Being Judged By Only The Outlook of Things.
I'm still pretty devastated on how things are. From the past which leads until now, people judge stuff from only the outlook of things. They never tend to go in deeper or worse part jumped into conclusions and sum up that they know every inch of story right.
False accusations, indecisive decisions and the one that came in the middle was all brought to me. :( Pretty heartbreaking. My sexuality was judged, my intentions were judged. And to most people, i am the evil lord. Lending a helping hand is a painful step for me. It's a lesson i learnt but it won't stop me from helping.
I guessed, cherished a best friend deeply really came to alot of troubles. I was misjudged by all the things i do. I thought i stand alone, my friends and family and the definite best friend were my backbone.
It hurts so bad that i think at times, going off as loner would be best. A world where neither a best friend and friends are needed. Where i would succumb to depression and lonelihood.
But i know, even these stupid thoughts came across my mind, but i won't give them up. Not for anything in the world. They brought me laughter, they brought me tears but they brought me nothing that i could fear.
To all my friends that read this.. You guys who know me well, accepted me for who i am. I know there were controversial periods in the past about myself. You guys backed me up. My sore feelings were healed by you guys. I secured a tight enough bond with my friends to keep me going.
My friends just know me well enough. :)
My bro... dude, you know what i did for you and stuffs, i dunnoe whether it came to your realization that i am suffering, still am by all the false accusations.
I give u hell, and u give me hell. Fair trade. But bro, it benefits me that you're my best friend. We know each other thoroughly. You know all those accusations about me were untrue. As if my problems for my own relationship is ain't enough.
In your heart, in any part of your heart, there sure(i really hope) lies a sense of gratitude and worthwhile for all my help given to ya.
Cos i decided now,
i shall take a break from life.. for awhile..
-ends luvin the bro, friendz and families ends-
Tired. Bored. Happy. Sleepy. Aaa...
Genting Pictorials for fun hahaa.....
Me, Bro and Sy slackin in our Hotel roommm..
Sy, Bro's Godma, bro's ma, bro and me in the cable car
Bro, his eye on archery
My own eye on the target
Brothers eye on the target
Sy, bro and me Kara-u-ok?
Singin our hearts out, to bro's with love haha
Onlyyy YouuUUu..
OnlY meeEee?..
Me TOooOo!!...
3 of us on the flume..
To be flumedd...
The shot in space. argh.
Decide to post up some Genting Pictorials.. the link is available in my "links" section. Ok so today was our 2nd day for attachment. I was darn sleepy and tired. I fell asleep on my workstation after lunch haha! I was damn tired la... i have no idea why..
Did lotsa rendering and perspectives. Mich was rushing for a client.. and me and izyan.. haha takin our own sweettttt precious timeee...
We stock up, bought pringles, famous amos, roller coaster, etc... just to keep us awake and have somethin to much while we do our work... I generally think, our SIP rocks. I learnt quite a few stuffs, improved my renderin for sure, how to actually edit your wrong rendering if used copic markers, understand certain contract terms and yahz oso answering phone calls lar haha.
Waiting for our project co-ordinating. :) Can't wait for that. Given a chance for site visits and stuffs wootz!! ahhaha.. Sometimes, it could be tremendous draggggg... Especially the rendering.. Perfection is perfect :) haha.
Bro had his site visits today, went to town and bukit timah. Cool huh! Yeah they're doing something up with the heeren fountain.. i think that is damn cool. Headed home today around 630.. again bro surprised me and mich waiting at our 24 bus stop aWw.. LoL.. So we headed off together. Like duh.
Body's aching and the head is pounding. Ouch* Well anyway.. Mich and Bro kept emphasising me to take care. Since i went home today w/o my bag, so i was "weaponless" LoL.. Was walkin home, when i realised my house keys weren't with me!
DAMN.
>.<
Slack at my void deck awhile till my mum comes home. Called up bro and he thot something bad happened again and was ready to run for my rescueeee wahahaha... Which ended up he made jokes with me regarding my stupid keys.
pEnGx.
Even tho' yest the fight was something unpredictable and a police case, i was not even bothered by it. Actually, now i am pretty satisfied with what i am going through. Life is a definite roller coaster. I had lotsa ups and downs this year. But hey, every thing happens for a reason. :) Live and learn.
Exactly what i am doing now. haha.
Brother and friends are by myside. :P
Posting up the Genting pictorials made me miss the trip badly. I wann go Genting again with my bro, pals and his family again ahaha.. It was fun, relaxing and yess..
STRESS FREE.
We were so glad that we are away from all the shitz that happened in Singapore. In Genting, where handphones were Silent all day long, no disturbance, shopping and everything was actually paradise in the cool weather.
REPEAT OF SUCH OCCASSION PLEASE.
I'm going Redang Island In May to celeb ma bro bdae any takers?~~ I know some agreed with me.. Tell me in advanceddd design peeps :)
-ends burped. haha. luvin bro, luvin frenz & families ends-
I Feel The Earth Move Under My Feet.
Tremors. I felt the earth crust moves. The thundrical feeling was scary. Even though it was only subtle but it sends shivers down my spine. Tsunami alert. It is always bad when it occurs in the night.
God Bless I hope everything will be A OK.
I wanna enjoy myself in a club. I missed clubbin in Singapore. Saturdae clubbing was really bad, i disappoint myself and my brother, sigh. Not to worry, happy and fun moments to come ahead.
I realized, when i dance, it seemed that i am having a concert of my own. Bahz. Corny shitz, but still i grooved the groove and smoothed the smooth bleahz.
I never like going to the loos in clubs. It's forever pack and stinks and if it's gay club or u happen to come across a homosexual guy, constant peering onto your confidential areas while u are whizzing at the urinal. (no offence to homosexuals)
Hello human? I came here to pee, not to be peeked. =/
So, i wanna club, again, BADLY.
The coughs are in the house, causing much discomfort. Argh.
(This part of the story seems much clearer to those who knows what i have been going thru lately)
"It happened, again. This time it was in the wee hours of the night. The commotion causes the neighbour to make a police report. Phew. I was saved but hurt. Physically hurt. Swollen arms, but the swell went down, sore tummy, and whizzing headache. This time i was prepared, well sorta.
I gave my own share of punches and kickings. Which sometimes i was left wondering? I didn't know i really whack people pretty hard. LoL.
Now is a police case. They ran. But i was there. They took my statement. Ooo.. life is full of adventures. haha. Well, was treated by my mum. The furious mother applied ointment and massaged my "delicate" arm haha.
Tried informing the brother. I didn't message but i called this tyme. 2wice. =( to no avail.
Can't be blamed, long working day.. he needs his rest for tml. Well messaged him the aftermath.
Well pretty much now.. ouch*"
-end of that part of the story-
Okie i should my aching body to the rest. SIP commences again. Toodles all!!
-ends first aid. lovin my bro. lovin my frenz and my families ends-
First Day of My Attachment~ :)
Michelle, staring at her perspective.
Michelle, staring at her perspective.
The task i was given to do.
Izyan rendering her perspective
My finish work!! =)
Michelle, ever so stress haha
My finish work!! =)
Michelle, ever so stress haha
A smile while doin' work creates wonders!
Our small but people friendly and cosy office~~
When we got bored.........
See ya again.. for another 8 weeks lol..
So today i started off my attachment. Dragged my feet early in the morning to meet Mich to head off to work. Work.. we're working adults now, Pui.. Haha.. so we met at 830 and reached our company at 850.. i thot 830 would be just nice.. but than we still arrived early *yawns*
It was a great start today. Cleared our offices, spring cleaning was fun LoL. Settled down at our workstations and... whizzed away rendering and drawing perspectives.. Wootz.. The abundance of copic markers. Lol... The nice peeps there treat us to Pizza for lunch.. haha.. we enjoying la, listening radio lar... short trips to the mama shop... bitchin.. makin lotsa noise singin and stuffs haha..
Geez bro messaged me that he's bored and lonely.. he space planned some weird office lol.. so we entertain each other by messaging la hahaha.. it was pretty cool. Poor thing he ate lunch alone. =/. Weimin and Maht are librarians for today.. Mel.. well.. LoL..Ty.. Ser went around Estee lauder shopping spree.. sorta lol stressed with autocad.. so yeahz.. But it was fun..
Tml's another day at work. And fuckin hell, just now thot i left my wallet at my office but scary parttt i left it in the toilet!! LoL.. rannnn all the way back... well not ran la.. hustled lol.. haha... bro was waiting infront of my firm liaoz. *shocked*
LoL
So we headed home together ba~ :) Intended go dinner with mic and bro but than decided not to since all of us decided to head home. =/.
Tired. Poofed. hehe. *coughs*
ARGH THE COUGHS ARE BACK.
Hey.. i'm gonna post up some Genting pix later on... :) hehehe.. I'll continue to blog on later ya'll
-ends coughin again argh. luvin bro, frenz & families ends-
I have decided to update my blog. at 512am. haha.
http://sg.pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/dsc_triquetra/album?.dir=717c&.src=ph&store=&prodid=&.done=http%3a//sg.pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/dsc_triquetra/my_photos"
---->>GENTING PICTORIALS
Above is the link from my recent Genting Trip with My best buddy + his family and Sengyong.
So i was from Genting and back. The trip was fun. It was something me and my brother needed big time. Away from all the hectic life in Singapore and to somewhere we can let our hair down, enjoy, and think about nothing but fun and joy. We did just that. The theme park, the clubbing, the karaoke session, the seafood dinner and the shopping was superb. My bro's mum and godma just rawks. :) A definite repeat of such occassion is a must and it will be :)
My attachment is starting in 4 hours time and i am not sleeping? Well, typically me. I left Sg without a visit from Nilus the sandman and when i'm back here, it's the same thing all over again. The late night sleeps and late wake ups in Genting paid off :) The comfy cooling weather was really... Singaporean style, SYIOK.
Yesterday was at Black with Bro, TY, Ser and Alex(the bdae boy) It was bad clubbing occassion la. The queue was long. Queued twice because i passed my bro the entry ticket(some priority shitz) which causes me to requeue for re-entry bleahz. I just spend a mere 20mins in black LoL. Than when back up, Ser and TY left after half an hour we both got there. Damn. It was boring after that. My throat began to swell up causing lotsa discomfort. Bleahz.
Both me and bro were giving each other the cold shoulders :( We had a tiff. Well.. it was me fault anywayz. Took a cab home and paid everything for that night to my brother clubbing+food+cab just to make it up :) WeEee.. Feeling weary now but still.. WeEee..
Sunday was the last day before all Design Juniors head off to attachment. Aww.. i just stick my butt at home. Surf the net and yes as u can see..
UPDATED MY BLOG AND CHANGED THE SKIN.
Abit poofed lar now hor. So i shall take a rest b4 the darn SIP commences.
To all Design Juniors, All the best in the SIP and good luck =)
-the Genting trip brought back the joy and laughter of me and bro :)-
-ends coughs. pui pui. luvin me bro, frenz and families ends-
The Sandman Decided Not To Pay Me A Visit.
*blink blink*
Nope, they'll never close, they'll just continue blinking. I name them Patty and Pat. The Patters. The Patters Eyelids. They won't let me sleep. The body's exhausted by eye's are still ignited. Damn I need ma sleep.
Nilus? Mr Sandman... in 3 languages,Ni Zai Na Li?, Maner Kau? and lastly where the hell are you? Shower with me with your dust and let me doze off. My antidote? An entry in my blog. Yeapz. It normally works, i hope it doesn't back out on me this time. It's quiet, only the breeze of my fan. Yes i do not have a blardy air con in this blardy warm country. Do not ask me why. But a sure have is in my new apartment :).
I just changed my room curtains from green and now black. Yes, when the lights are off, i'd snuggle up in the darkness and TRY to start the music of the night. But today it doesn't happen. Why does this always occur when i don't have anything do? When my assignments are piling, the number one issue is.. SLEEP. Darn.
I gotta be awake in 4 hours time god damn it. 4 hours of sleep. Argh. The counting of sheeps are sick of me counting them... The popping of sleeping pills ain't workin the pills would just sleep in me. The warm milk just cools me down but not to sleep. Damn it.
Anymore antidote? I have sleep deprivation.
-ends zZz? luvin the brother, frenz & families! ends-
Submissions have come to an end.
The smile on my face is back. The delight of having no work to do is here. Yipee! Sadly to say i have only a week rest & relax. Well this week is pretty planned out actually. Tomorrow, i'll be going to Genting until Friday! Yeah! Holidays like at last. Going with my bro, his mum & god mum and sy! Couldn't wait for the trip..
My bag is not packed. But i got the whole night to do so. Sooo that'll will wait. Now i'm back and shall continue saying that now...
I'M BORED.
Yes i am bored bored bored bored bored. There's nothing on tv except Lord of the rings.. well cable? ok la.. Lemme see.
I just cut my nails.
Made my bed(again).
Open my wardrobe to check out what to bring.
Count the number of coke cans in my room.
The life of the lifeless. Tell me about it.
Today's hot for me but tml cool yeapz! heh. I know theres nothing much in Genting and the stuffs are wayyy expensive but for a getaway from the stress is a definite must. Hmm.. remind me why did i take so much writing subjects this sem. I swear if next sem is that same! Someone just shoot me. Argh. I've got so much essay writing this sem it just kills. When they say the pen is mightier than the sword, it truly is!
Sip is starting real soon. Mixed feelings definitely. Excited and scared. The good thing Mich and Izyan is with me. Yeapz! But it's my first step into the working world *shivers*
I need to go shopping. I need to be pampered. Yeah, like as if the pounds on me is ain't enough. My wardrobe selection is getting boring. Argh. New stuffs New stuffs please!
Wa... My mum's watching Usher-Yeah's on MTV... way to go mother. WOotz.
Okie dokie I shall reblog later in the night ya'll!
-ends hols are here. Luvin the bro, frenz & families ends-
My Work!
In need of a graphic designer anyone? heh..The Day When No Work Was Done.
I woke up damn late today man. Around 4pm. Yeah, a pig i am. But after much slogging on my 3dvidz for the past sleepless nights, i deserve an endless sleep, sortoff. That's what i got today. And god almighty made the droplets of water fall from the sky! All hail god!
And this give me quite a good reason to snuggle up under my comforter and continue the music of my sleep.
I woke up feeling refresh. Ok quite refresh. But i do have constant reminders popping up in my head saying, "You've got submissions on Mondae!" Damn reminders, die reminders, banish from my mind. Like i've had enough of submissions. The devil in me managed to kick away these distractions haha. And what i did...?
SLACKING.
I shall slog for assignments on Sunday definitely. My mum wanted to drag me to this food fair thing at Expo, but i decline. I miss my home. I miss staying at home doing nothing. So i shall do that. And i did. Not once did i step out of my main door. Just me and my home :)
*smiles*
When i cleared my room today, i came across a pile of photographs. Yupz, photos of my delight, my friends. Poly + Sec school pals. I sat down, rummage thru them. Looking, admiring and wondering. The number of pals i've gained, would last me a lifetime. I know who treasures friendship and who doesn't. Who are truly my friends and who are my acquaintances. Even tho' some are worth keeping and some are not, but friends make up my life. My whole life.
I truly cherished every single one of them with the fullest, even those that hurts me the most. Well some of those heh.
But friends forever, give or take :)
Okie dokie i shall continue this night, or shall i say morning doing absolutely nothing. :) Cheerios~
-ends friends & acquaintances. lovin my bro, Friendz & families ends-
Club H20 - The shit i've been caught up with lately.
I was pretty caught up with my submissions lately. Even though TP is having it's study week now but hey, Design School ain't any period call study weeks, let alone exams! haa.. but our submissions was really makin everyone of us.... MAD.
I was so caught up doing my 3dvidz the whole week, that i neglected my blog for quite sometime. 3dvidz - CHECKED. The club i did. "Club H20" an underwater club hehe... My very Own masterpiece of the vidz. Darn Proud i am. :) The colour of the whole club is distinctively, ME. heh. Well, i can't say i'm done with submissions, but it'll over real soon.
Next week's break is something all design students is looking forward especially the juniors b4 we head off for our SIP's in 2 weeks time.
And what is planned for next week is...
-Getting my hair dyed
-Shopping definitely
-Maybe still on graphic designing for fun
-Clubbing YES YES
-Genting or some place in Malaysia trip haa
Talking bout that, Me and bro decided to go on a holiday to Genting next week. Invited Veroy, Ser, Seng Yong, Veroy etc...
Invitations are still open anyone interested?? Tell me like b4 sunday! U noe who u ar la ya...
A holiday or weekend getaway is all that we need now. Everything is going haywire. Literally. Now proudly declare Life is a definite roller coaster ride. The ups, the downs, the twirls. Wooo... But i'm not complaining. Like i say again, it's life!
Oh yeah, my comp died on me last Saturday. It gave out it's last "breathe" and poof. It just died. I was on the verge of crying considering all my computer generated subjects are dued like this week! With the aid of my bro, friends and stuff... i got it going. I bought a new comp on Mondae. 800 buckaroos! Whoah.. there goes like part of my savings. Well i just bought the CPU only la.. I can't believe after 6 long years, it died.
Holy shit! i'm bored. (i repeat submissions are not over)
My blog last week was in a midst of World War III but than bro, Mel, Beat, etc is helping me out. Almost everyone is helping me out. The kind heart of friendship. Touched. But in the end all gave same the advices.
Ignorance is bliss. So it shall be.
Me and bro will sure have some fun torturing the tortured. Heh..*evil smiles*
I shall reblog later. :) Happy submitting the submissions my fellow design pals! and for the rest gd luck for the exams! haa..
-ends ignorance is bliss. lovin me bro, me frenz & me family! ends-
If You Know Me Well.
I came along mich's blog and i find this test so cocky but yet funny. So try it and check out if you know me realllllyyyy well =).
I made a Quiz for you!
Take my Quiz! and then '>Check'>http://www.quizyourfriends.com/scoreboard.php?quizname=050311131900-885554">
Check out the Scoreboard!
You can check your scores as well!
Ok anyway, bro just left my place.. just slacking. As though our submissions are over. Haha! Please man. We chatted had fun and just slack. (Apparently we're suppose to do work. bahz.)
I see tuna in my kitchen cabinet and my hands are itchy enough to pry to can open and spread marvellously across white bread. Yum! I am hungry. Again, as usual and yahz.. what's new. The parental just nagged at me for gaining weight. Argh..
Is not that i don't try to loose weight... just that, the more i think of loosing weight, the more consumption of edible edibilities engulf my tummy. Yah. Well, i live to eat... but sometimes eat to live. The food is there not to be unaware right? haa..
Today, practically majority of the IAD year 2's were back in the studios. It brought back alot of memories. We missed the times. It was a nice nostalgic feeling.
^-^
The facets of life again was brought to known that, i'm labelled as the bad guy to the people who does not know me at all! Even though i was not told that i was an evil person. But instincts and indirect accusations were easily seen.
These are the problems with people nowadays, they jump right into the conclusion without analyzing the whole situation. In this case, me. If you don't know me, what makes you think i am who you think i am. Sheesh, superficial minds of the unimaginative twits.
Ask 1st before playing on my guilts. But wait what guilts? If i do, i should feel remorse by now don't i?... Apparently i'm not... *amazed* Point proven, the accusations or deliberate blaming everything on me points are all fiction. Because, the guilt is not in me, but in those who thinks i am the manipulative, influential and brainwashing type. The people who knows me well, would know who i am truly.
^-^
Ok... hitting off the bed pretty early tonight! SO SEE YA! Try My QUIZ!!
-ends hoho loving bro! frenz & families! ends-
the good. the bad & the evil. bro's.
Busified Reluctant Me.
I miss blogging. Tag-board is down for the past few days and to hell with it. So i've decided to change to chatter flooble thing. Bahz. I am sleepy. Extremely. Trying to do my report, trying really hard. Which is very hard. haa. The eyes ain't opening. It's closing anytime soon..
Gotten to realise that the Dream it Do it thing in school, majorly sucked. Well, i'm not alone. The judge with that bling bling on him, please la.. trying so hard to Simon Caldwell. The whole thing is just like another Singapore/American Idol rip off. Back to that judge, you no good looker yourself. So what you have diamonds(ahh.. fake la) on your neck, fingers and god knows which part else on your body, you suck. The blingers on you simply do you no good but a poser. Velvet trash coat? If you call it sense of style, boy... let me teach you one.
Who the heck are you trying to be? P. Diddy? You look more like a racoon run over by a truck.
So fun discriminating uselss people. hehe.
My brother got an SIP attachment happy for him and we'll be working in the area cool huh! Different companies but same area =).
No more relationship woes. Woohoo. But the after effect literally sucked. Not kidding. No else best to turn to but my brother, my confidant.
Rushing report, report rushing me.
Assignments are killer but i'll kill them anyway.
It'll be over soon and that soon will also be over.
The working begin and the beginning will end.
Money increases sooner it'll decreases.
Experience gained but experience ended.
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WORK TIME Shitified.
-ends shitified workload. lovin my Bro! Frenz & families! ends-
Same Old Shit.
After a 3 day break from blogging, i decided to squeeze some time for it in my ever so busy schedule. Well, i'm still living through the S.O.S.(Same Old Shit) over and over again. I just completed my Creative Writing book and i got tonnes and tones of shyt to go. Argh.
Anyway, watched White Noise with ma bro recently and okie la the show. I fell asleep. DAMN TIRED LA. Haha.. woken up by some fright scene. Shocking scenes was shockable i guess. My constant jerks can tell i was in a state of shock.
Busy Busy Busy. I need sleep. Yes, like my brother's nick, i am missing my bed. I miss the love and trust it gives. The warm embrace as it take me in its arms. Aah.. I missed it. I hate you but i love you AwwwW.
OH YEAH SINGLEHOOD INVADED ME.
Anyway, gotta go off rush more work. Damnit... See ya'll!
-end S.O.S. Lovin my bro! Frenz & Families! ends-
so long time ago. Pretty much missing the misses..
I am screwed with work.
I woke up today feeling very refreshed after last night late supper at Simpang Bedok with Michelle and Bro. After a while, my feeling of being refresh came to a halt. On my study table, lies a whole of work, relatively the pile of dust collecting on it is no worse. Argh. Took my shower and began to dig into that pile of shit. Darn.
Yesterday night at Simpang was fun. Dinosaurs, Pratas, Cup Noodles and much more junk food. We just hung out together until 5am. With Michelle's repeated act of bravery when everytime we wanted to "escort" her home but she rejected but it came to her senses she's still, a mouse. So we did escort her back =).
From bro's to prata. From work to supper. Ooo. Fun.
Oh yeah, i need to bitch.
A sms brought to my attention last night. This is how it goes.
"Hey I don't know how to help you help your friend anymore. He threaten to call the police. Goodness is he blinded by that so called best friend of his or what? I think now the only way for him to se the light is that Tracy gets into something serious which i think she will given to her condition. Then i think he'll regret. Maybe. K i'm washing my hands clean of the both of them. My blood is really boiling. Send my regards to tracy. If she is still around."
And that message meant to be unintentional to my bro. Bahz. Well from reading the message(where it needs major grammar editing). It's motive to be "unintentional" failed terribly. Well, now names are involved and i couldn't care less. Adeline, you're a whore. "..I'm washing my hands clean on the both of them.." - who told you to get involve? So to you, i'm regarded as manipulative, submissive and one-sided best friend. Hmm... well, you're the same as well. A caniving, two faced irritating ass. Since you do not know me that well, i'll let you say whatever you want. It's the umpteenth time, his decisions are not mind. If those 5 words doesn't get into you freaking senses. God knows.
Yah, reporting to police definitely. Harrassment. And you'll see what lies for you in the future.
You oughta watch your fucking steps...
-ends screwed up people. loving baby?? lovin bro! frenz & families! ends-
Happy Boy Once Again.
I've gotten my new toy! Yippee. Nokia 6260 (coffee in colour) is now mine, officially. Wootz. My priced possession.
Boring day tho', did lotsa assigment today. And again, i shall head off to my new loft, u noe what i mean heh. Work work work. When will it ever end? Damn it. I just realised i'm really a tortoise in a shell. I forgotten when was the last time i went to downtown east. Which is reallyyyyy far back. BECAUSE when i went yesterday, it changed miraculously. Which gave me the OO's and AH's, commenting on every sight i saw. Damn the place rocks now. Let me see, the last time i was there was in 2001. Now is way far different.
Yes you can slap me on being a suaku.
I am now craving ice-cream. Shall run to 7-11 before i head off to ma bro's later on. See ya'll!
Typical Singaporeans
- "WAH SO PRADA AR! FREE NOT?"
- "LULIAN DAMN SIONG SI BE NICE"
- "I WEAR LOLEC CAN. NOT CASIO HOR"
- "HAIYO QUEUE SO LONG. PUI GO INFRONT LO."
- "HAIYO 20 DISHES WHERE GOT ENUFF LOR!"
- "WAH RED COLOUR AR! SURE GD LUCK SIA BUY MORE! BUY MORE!"
- "EH ACCIDENT ACCIDENT! TAKE NUMBER DOWN 4D LATER!"
-ends godforgiving singaporeans loving baby?? lovin bro? frenz & families ends-
My New Loft. My Brother's Place.
I came back from my bro's place and what's new? Yeah. I've discovered that his place is now my new "loft" and "hangout". He has wonderful warm loving parents that treats me nice, a comfortable cosy bed and yah.. endless chatting and whackyness. Well, i helped him with his CW graphics and stuff. =).
Earlier on went to Faith's Chalet at Aloha Loyang. Woo. It was cool. Me and bro came pretty early and we actually witnessed the people came in to hype the party up. Sheesh. Had pizza's, chicken wings, drinks, etc. It was cool.
I've just tasted bombay sapphire and it ROCKS. I love it. =). I want more. Well there is one bottle hidden in my cupboard. Saving up for my bdae =). Heh.
Wah laoz, i went home with my brother who has constant hand cramps and me a bloated airy tummy! Irritating. We talked rubbish but some were pretty sensible. Well brothers time out together always rock mahz. =). Left Faiths around 1045 and straight off to bro's. Yeah here i am writing an entry after i left his place 15mins ago heh.
The weather nowadays have toned down. Occasional rain is much better than no rain at all. And now if overslept, i blame it on the nice weather haha. Well, taking for granted of the situation am i not? hahaha.. Everyone enjoys a nice atmosphere once in a while. I want an adidas jacket or maybe even gola. After i saw my bro's old retro jacket from his dad's, i yearn for one too!! Damn it looked nice la! I want 1! I want 1! Soon i guess heh..
Well, feeding my bed now. See ya'll!
-ends bombay yummy. Loving baby?? Lovin bro!! Frenz & Families ends-
bahz. waiting for food can be horrendous.
Bah. 6260 yay!!
Wooo.. again just came from bro's. Helped him with his CW. Which ended up watching MTV's, joking around and his constant visit to the loo. Of course work was done. But yeah.. minimal. Had a blast watching backstreet boy's MTV's, the typical corny synchronized dance steps, memorable grooves which now runs back to our mind making it look.. - corny. Argh. LOL. I shall put up the cocky BSB videos real soon and u guys can have mocking them. :P
I couldn't sleep. I have no idea but what's new?
FAITH BABY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Ooo.. i'm counting down the days until i'll get my beloved Nokia 6260! Wooho. Seriously, i've been having constant dreams about it, fantasies and yeah.. alot more. Hurra! tick tock tick tock.
I just had a good neck massage by my bro. Damn it's good. Releases all the tension in my aching neck. Tml dreadful boring class in the morning i-hope-not-so-dry class in the afternoon. Yawns! Than i'll be heading down to Pasir Ris for Faith's bdae. Good ol' age of erm.. 18? i guess.
THE AGE GAP OMG! ARGH!
Okie dokie I'll hit off the bed now. =) See ya!
-ends 6260! yay! lovin baby? Lovin bro~! Frenz & families! ends-
Ramblings. Me.
I can't believe my fucking balls that i failed my plot and structure for creative writing by 0.5 mark! I poured out all my anger and depressed emotions on to my bro. I still couldn't believe it. Argh. Damn all the plotty plots and structural structures in the world!
I'll wait for 2 more weeks and that's it. Clubbing ahoy! ChinaBlack, Zouk, Phuture, Rouge! Here me roar! I dun give a shit with my problems right, let it go with the flow. If anything were meant to be, than it was meant to be. If it's fated, well i'll accept it with open arms.
Love can never be forced. Mark these words. They can never be forced.
The JAE candidates who came with the families just now were selfish bastards with pampered asses. Including the parents. Leaving your plates on the tables after you guys are done eating. Not one but literrally everyone who came for JAE 2005. Lazy asses. It just occured to me they are visually impaired. They can't even notice a sign pasted on the table. In bold. In bold acrylic. Dumbasses. Tsk tsk tsk.. and yet you're coming to my sch. Sheesh. Disgrace disgrace..
Monday i'm gonna catch a movie with ma bro. Like again this decision came about. When is our turn? Will it be ever a chance for best friends to watch movies? Cos so far there wasn't =\. Anywayz, i watched a pretty sadistic video in school on how they skinned animals for their fur. Pretty little white foxes slammed on the ground with their paws chopped off. Racoons skinned alive by pulling their fur of the skin like a sweater, LITERALLY. Bleeding, smashed onto the ground and all these were done when they are still alive. Poor creatures, really poor creatures. Filthy humans. I can't believe they have no mercy. Seriously, my heartaches. *ouch*
(850am) - Sch - Cad lab - cad lab - cad lab - canteen - cad lab - cad lab - home(930pm) My life. Dead.
Night all!
-ends Burped. Loving baby?? Loving bro! frenz & families! ends-
Crazy.
I brought my cat to the vet in the evening just now. If you guys don't know i have 3 fat persian cats Miki the oldest, Sky and Zizu(Twins but they look way different). I brought Zizu to the vet earlier. After the trip, it was concluded that my cat is suffering from brain dysfunctioning which causes it's mentality to be different. In shorter term,
My CAT IS CRAZY!
I'm living with a crazy cat. Scary. But can't help it, he's god damn cute. You know when light is shine onto your eyes, your pupil will tend to get smaller or bigger but god knows la.. My cat, apparently, it remains the same size. Whacky cat. =/. The saddest thing... it's life is shorten -cries-
Can you imagine my cat to be warded into the mental institution for cats! That is so depressing. Well at least the rest of my cats are alive and kicking. I still can't believe my cat is whacked. =/.
I know a secret and i'm not gonna tell! *zips*
I just got back from bro's doing some work. Yawns. It's all about the submissions. Pretty irritating nowadays. Tml bro's going to another interview and i wish all the best for this one and let him clinch this one =). I suppose to sleep now since my creative writin class starts like in 6 hours time damn it. After that, i'll be helpin Talitha with Digi and Mel with 3d woohoo multi tasking~ =) We'll see if i am capable in doing that. =/.
Me and my brother is having fun talking endlessly lately which rocks. Wootz! Jokes and such. Well, that's why we're known the brothers crime. =) Well that's wat a best pal for anyway heh... thru the good and the bad!
Argh. Argh. My relationship troubles are well... troubling. Still! But now it's laying low. Silence is Golden.
Me and my mum is playing detective pass few days. heh.. super duper fun hor~?! hahahaz... We'll i shall rat about the outcome.. when there is one. I hope there'll be a good one hehe..
Beddy bye bye..
-ends whacked cat. loving baby?? lovin bro! frenz & families! ends-
The black resides. Black Chrysalis.
The Flu Bug.
The flu bug has gotten into me. I woke up feeling shivery yet perspiry. Struggled my vidz last night + marketing. Well, took mc today and i didn't know there's a major deadline for the challenges for 3dvidz. So rushed for it like a mad dog. Argh. LoL.
I sorta reached home from school. Feeling like such a sicko.. I bought nadi and herwin brownies.. but i was cheated when they told me it was just dbl choc fudge cake. Well, i bet they still gobble it up though. Haha.. Yesterday the O levels results were released! Sheesh.. it's pretty fast.. to think of it i took it 2 years ago but the feeling of anxiety and i was an absolute nervewrecker!
Now, i'm finally settled in TP Design School, 2nd year to be exact and its coming to an end real soon before i venture to my senior year. Damn! Ok anyway, i've got major assignments to rush and i feel really sick in doing it. Going over to bro's later to do exhibition studies and maybe InP&A. Argh. Work work. Well it is coming to an end really soon.
Chocolate. Chocolatesss. I want to eat chocolates. After i baked cookies and brownies the day before yesterday, i got addicted to them. Well the cookies turned a little dark... well BURNT except for the huge ones. heh. But the brownies was swell!
BROWNIES YUM!
By end of the term what am i intend to have/do..
- Nokia 6260
- Flesh Imp Tees
- A New Haircut(Well i just did)
- A trip to Malaysia I hope
- Jeans
- Purple hair
I am finally getting my Nokia 6260. Another "Checked" in my wishlist wootz! I gave alot of considerations Nokia 6260, Samsung E310C, Sony Ericsson K700i or Panasonic X500... Well these phones were mostly that i've thinking off.. Finally i decided on the Nokia 6260! Not only does my mum has it... soon the son will! =) Happy lil' twit haha.
Off to the assignments.. =)
-ends 6260 yes ar! loving baby?? Loving bro! Frenz & families! ends-
Is my fonts too small?
I think my fonts are too small. I even have to squint my eyes reading it bahz. Shall i make it bigger? hee.. where are my loyal readers? The amount of people reading my blog seem to drop tremendously!! Why what is happening... i just my address only what =(..
Anyway, the partner problems are very irritating. Nothing is resolved yet. I foresee the end, worst, happiness? Fuck it. Argh. No point talking about it so i shall shut my crap up.
No one's listening =( I'll bottle up my probs than.
