Oh yes, going to the NDP with my bro+gf was whacked. Though the padang was scorching hot but yes i don't care, i've been attending it 13 years in a row straight. Talking about being patriotic aye? Kiasu-ness runs in the blood or so to speak.
Right now i managed to right at least maybe a decent 3 paragraphed entries or more. Now the festive season is over. The reds and whites will definitely diminish soon and school's ending. I must look forward for endless clubbing, shopping, relaxing and more during the holidays. I guessed i balanced my time well.
Right now, everything is going well. Mentally, physically, emotionally and the friends. Everything is good. But there are things i see or even hear hurts me. Nope nothing at all that matters me for your information. Me and my brother is aye ok =) But it's the surroundings. Is just the other people. The friends. I see friendships break ups everywhere lately and it fucking hurts.
I know it is hard to just yah kiss and make up or something. Solving misunderstandings or uncertainties is no easy task because things will just tend to be in a different perspective after that.
Friends complete you.
They are the ones that you run too when you think your family is being an arse.
They are the ones that be your partners in crime.
They are the one who knows what you're talking about regarding your social life. They are the ones that brings the youth in you.
Finally, they are the ones that makes life more meaningful.
I'm not addressing this to anyone in particular. It's just my own perception, my own understandings, my own beliefs on how meaningful these fellow humans you regard as friends can be.
I hearts to all and i'll pick you up if you fall.
=)
Hearts to my fellow friends.
"...friends are forever..."
-ends hey? i love my bro, friends & families ends-
Blogging?
Alamak. i long time never blog. Then again i have no time. Maybe later. Tml? Or next week? Ok Ciaoz. heh... =)
"...NDP NDP YIP!..."
-ends no come on. i love bro, friends & families ends-
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it's about time, i tell the world that i'm a narcisist. heh. =P
Pineapple Tarts.
I have a crave for Pineapple tarts.
These little round tartlets with puffy scoops of pinapple puree/paste on it.
Bake to crisp. Not entirely crisp as long the egg wash turns
golden brown.
Yummy.
I need to devour one. Well at least one bottle for now.
Waiting for Hari Raya, is way far.
Mummy dearest could you bake me a batch now?
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How many mehmehs jump over the wall?
Ans: Zero!
Pardon the crap.
For a great evening laugh, go to.. http://sisterfurongjiejie.blogspot.com/, i swear you laugh your ass out. China's answer to Xiaxue. A very bad answer to Xiaxue.
Ok Bye.
"....tralalala...."
-ends okok i get it. I love my bro, frenz & families ends-
-the creativity of 2 design students-
Reach Out for the Skies. Ew.
Now isn't this year NDP mtv just sucked. Literally sucked. Oh yeah not forgetting the cheesy dance step. Give me "Home" or "We Will Get There" anytime man. I just realised there are certain similarities in the dance step to a particular movie. Kung Fu hustle. The resemblance. Bahz.
Walao eh, i damn bo liao now can. Not that i don't have work to do but yeah i do. I got so damn bored. I went whacked. Yup literally whacked. I have clothe pegs on my hair. Why in the world? Oh well. Yeah oh well. Fireworks. Fireworks. I can't wait to see the fireworks. I love fireworks. I grew up looking at fireworks. BOom!
The type of beetles that flew into my room today.
1) The hard shell brown beetle.
-Small, but intimidating. Shiny hard body with shard pointy legs. It quietly crawls without knowing. It flies within a blink of an eye and lands on to somewhere unexpected.
2)The beetle that has a face on its back.
-Miraculously, there is a face on the back of the beetle. As you know la, the face printed on the wings. Amazing. But slow. It crawls slowly but damn quiet. It goes "crrk." but yah. The cute face like beetle.
In the end, all the beetles life ended within a smack. I just got shocked when they flew in. With an act of impulse, the tissue box became my weapon. Therefore the lives of these beetles perished horribly.
-in loving memories-
I got invited to a some media coverage about this NKF saga thingie. Holy crap. No way. I was told to be interviewed earlier in the day. I wasn't prepared but i declined nicely. No way am i gonna be in some tv show again and again. Hello. My life is somewhat personal? Sheesh. You know the funny thing, i'm actually pretty used to the camera for short scenes. Hmm. Let me list them down.
- Suria - (Bara, Kopi O Teh Tarik, Tabung Amal, etc alot of drama series as supporting or back up actors.. or as the boy that walked past the camera wahhaha.. )
-Ch 5 - (Spin, Lost Trailer, Singapore Idol, 2MM, Look who's leading, Concerts here and there, President Star Charity, etc)
-Ch 8 - (NKF charity show.. past ones..)
- Ch I - (News coverage for Chingay 2004)
-Movies - (Local production.. Teenage textbook the movie.. damn i was a kid then..)
-Advertisements - (The old downtown east, Inai Bridal, Cosmoprof... ah.. the modeling days..)
- Newspapers - (WA BIANG DUN SAY LA. It back dated since kindergarten..)
Oo.. i am a self proclaimed celebrity! wahaha... =)) I wanna be one! i wanna be one! Boy i am damn bo liao.
Hmm.. i wish Singapore is snowing now. I got alot of winter clothes. But i think they shrank because the last time i wore them was in London. Way back. Hmm. Bahz! I want snow!! LoL. Ice kachang. eh that is damn out of point. Anyway. Snoozing off to sch now.
"...i wonder if i take you home?..."
-ends golly gosh! I love my bro, frenz & families ends-
Oh Jolly Well.
Evidence are so taken down, no point fighting back ya dearie, like again self contradicting entry, duh, only focusin on the parts of assumption whereas the rest were shunned away because its the truth. The best way, ignorance, the unlimited bliss. Nothing much, but a whimp not a lady of a 21st century, at leasts there were invitations from me... golly gosh. Oh mighty well, if you say so, as long it makes you happy. Then again, the brain just shrunk from a pea to a pinhead furthermore the IQ dropped another 10. Oh well, yeah considering, the useless facts of self defense. I guess wow, it really did wonders for yourself, it reallyyy send shivers down my spine. Your presence is neither appreciated or wanted but yeah, god is good, all soul is given a chance. Though a waste, but still a chance. Contradictions, contradictions.. Filthy little twit. I shall just BAHZ, to any self attained, undeniably relentless soul. BAHZ.
Ignorance is Bliss. =)
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Oo, i got a Le Coq Sportif bag. Lol. Thank you uncle! =) Yeapz, the uncle promised me 8 NDP tickets. but instead he got me 3. Apologies to those who wants to go badly =( can i sneeak u guys in.. i wonder? GRR. I was furious, about to blow when poof he comes out with a Le Coq Sportif bag. For me, just for me. Thrilled, excited happy! woohoo. Oh well so yah i only got 3 NDP tickets. =\. Fireworks, fireworks. Yippee Dooda!. I wanna be a self proclaimed celebrity! I wanna be a self proclaimed celebrity! wahaha. Like who doesn't right?
I want to buy myself a car. Because to own a car is cool. I want a CLK. Because to own one is cool. But yeah. Dream on. Dream on izk =P.
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I brought her home today as usual. But today she was all worn out. I brought her to my room and let her rest. She kept quiet, uneasy, she decide to hit the showers. But this time, she want me to come along. I on the heaters. Then steam filled the bathroom. Heat was in the air.
I undress her slowly, touching her a delicate body. There she was standing in the showers, dirty and sweaty. She turns me on. I let the water run above her as it washes the dirt away. I took a deep breath as i soaped her body.. The arousing smell. I turned off the tap. There she was looking right at me only in her bathing suit.
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I swear washing my pair of shoes is this arousing lor!!
okie yeapz. bleahz.
"....summer nights..."
-ends howardie! I love bro, frenz & families ends-
No Way.
I was self absorbed. I was the self centred egoistical ass. And i repeat, I WAS. (heh) It's just weird. Well if you think my agony is your delight, well too bad. The agony lasted while it supposed to last. Karma doesn't give an effect on me. What goes around, comes around? Oh well, the situation now, pretty much going round in circles. *dizzy* But funny was that, you claimed you hate people back stabbing you, you claimed, every bad karma will bounce back. What i see is just all these are containing much into yourself rather to have it bounce back, you self centerism just seemed to absorbed more of the negativity that you oughta avoid. Bleahz.
Trying to pounce on an every single opportunity that you could, hmm clever move. But not entirely smart. Be it now or never, fights and sadness are parts parcels of life. It is bound to stay no matter. To avoid it? I will never. To lose interest, definitely. Cos this is getting way far too long. Saying one thing, acting out another is pretty much your act. Because i don't do that alrighty.
Like i said every single time, hate me, say so right to me. Being nice and all bahz, is just self reflects on you. Sometimes, we could see through you on who you really ar, better it be good or bad. But it seemed that the bad is peeking way too much. As much as i know, a good friend or partner or yah whatever you are, the bad traits do shine out. Nonetheless, its shining out as much as ever.
Yes, yes.. i know readers, this getting long. You just mentioned on msn to me that you'd rather not have me as your enemy. Did you even think twice before typing that out? Oh well i guess not. Things for you tend to be, irrational. Impromptu. Well, on an impulse.
I don't know why i bother, but this is fun. It heats the sparks in my life. Oh well, no life is as perfect as we all think. You know people say stuffs mostly on an impulse. Hmm, can't blame ya, your life is always on an impulse. You love to say.. people will bound back what they deserve.. yadayadayada... blah blah. Now ain't that getting abit old here?.. Like i'm rubber your glue, whatever you talk back, sticks back on you.
Hm. bleahz. The tables has take its turn. Now the show is neither on us or you. As a matter of fact, there is no show to begin with. I wonder what's the fuss about. But since you want me and ya all my friends and ya everybody in the world that associates with me to perish in thin air and ya gone forever (so much for anti climatic), i guess pretty much, self absorbed.
Wait what's the date now, oh 1st of August. I thought you promised Jason an array of items of gazellions of gadgets and gizmos for his birthday.. which is to be sent like end of June? He's still waiting ya... tick tock.
Yeapz, if you have unresolved issues, i mentioned one or too many times.. to come and settle it face to face... it's draggy ya know.. what's the point of just typing it out? I've sent my invitations a long long time ago. Yet, i've not been R.S.V.P-ed.
Talking bout guilts Tracy, i've let lose with mine and face it with truth. How bout you?
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Anyway guys, summary.
Today was good.
Problems free and settled.
Cash rolled in. Mother is in Malaysia.
Happiness stayed and yahz.
=)
The day doesn't get any better.
"... a reason for goodbye..."
-ends honestly? I love my bro, frenz & families ends-
