Once Upon a time.......
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There were 5 giants living in the comfort a smallllll dilapidated studio space. Every single day they would grumble about their lousy lives they lead. They are nocturnal. In the day they would find any morsel space they could find to continue the z's.
One day i paid them a visit into their studio space and capture them in action.
They giants were really huge, it was something miraculously huge.
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Even the moles or files seemed smaller, wayyyy smaller.
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When they sleep, they have the most "graceful" positions ever..
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The two female giants slept soundly on the comfort of one of the giant's tummy..
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The tummy the female giants lay on, the rightful owner..
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Suddenly, while i was snapping away, my HANDPHONE RANG! which woke up one of the female giants!!...
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*GASPS!*
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Unfortunately, she woke up and ate every single morsel of meat that's left on me.
And went back to sleep.
Here i am writing this in peace.
-the end-
Today for lunch we had........
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All of those scrumptous delectables literally! Highly fattening it is! Highly Sinful! Oh well it's lunch heh. My mother gave a nice treat to my pals =) YUP! And in a way, it was a celebration. It's something to rejoice for... because........
All of those scrumptous delectables literally! Highly fattening it is! Highly Sinful! Oh well it's lunch heh. My mother gave a nice treat to my pals =) YUP! And in a way, it was a celebration. It's something to rejoice for... because........
My Bro passed his driving!!!! =))))
Congrats brother!!
So yah, it was killing a mocking bird with 2 stones. Celebration and friends gathering. Me, Bro, his gf, Wei min, Isthiqlal and Beat! Yeah... all of joined the celebration and ate our hearts out. Hope u guys enjoy it and bro hope u enjoyyyyyyyyy it a nice lil' congrats gift!
Food makes us happy. Who doesn't? heh.
Now the shedding of the pounds is needed, NOT haha. Well once in awhile being a glutton, achieving one of deadly 7 sins is erm, no harm done. Self-indulging is one's pleasure ehe. Anyway back in school, everyone who has pin up tml is rushing their asses off for the next part of the review~~
All the best to you guys!
Blabber blabber blabber. Hmm.. yay tml my bro's driving me to sch! Yes! So cool huh hehe... This is one treasured god damn best friend man. Anyway, i wanna do some work and help my bro with his work =)
Appreciate his gratitude when he helped me for my review... =)
"...love is spread to all..."
-ends paris to rome. I love my bro, frenz and families ends-
Oh Yes.
I've had some rest which was much anticipated for. And now, i can't sleep. Grr.
I am going crap. Yes my daily crap. I passed my review!! Yes thank god, the whole night didn't go to waste, all hail well all hail.. erm, forget it.
Guys remember this Saturday is Vibeseek - http://www.vibeseek.com at Sentosa yah, tickets now sold at only Kbox Tampines =) Yippee. Can't wait for this Saturday. Do a bit for a charity while having fun! Me and bro and others (i dunnoe who) are helping out in this event and we can't wait for that!
Hmm, today the mind is pointless and blank. I have no idea what shall i crap about in my blog for now. I'm lazee to rant the daily rantings of my life, well i do sometimes but yeah. Lemme see what i just did like an hour ago. Chatted with bro's gf. Hmm.. oh yeah fried prawn fritters, talking to Weimin on the phone. And bleahz. A schedule of what i did, relentlessly said, this is much interesting huh.
Ok, interesting fact, Yin and Yang has homosexuality traits in them. Uh huh. My project was conceptualised from Yin and Yang and through my research Yin (Female) and Yang (Male) have a trait bisexuality in them. Interesting. Well yeah, fair enough. I shall not talk about the project here.
People are crazy over my pink 2 percent bag. God knows why, it's free anyway.
Ok, the interesting life shall end here. Now that's good news. =P
"...... there are time that life can be such sore....."
-ends are u ok? i love my bro, frenz and families ends-
-all smiles-
Review oh review.
I hope i did pretty okie, i manage to meet the requirements within one night. I just hope everything is pretty much, fine. So i could proceed on =).
As for now. Someone shall embrace me with it's cool and comfortable hug.
Hello Mr Bed.
".....i did the best of my ability....."
-ends feels like. I love my bro, frenz & families! ends-
WARNING: De-activation of human being
10 perspectives, 20 thumbnails, 1:50 plans, 1:50 layout, 80 words Architectural shitz.
Hello Hell.
Now the body needs' gallons of coffee, caffeine anything hyperactive to keep the mind running, eyes open and body energise. Red bull, H2O whatever, give it to me. Running down to 7-11 every hour doesn't help, so stockage of such elements now is essential. The human time bomb is ticking. As the the adrenaline is pumping, the work get's tense. Sheesh.
I hate when this moment is relived.
I was ultra pissed with my brother for leaving sch when i clearly i told him i need help. Argh. Well, i hate pressures, i hate stress, it causes the riots. Eww. Go away. GO AWAY. A break, a HOLIDAY. I need cash. I'm clean as a whistle. Can't blame me, it's the end of the month. Shessh. Help help help.
I am screwing up my life?
I AM! I AM! I AM!
Ok delirium is running over me. The more perspectives i see, the more crazy i get. Tell me why did i take this course? Hey hey.. actually i love it haha. And i am not self contradicting, just that i am better off with the graphics. bleahz =P
The club, the songs EVERYTHING PLEASURABLE, that includes eating ice-cream in winter, i want to pleasurise it now than attend the interim review later on which will definitely commence in in in in in 7 hours time. Someone kill the shit out of me.
Keith class is inspiring but a bit draggy, P3's class is tretcherous but i'm a bit laggy. Grr. My poetic rhymes are getting cornier each and every second. Tremendous stress is running right through me. And i can feel the every inch and ounce of pain that went through me. Hello hello. This is only an interim review not even the final. For godsake. I shall kill the world. Kill the people the darn lecturer's or at last cast them into a sheep or something.
ARGH DELIRIOUS THOUGHTS.
Brother sorry for the whacked/crude me earlier on =)
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OUTZ.
"...i want to be in nirvana, where birds chirps and flower blooms..."
-ends apologies. i love my bro, frenz and families ends-
I Am Not As Free As You All Think.
I changed the skin again, hey it doesn't take long alright just a mere 10mins. That is why i bother to change it frequently. Heh. And this time, the blue skin of mine now, will stay i guess. Hah, decisions may vary heh.
Sunday gone, Monday arrived. Tuesday doom. Wednesday snores. Thursday stress. Friday atlast.
The cycle repeat itself. Yes, the above statement sorta is my timeline of this week onwards. My review on tuesday is my armageddon. Damn it. DAMN IT. Irritating whore of a lesson. I am bored with work oh well, who is not. Tired with it as well. I need a break? A lil' too soon aye.
I wanna quit school.
Open my wedding planning business.
Find a girlfriend.
Get married.
Get her laid.
Get twins.
And be a successful man.
Uh huh, thinking way far. Way too far here.
I want to sit on a magic carpet like aladdin and jasmine does. I wanna see the world way up there, not as spirits u goons, just way up in the sky. I wanna rub a magic lamp and a genie comes out. I want to be granted 3 wishes and the third wish i would wish for hmm 100 more wishes. WAHAHA. greedy me. Oh well. Humans can never be satisfied entirely.
I want to live in a landed property like i used too. I want my mummy to buy back the old house. It has lotsa memories. No. 9 Sennet Road, i miss you. Wahz. I am bored. Literally. Bored with work that is. Damn it.
Prancing around under stars wishing for this and that. Soulful crazy me. Goodbye bloggie, hello shitass pile of work.
"....i wish for a million things, i wish for you and me...."
-ends whacked. I love my bro, frenz and families! ends-
What A Day.
I woke up really early for a Saturday, grr. Had charity work to be done today with my brother. How nice souls we are. Lol. To be willing enough to sacrifice our Saturday to help out with the Alzeihemer Disease Association in raising funds and promoting a charity gig =) Yupz, early day we had. Met up at the bus stop which yeah i was late grr. Yeah met up with Julia to go around promote the gig and stuffs. Headed to parkway and god damn it rained for awhile so we just, ya hung around.
Well all good deeds were done well today =) Happy us!
Headed of to Tamp Mall around 3pm in a scurry to yes search for a prezzie. Well not a bdae prezzie. Helped my brother to search his 2nd month anniversary gift. Okie it was cute. Had this huge test-tube bottle thingie filled with water, and another cute time small bottle with this cool looking dark blue gem-stoned pendant necklace hanging in it and a heart shaped origami thingie inside it. It was me idea! whaha. =) So yahz the tiny bottle was floating in the huge test-tube bottle thingie, with end it off a red rose to compliment the whole thing =) The adventure of searching such gift was, well beneficial heh. So i sat at the basement staircase beside fish&co and did all the work by inserting the necklace and stuffs, tough job i tell you, bro ran off to find a rose. bahz. oh well it was fun =)
Headed of seperate ways, off to the check up. Yawns. Headed home after that i slept like a log. LoL. I can't believe i rejected an invitation to ChinaBlack today, hey i was shagged ok and i have my P3 to be done. Argh. All was not wasted lor!! Yupx. Today was solely, brothers day out and sleep and work in the night heh.
Ok. hmm. My itunes just blasted Karma - Alicia Keys. Yawny yawns. Oh well, what goes around comes around. Certainly, it's the cycle of life. You do good, you'll get good. You do bad, you'll get bad. I am certained that karma has no effect on me. -.- Ain't it obvious? I live troubles for a mere 10secs? than a happy new me is overcame. Oh well, blessed with the happy-go-lucky spirit. Let me see, i live everyday as if there is no tomorrow, i am fortunate and blessed enough, i dun ask for more and more is just a surprise, oh well... I ROCK! wahaha.
I bitch. Literally. It's funny to bitch bout people and yet they know they're bitching bout u, haha it's fun! And all the more they think i won't know that they know. Well, if people assume or know i bitch bout them! Let em' be =) haha. I have nothing to hide. When you bitch, you self express your feelings. No harm done. Boy, i love my life =)
"...u're desperate for the attention, and you love to make up stories all the best than!...."
-ends losers! i love my bro, frenz and families ends-
i like you but..
A Proper Entry.
Ok i left my entries hanging past few days. Well can't blame me, blame that schedule of mine. Ok. I hope, wait, this will be a proper entry. Yes, it will. I proclaimed this week had been a hectic one. Yes, it's more hectic than sex (though i never tried it, but it seemed to be), though sex is pleasurable but this week is just plain torture. And no, the term pain is pleasure doesn't apply in this case. Conclusion, this week's torture well is somewhat close to hell. Well hell is much more worse therefore i mention close to hell.
Having late nights with empty ideas doesn't help, so does the lecturer's, at times. One's creativity can't be forced, but nurture, developed and now than one can claim one has suceeded in one's idea in ideating and conceptualising.
Now, the blame is directly pointed to us students. Well, so our cohot of IAD is not the bunch to look up too or majestically placed in one of the top cohots of TP, but instead causing the major downfall in it's standard. The aid of lecturer's? Yes they do help, but somewhat in a wrong way. Somewhat i say. But hell, we gonna benefit, i hope. Either we strive now or achieve never. So yahz, dear lecturer's don't be hard on us for all the wrong reasons. If the 2003 batches causes failures and drops of standard of the school, we pick ourselves up every single time and strived harder. But to be reminded, one's foundation is based one's amateur year, well, our amateur years ain't tha beneficial, only 1 or 2 foundations but, i again repeat it ain't great or knowledgeable as you think. Period.
Pornography. Yes. Me and bro had talks regarding pornography and sex. In pornography, one intense sexual methods and pleasures seemed fake. Well it is. We wondered, are our married sex life is to be nurtured to what the pornographic well has endowed us? The answer lies after the marriage life. Well, when married, all i can say, We make love not sex. A senario came about that my brother mentioned, there was this show or something, that a couple only have sex once a year that is on their anniversary. Appalled. Yes. So the both of us conclude, having a healthy sex life after marriage is what we're gonna practice. Thus, marriage for us is the only right way to loose our virginity. Bleahz. We sound like some whusses. Oh well, growing adults we are and our minds are still amateur. Decisions made now may vary and change. *winks*
I wanna own my wedding planning company so badly. I want to be the wedding planner. The good one that is. Marriage is a bliss. Organising it is more than a bliss =) Oh well i shall countdown my days till this opportunity comes knocking on my door.
Izkandar outz.
"....god nurtured us, developed us, here we are now...."
-ends ok done. i love my bro, frenz and families ends-
Morning Blues >.<
Not that i don't love the morning sun, chirping birds amongst the trees, beautiful blue skies but, i am so not a morning person. My answer to my morning blues is to sleep in bed for another 4 hours give or take another 4 hours.
Mr Droppy eyes and Mrs Eye Baggies took over the pretty eyes, heh. Well yeah sorta, i've the major case of the bags forming right under my eyes. Which is not a pretty sight. The endless night for P3 was a tremendous boo boo. Because i took revenge and slept for 8 whole hours the day i came back from school. Sweet lovely revenge. Well woken up and i was greeted by my retail assignment. bahz. i forgot, i am still a student grr.
Got to go, the phone rang, and my bro's mum is here to pick me up. for sch. Ciaoz.
It Seemed Ages.
Well, i got 40mins or so before the clock strikes 12.
and i just thougt blogging now before the thursday ends. So at least my blog seemed to have entries, a day each. heh.
Yah lame me.
See ya'll in 40 mins time. well 35 i guess took me to write these shit for 5mins? damn.
"...siam kitchens and toni and guys..."
-ends hah. 33mins. I love my bro, frenz and families! ends-
Give Me A Good Reason Why I Shouldn't
Discriminate In My Blog?
Okie, i've just been kicked with the funniest sentence in my life, "i'd like to make myself sad.. so i'm a sadist..." Yup smack right at me and everybody else. The majority well everybody to be exact who was with me or at least has the same frequency level with me were laughing our heads off. Well, not trying to be mean but well.. enjoy the funny things people can come out with when the terms and definitions can be truly wrong or mistaken.
The actual meaning of Sadist -
1.The deriving of sexual gratification or the tendency to derive sexual gratification from inflicting pain or emotional abuse on others.
2.The deriving of pleasure, or the tendency to derive pleasure, from cruelty.
3. Extreme cruelty.
2.The deriving of pleasure, or the tendency to derive pleasure, from cruelty.
3. Extreme cruelty.
Oh well, tell me one good reason i shouldn't discriminate in my blog. If the world is with me, they should be smiling and having a gleeful smile on their faces. =)
Anyway, i've been mean, but i can be mean-er. heh. My blog idol Xiaxue - www.xiaxue.blogspot.com the world opens up to reality and facts in a cruder but hilarious way.
All hail Xiaxue!
Oo. In school yesterday, i met a bitch. Well, everyone who claims they are but actually are as mild as a hand soap but yup i met a bitch. Was with my pals, Tan Yan, Bro and Seng Yong at Norgen Vaaz (this sucky cafe in sch for those who din know), we were there to do a project on yup doing up the damn cafe. We left and waited for hmm TY outside the cafe. So bro was leaning against the brick wall when these two human beings. A male and female to be exact came and wanted to walk through. Bahz if u guys from TP u guys would know how the route would be and stuffs. So there was clearly at least a metre space infront of my bro for that particular female to walk but NO.. she choose to squeeze through my brother who's leaning against the wall.
So he was leaning sorta leaning... the female incorrigible whore of the world came, with that sluty face of her which is undenying uglier than my ass came and gave that look. THAT LOOK. The bitchy look, the glary eyes, the i am the mother fucking queen in the world Look to my bro and rudely said, "Excusee Me!" The tone. U guys should know how a bitch does it. Yes that tone. And she has to walk through there. Grr. So yahz, my bro just back off and let her walk. Couldn't stand her sight, and tone i just have to voice out, "Likeeee Sorry~ (bitchily, diva-istically and yahz)" You know what i mean. Loudly which made her turn. And glare. Which i shouldn't even actually apologise. Dumb me. Grr. She stared.
Like i care. We all walked while she is still outside bookshop walkway.. around a metre distance than us, where i clearly said, "What a biatch, Not even pretty la, my foot prettier can!" And she could definitely 100% hear it. Well it felt good for me. =) Hehe. She could run up to me and shove her shoe up my ass for saying that but i don't care. She is just a plain whore. =) Happy me now.
The happy me now shall sleep. Cos i have a happy day and happy life ahead to look forward too.
"...did i hurt anyone feelings? well thanks for spreading the fiction good than..."
-ends yes a bitch i am. I love my bro, frenz and families ends-
I Am Inspired, I guesss I Am.
A rare moment just came by. I oughta seize this moment before anything else happens. Yes. it is rare. Precious..
I have the mood to do my Project 3. Seize it now so i shall suffer never. Hehe
Before that, i need to blog and yes i will.
Step, step, side to side
round and round,
hit the dock seperate,
bring it back
and let me see you do the love slide
Such an enticing sentence to teach you to dance sensually, i guess. It's an old song, R-Kelly's - Step in the name of love, but i think those who knew the song, oo, my god it feels so... sensually smooth and relaxed. Right? Right??? hehe. The remarkable flute tunes, with lightly whistles.. oo you could just imagine yourself in paradise. Lounging on yacht, sailing across the Mediteranean Sea, with the glistening sun in the sky, sipping on tantalising coconuts... with that cool shades covering the sensitive eyes...
Okay... getting carried away here.
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I can continue dreaming. =P
You know, you know, life has been good for now. I still remember i was a living hell than wahah, but yeah my history are best left as a history.. *winks* Right now. I have a bad sleeping disorder. The usual, the nocturnal... don't we all? Hmm anyway.. i'm counting down to my birthday which is still way way far... let me see.. 3 months and 10 days more. Yah so. It's still long bleahz. But it's the first time my birthday falls actually on a school holiday period. How exciting. It's he first time it's EXAMS FREE. or now SUBMISSIONS FREE!
Talking bout birthday's... Happy Birthday Stephanie Dear!
Okie dokie.. i shall not let my inspiration for P3 runaway.. =)
".... i am not afraid to try it on my own, i don't care if it's right or wrong...."
-ends Smiling me! I Love my bro, frenz and families ends-
It Was A Long & Tiring Day.
Though i woke up kinda late today in the afternoon but the day kicked off immediately. Grr. Barely had time to relax! Hah! Headed for check up and than to Ritz. Whoah today was jam packed. Sheesh. No time to answer phone calls even. Haha.
I just got home like 2 hours ago. Tired but there is still time for my blog here. I edited it's skin and add more photos to my [Links & Pix] Section hehe. enjoy guys! Well, i guess i post up way lotsa photo's in my entries lately. I shall stop for now heh. Till next week than.
I again has the heart has fallen in love.
To the one and only. She kept me weak in the heart,
left me thinking whole day through.
I am spellbound.
I have endless nights with her.
The sweats, the roughness, the complications but she's still mine.
I have let her down once, but i shall never do it again.
I'm bound to have her. From now till?
I love you my Project 3.
Obviously, NOT.
Traumatised with the 28th and 30th June P3 pinup. I shall seek cover and count down the days with full of anguish. The tretcherous days and nights are coming.
Hello eyebags and pimple cream.
I shall worry again tml.
I was at the Ritz, the food was good with pretty lil things on the tables. And bro was at a wedding with his Gf family. Go figure. Haha. Pretty hotels, exquisite dinners. I am born to be pampered wahaha. Well pamperation is good, but not everyday. The materialism in me has gone down, abit. I've done my bit to the society lately and i am damn proud of it.
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I miss going to the orphanage. I think i shall go tml. oo. lovely lil' kids!
Okie i am off to my bed than. See ya'll!
"....i am burden by the work, not your words...."
-ends almost there. i love my bro, frenz and families ends-
Sometimes We Get Bored.
Bro's Place.
Studios.
Buses.
Pacific Coffee.
Boy, We're just bored.
Bro's Place.
Studios.
Buses.
Pacific Coffee.
Boy, We're just bored.
- aye, distortion is a phase of life. be it in brothers. heh. -
The Half Closed Eyes.
Shaggness got into me real quick these past few days. All i want to do is sleep, laze around and do nothing. Wish that could happen someday. As for today, had an early day in school, what's new? Anyway, someone hacked to my gmail account and deleted my mails. Bahz.
So again, i hope you die with your head stuck between two fat ladies.
Just got home from slacking. Was pretty tired but i had no idea why i continued to slack bleahz. Today is pretty much hmm, boring. Nothing much was done, collected my bro's spectacles that my mum did for him and kickass, anti fog i tell you hehe.
In school, had a fun time snapping away pictures with the oldies. =) Happy. I'll post'em up tml hehe.
Today, is the day where i realised people closest to you is the one the heart yearns for. Literally, i really missed my oldies in the I.A.D studios and snapping away photo's made me miss them more. I missed my brother, with him helping me with my work and stuffs again made me miss him more. I miss slacking and having fun with the oldies than again, this increases the misses in me.
The heart yearns for the one's we love, the one who knows us inside out. Seeing each other everyday doesn't replace the feelings that one has to one's friends. The one's that really are significant to one's life, my life that is. It really triggers the emotion on how much we appreciate these amigoes of mine. They came into my life with a reason. A reason that will definitely stay in me forever. The fights and the craps we had are the quality of life we made ourselves.
I have no regrets meeting my oldies and my brother. They'll stay in the heart.
I heart all. =)
I am outz.
"...one doesn't need to see to not miss..."
-ends appreciation. i love my bro, frenz and families ends-
After The Crap.
One can't be relatively be to annoying to crap rubbish in one's blog. Therefore, the amount of rubbish in one's blog shall increase. Heh.
Today i had P3, i felt guilty for not accompolishing anything but instead, i tried running away from it. Well that shouldn't be the case. One can't be forced to intervene creativity, one ought to be naturally creativ-itised.
I didn't prepare my Apel presentation, i apologise to my team mates, but i whiz through it yapping bout racial harmony w/o even looking at the slides even once. Hmm, go me. LoL. I am bored with school. Why does it have to be in the graduating years that i feel that i am bored with what i am doing. All i want to do is to sleep, eat, enjoy and yeah enjoying the rest of my life. Provided the greens keep rolling in.
I conclude, i have no direction in life. =/
Either to be a designer or not, i have no idea. But successful yes. Who doesn't?
I should be zzz now. well i guess i should. I shall worry another day hee.
"......i am just one call away, when you need me you know i'll be there......"
-ends hellllo life. i love my bro, frenz and families ends-
Ok. The Late Night Entry Again.
ah. ah. oh oh. yeah yeah. heh heh. Oh yeah. Ah ah oh oh.
god knows why i typed that out heh.
"...a shot in life..."
-ends huha. i love my bro, frenz and families ends-
Orgasmic Entry.
SO. I was feeling under the weather today, contradicting since today's weather is simply, nice. I woke up, dragging my aching head into the showers, shivers. Yes, the head is spinning from late nights and cold showers. Still drag myself to the train station to meet my bro for sch. yes. School. Hmph. I supposed to have my presentation today. Well but it was posted next week, lucky lil me. So. Guess what,
The train were at our feet. We decided not to board it and skipped school. Haha. Went to Simpang for breakfast. Yup, nice windy day. I slacked at my bro's after breakfast. Yup. We did nothing but slacked. Hmm. Well.. left his place around 1230... yupz pretty much headed home, changed, check up and meet up with my pals Heh.
So much for skipping school and slacking yeah.
Today, i showered 4 times. I have no idea why. But i just feel like showering. Boy it felt good heh. Anyway, i'm rushing my work now, my god damn project 3. Hah. Well the stress are definitely kicking in duhz. Anyway, i'm bored now. The project is boring. for now tho. Tml god damn it, long day in school. 9-1 class. 2-3 class than 6-7 class. Yeah tell me about the time slots, killer ain't it. GRR. and i'm doing my collage at my bro's place since he offered to help me out. =)
Friday is afternoon class wootz! thank god! heh...
Hmm. ok. kill me. i'm bored shit. I'm gonna be blonde back. heh. anyway. i'm gonna again dive into my pile of shit, work that is.
Ooh ooh, before that, i wanna tok bout of Ben & Jerry's heh. The ever so decaden creamy frozen delectable. For goodness sake Mr Ben and Mr Jerry, you guys rock. When i was in Hong Kong i had the peanut butter cookie thingie ice-cream. The creamy swirls in my throat was really orgasmic. I tell you 10 times the orgasm. Oo. The innovatives mixtures of ice-cream yum. When my bro had it, ORGASM spelled on his immediately he had spoonful. The oo's and ahh's filled the air. My my i want my Ben and Jerry's! Ok i have the-middle-of-night crave again. 7-11 do sell it but not the one's that i like. Heh. Ok Hong Kong hear me roar, well i heard the Singapore Zoo has one.
Zoo anyone?
"...you're an eyesore, pain in the ass and many more. God is great, you still live..."
-ends groovin yum. I love my bro, frenz and families! ends-
The Break Up.
-bye bye destiny's child-
Destiny Fulfilled September 10 , 2005 will be a sad, sad day…
The phenomenon that is Destiny’s Child will be no more. The trio sent a statement to MTV while on their current tour to explain the split. Kelly , Michelle and Beyonce explained that they want to leave the band on a high, and that they wanted to pursue personal goals. They also thanked their fans for their years of love and support.
Vancouver will witness the last Destiny’s Child concert on September 10.
Things i stumble upon when i get bored...
-waahhaha-
-smoking kills insects too-
-aim people aim-
Once a wise man told me to..
GO EAT SHIT.
hehe. people who has a less deserving life or can't appreciate what life is at it is, would rather perceive the world in a negative way. If one can't do what one say, why bother saying. I guess, the remarks was told when one is a strong headed arse oneself. But in the end, one decided to use thee's strong words to be bestowed onto others. Tsk tsk. What has the world come to. With a self-contradiction of one's life, one will never be happy or satisfied with one's life. One should work hard and live life less, materilistic unless one's green kept rolling in. One should live life and let it to the fullest be it good or bad. You live only once.
One Love.
Heh.
I am On Demand. We people are On Demand. The spastic and incorrigible life of us is On Demand. We live life on the Demand of others. The camera's Demand.
Club O.D.
Cos i say when we're On Demand, We really are Damn it.
O.D.
I swear to god most you don't know what crap i've been yapping. wahaha.
Your mother is so fat, when she jump for joy, she gets... Stuck. - Courtesy of Russel Peters.
I got to go now! hehe.
"... i lost my place, i'm close behind..."
-ends collide. I love my bro, frenz and families! ends-
She Got Me Spinning.
I've fallen for a girl i merely knew. Damn it. She got my mind spinning. I dun even noe her entirely at all. It was, bleahz, crush at 1st sight. LoL. Anyway, i must get in line, first heh.
Ooo OoO.. damn it to you who stole my brown mesh cap. And my 3310, the almighty ancient 3310 handphone, at the hospital. Grr. I can't believe the hospital would even be a thief zone. Patients and far too wealthy doctors. Damn it. Well u ass. It was lucky enough my wallet and my 6260 wasn't in my bag. GRRR ass ass ass.
Stupid you. I hope u get choked on a stale dumpling and dying with your face down in a bowl of hot soup. GRRRRR
Today was a boring day in school, entirely. It got so bored that i decided to even count the number of postcards i have in my bag, twice. No life me. Though the project is piling up. After listening to Keith's enriching P3 inspiring class, oo it motivates me. heh. Ooo.. i hear a field trip calling, a study trip toooo... god knows. Let it be Rome, Spain.. whereever. Lovely. heh.
O.D. - On Demand. hehe.
Nvm, you don't have to know it, yet.
I'm living in a world of my own. I'm loving it. hehe. Well to a certain though, i can't believe how bodoh(stupid) i am sometimes not too realised what's happening around me. Hmm. Thanks ah Nadi. I've adapted my Brother's lifestyle, Don't be bothered and couldn't be bothered, where the mere the problems lives for only 3seconds. That rocks. hehe.
Hear me world, hear me scream, " I AM CARE FREEEEEEEE!"
.period.
OH YAH I GOT GOOD YUMMY NEWS. hehe. My uncle, my lovely uncle's company had some gifts to give away, well not entirely gifts just sponsored gifts thingie, and there were some "leftovers" And yes he's giving it to me.
WANNA KNOW WHAT ISIT??
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He's giving me 2 iPOD Shuffles!!! yay! 512mb though, well not fussy but happy!! I got 2 iPOD shuffles when i yearn for only one heh. Well giving one to my brother since he yearns for one as well. Oo. I shall pay him visit tml or hmm.. he's coming over god knows. God bless the uncle heh.
This made me a happy boy. I shall sleep happily now.
"...Someone is self contradicting oneself, action speaks more louder than words..."
-ends i love it!! I love my bro, frenz and families! ends-
-coke bottles and big bowls. bros. heh-
That Funny Feeling.
I have that weird fuzzy feeling in me. Did i see something i like? I think i did. I feel all warm and fuzzy. Which is a good thing though, i won't be all depressed and lonely, well when did i ever feel that way? Hah! (Self-contradiction) Well, it's good to see something that my eyes can't take off and also the mind. The bashful smiles and the awkward silence. Hmm. I guess, i'll have to wait in line than. hehe. Anyway, this definitely makes all of you go, "Huh?!" haha. Wait and find out. *winks*
Sex. Let's talk about sex.
Hmm, a funny and nice friend of mine, confessed, she had sex in the pool. Lesbian she was than. Thinking that she could run away from our "engrossed" conversation, the attention was brought to her. Wrong move. Wrong move. Heh. Apparently, not only the pool. She's a fan of many more public places + transport. Well, kinky shit. This makes want to know more. Hmm. Interesting.
It seemed that, the higher the risk of getting exposed in a public area is much more, fun to have, well yeah, have fun. The risk of getting seems to run wild in the mind but yet triggers the sexual passion in oneself. It pumps up the adrenaline. Anyway, sex in a public place is daring. In a public transport, way daring. Once, i caught a couple on the 2nd deck of bus 14 at the last row, carressing one another, intensively. The next thing i knew, she was humping him. WHoah boy, that's much info and sight for a 14 year old boy (the age i witnessed such "Event")
Interesting shit man..
The facts of having sex in public areas is really wild. Hmm. Well, i shall do research into it before i take a step at it! Hah!
Toodles!
"....I was bewildered by the fact that you were the one for me...."
-ends omg. I love my bro, frenz and families! ends-
The Ones at China Black.
Tanyan, Alex, Me, Christine(bro's cousin), Serene and Bro~
Tanyan, Alex and Me!
Alex, Bro, Serene and Me!
Alex, Bro, Me, Serene, Ee Lin(I think that's her name), Jennifer and Tanyan~~
Girls galore.. Serene, Ee Lin, Tanyan and Jennifer..u can see part of my cap behind tho heh..
Ee Lin, Alex and Jennifer and again my cap behind wahaha~
The babes.. Jennifer and Ee Lin~~
So i went Chinablack again with the Wednesday Clubbers haha. And AGAIN, got spotted by the www.nightlife.sg crew! Wootz camera hogging pple heh. We love the cam haha. It was fun made new friends. Grr, Jennifer hot la alamak, she dance fooh. Heh. Anyway, it was fun yesterday and after that went over to my bro's and yes SLEPT wahaha. CJ was there but she wasn't feeling any good. Sheesh.
Ok i might be going town later. Might. But i'm not sure yet. Should i~? Grr. My bro's Gf is sick, and i really pray hard she'd be better aye~~ =) Yup the relatives have left. Rejoice heh. Sorta. I got my room back!! Super duper happy i tell you. Missed the room.
Oughta Thank my Brother for the hospitality he give me when i was, yeah Homeless, Thanks brother!!
Hmm, what shall i rant about today? Crap. I had my rotiboys yesterday. Oh yes, the delight! The famous crispy rotiboys. 4 of them to be exact. Yum. Heh. Hmm.
I've been chatting with a certain soul lately on MSN. Sad to say, she's been going through what i went through. Oh well, i know the other party is a trouble maker and would want to wish her dead, but life still goes on yeah. Just pray hard that everything will yeah, diminished sooner or later. Cheerie dear.
Oo.. Oo.. i gotta go for now and shall rant bout more later on heh...
"...why couldn't people late fate decide than to fight destiny..."
-ends heha! i love my bro, frenz and families!! ends-
Oo.. Oo.. i gotta go for now and shall rant bout more later on heh...
"...why couldn't people late fate decide than to fight destiny..."
-ends heha! i love my bro, frenz and families!! ends-
oo. can i have em' pls.......
-i got em' my baby-
-aye. things seemed to caught our eyes somewhere or somehow-
The Family People Still Lingers.
Right, i came home today anticipating much to sleep in my room tonight. But NO, my relatives from Malaysia decide to stay until Sunday. What crap. Before i leave for my bro's again tonight, i shall recuperate in my room. Well, i really thank god my bro doesn't mind. Phew.
7 of my relatives, squashed in my petite house. Lol. The relatives loved the Great Singapore Sale Grr. I am hungry. Oh yah. I had my rotiboys today! Rejoice rejoice. Heh. I'm doing my arts appreciation collage while i can. Well, while i am home that is. Grr. Ooo.. clubbing tml. Yeapz! :) heh. Been a while since i did that. LoL Aye alamak. continue in awhile yeah grr.
I Want To Eat at NYDC.
Yes beatrice, i got a sudden instant crave for lemon shiver. Oo. Yum. The baked pasta. The baked rice. oo. Hm. well hm. The Irish bailey's mudpie. Oh yeah. I have a food crave. Help help! Today's sch is really tiring. Literally. The Vietnam thingie and stuffs. LoL. Well free food hell yeah. Yummy.
So i talked alot about food and stuff. But i got eating probs. haha. I dun over-eat. I dun eat. I KNOW WEIRD ME? wahaha. And when i eat. Which i really love to do, duh, i dun think i ate much. The worse part, well at least show some signs of weight loosing when i dun eat. But it doesn't grr. Well, i want my old eating self back. GRR.
When can my relatives leave grr. It's irritating. I want my bed. Yes. My comforty lies at home. LoL well my bro's is a kind soul to let me stay at his house for now. Must repay kindness heh~
Ok OC rocks. Lesbianism rocks. Alex and Marissa is hot. Damn hot i tell u. Yum. Haha. Cohen and Summer rocks even more. LoL. hehe lala. OC rocks OC rocks OC rocks. haha ok i'm out.
"....i want to know what happens when i die...."
-ends oo. luving bro, frenz and families ends-
Nope Not Sleeping. Yet.
I have no idea why am i not sleeping yet. Tired, am not. Sleepy i have no idea. haa. The stupid angelfire is giving me problems again. The song ain't playing. Grrr.
I have a crave for Rotiboys. I bought a fake ones which tasted hmm. not so great like the originals. Heh. But than it was 20cents cheaper. Heh.
Am at bro's now. WHY? Blardie relatives invaded the abode. I ran and seek shelter to the one nearby, my bro. He saved the day. LOL. I could have slept at the cemetery with Steph. Grr. Well. NOT. hah.
OH YAH. New trivia. heh. i didn't know why my bro's email is spelt as sodber. so i asked him. it was sober. which apparently he had a huge spelling boo boo there.
Mr Happy.
*yawns* well i'm still suffering from a late night, little rest i guess. the 3 hours sleep in school doesn't help. I need sleeping theraphy heh. Well, it was a good day today have been. Yupz. I dunnoe why but i'm just happy to be back to my old self i guess heh.
Okie. I have no idea what to blog. I got major work to be done. But it's not being touched yet. And the yawns are kicking in. Grr. The family, the relatives that is are coming from Malaysia and i got kicked out off my house since they are staying over grr. Well will be staying at my bro's that is. He's ok with it. Hmm. BUT. I dunno when these relatives are coming. grr. I heard it's around this week. bahz.
Crap. I'm suppose to do the laundry 3hours ago. damn it i forgot all about it. Hah.
Gimme a back rub. Gimme a massage i need one badly. My back's aching. Argh. Oo. Ooo. Grr. I want my nets! I want my nets! I want to shop! I want to shop! I need retail theraphy as well. Mother oh mother do give me my nets. I promise i won't spend much (yah right) haa.
Today i massaged 3 people.
Rongsen - He's pretty bony. Yeah. I'm pretty scared to exert much force on his bony. And the sound that it's making, the bones? or me? I guess the proportion of flesh and bone is pretty unbalance. There's a much bigger proportion to the bones though. So yah, i'll knuckle it up as i know you have much calcium so i shall exert more force on massages when i give ya dude heh.
Denise - I massaged her, well not as bony as Rongsen (phew) Pretty fair, tension in the neck areas. Well, i massaged her well i guess. She's fleshy enough but not fat, ok NOT FAT. Yeah, even tho her slight screams pleasure? or pain? Well. I think she enjoyed it.
Bro - Hmm his body is fleshy and soft. Kneadable. It feels like kneading dough though. But has a firm grip due to his built. So massaging him was a handful. Kneading was fun but yeah i need to exert more force. He has slight tension in his shoulder and a little stress on his neck but than i guess he enjoyed the massage.
More massages from this masseus here? heh.
"...i am comfortable with who i am..."
-ends free. luving my bro, frenz and families ends-
In School At This Hour.
I just woke up from a 3 hour nap under my studio table with a comfort of a huge pillow. Comfy comfy. I overnighted at Bro's yesterday to slog off work. heh. blog later la. still sleepy le....
-the mong kok gang-
It's 230am.
Feng Shui Rocks. Yes it does. And it did wonders. For the past 2 months i changed my furniture layout in my room and everything cease to suck. And my room is as warm as an incubator than. Now, i moved as per normal, as it is used to be and boy, the luck certainly changed.
NOW
- my room is blardie windy-
- my bed is damn comfortable, that i could sleep for 24 hours non-stop-
- i don't feel down as before-
er many more la. Well i dun use feng shui as an excuse la, but than it's one of it though heh. Definitely, the help of my bro and frenz made me resurfaced. I found the silver lining sorta. heh.
ta. says:
one day limewire hated me, and stopped working
ta. says:
so i hated it back, and deleted it.
i didn't know such theory existed above, but i think is damn cute. That was Talitha on msn by the way haa. =P My god. I am missing with alot of good songs. I can't remember when was the last time i watched MTV. Damn. There are so many good songs now. Ooo. LoL. School in another 7 hours or so. The NO-15 MINS-GRACE-CLASS damn it lar. Design studies by Keith that is. Grr.
Oo. Ooo. I see a flying winged 6 legged thingie. Ew. It's an ugly hardshell bug. It landed on my pencil case.
Shall i threaten it? Shall capture it and dissect it? Shall torment it?
*Smack*
Well there goes its short lived life. Grr. Murderer me.
In loving memory of the hard shell bug.
"....to the world you maybe one person but to one person you maybe the world...."
-ends hui. heh. luving my bro, frenz & families ends-
-Say it with jamie baby. Grr.-
I Want To Eat.
I am hungry. I could eat a horse now. But i dunnoe why, i have a crave for Rotiboys. Hot yummy Rotiboys with those crispy coffee thangs and nice yummy butter in it. Oo. Decaden. Well, there's something i missed from HongKong. Ben & Jerry's, the pretty comfy hotel and the Street stall food. YUM. I wanna go back to Hk. I guess haa.
Yup, i took a picture with Jamie Yeo. Sexy hot wife. Yummy. grr.
My blardie toilet floor trap is clogged up. Causing a massive pool of water rising. Yeah disgusting shit. With this gizmo or gadget whatsoever my mom bought, it ought to be fine. But hell, i dunnoe how to use it. Read the manual izkandar. grr.
Was on the fone with my bro, wootz, we talked shit. We talk deep but still in the end we talked shit. Well can't blame the whacky brothers of all time. haa. I miss his mummy. I miss his mummy's curry chicken, his mummy's fried rice and many more. Yum.
Aunty, my birthdae u cater okie~? hehehe.
Hmm. i shall retire. Not. Helping my bro with his work and doing my work as well, i'm such a multi-tasker. Well i suck at it. but than i am such a multi-tasker. grr.
Oh yah go grab the album from Black Eyed Peas - Monkey Business, it rocks the shit outta me!
"....it's a matter of trust in a brother to trust each other...."
-ends okie. luving my bro. frenz and families ends-
-the one with the handycam and the one with the cam. HK!-
You Should Shake That Thang.
So i've changed my blog layout, i've done alot reflecting and POOF! I AM FEELING SO MUCH BETTER!
Thanks to those who were concern. Thanks to those who cared. Love you all alot. Thanks to my well-wished taggers :).
The song from Nelly is getting into me. I love it. Errtime rocks. Well yeah sorta. I need to club. I need to chiong. Well work is a killer, so that equals with school is toxic. Damn it.
Oh yeah, catch me on tv sometime next week i guess. I was interviewed by Mediacorp regarding the show "Lost".. yeah the tv crew humans was in design yesterday. And yeapz, i did the corny, "Catch lost on 5!" with the corny hand action of the number 5. Yeah. Crappy me. Well do catch me on the telly haa.
I'm feeling jumpy hyped and all. The typical me. The past weeks were dreadful. Ok i shall not venture into it anymore. I must thank my brother man. He is one best friend that everyone should have man. He's literally there for you when you're in a living hell. Well. I think i shall be selfish. This good human being shall not be shared. KIDDING LA FUCK. Ok that just sounded gay. Bahz. someone just smack me with a dildo. Grr.
Summary, My brother is officially the world's best buddy, ever. Literally.
I might say my new studio space shared with Maht, is pretty much cool. Yup. But the distraction of people walking past and all is yes, DISTRACTING.
I think i have a crush on a girl. I think i have a CRUSH.
LoL. Anyway, i'm rushing my P3 now. Blog later ya'll.
"...you stood by me, when times were tough and
now it's my turn to return this favour.
I pray to god for your dear ones to be mighty fine,
to be strong and to the best they could be.
I wish you could let your heart at ease
and let you worry no more my brother.
I promised i'll standy by you, and i still will..."
-ends praying. luving my bro, frenz and families ends-
Is it that hurtful to be a kind soul? I end up getting neglected for being nice. Well. That is life.
It Was Much Appreciated.
Someone told me to wake up.
Someone told me to face up.
Someone told me to accept what is.
It came to my realisation, it was all a bad hallucination, a bad trauma, it was just a phase of life. I realised my mistakes. I shouldn't have blame myself in the first place. Things happen for a reason. Be it good or bad. The moment when i felt my life was tumbling down, i felt i couldn't resurface. I couldn't share the joy like others did. I was as miserable as no one could imagine. I had myself to blame, for what i thought.
I was reprimanded. I was scolded. I was smacked. I was shown reality.
I was cared.
If it hadn't been said out, i would still continue this misery. I would still suffer such anguish. Now, things have lighten up. I pluck up my courage, face all turmoils with courage and strength and went through it with much struggle. I was given hope. The negativity, the scoldings, the fights was what i deserved to let me go through reality. It hurts. But you have to put up with a little storm before you come up with a rainbow.
Just one person which made me realise all this.
My brother.
Ok, how can you beat such a true best friend. I am not kidding literal. He went through the mess i created together and i went through his mess together. We really fought for each other. Grr. We brothers are really rocking man.
Man, bro i have so much gratitude for you. The gratitude i owe you couldn't be replaced by gifts, money, etc, the gratitude i owe you is just infinity.
Thank you so so much brother. Thanks alot..
"...i have realised and pursue for the better..."
-ends the optimistic life. luving my bro, frenz and families ends-
I don't want to fight with you.
I don't want to have an argument with you.
Dude, you're the last person i want to have a tiff with.
You're the last person that i want to hear a scolding from.
I understand your plight, do understand mine too.
Dude, you're my best friend.
You've always been there for me,
Thank you so very much.
I oughta stop blaming myself. I really ought to.
I've Lost Myself.
I have myself to blame. My daily meals are replaced by pills. My life is replaced by misery. How i wish i am free from my kidney defect. How i wish i was healthy. How i wish, i was, me, again. It affects my life deeply. I've lost the glow in me. I've lost everything i normally exerts. Life is really being hard on me.
I feel like i'm loosing my friends and families day by day. I couldn't bare to share my misery with them. I miss everyone dearly, i miss myself dearly but how do i lift myself up with all these turmoils attacking me.
I pray hard. I pray real hard. I am disheartened still. I'm tired of keeping everything to myself. The bottle is at it's brim. I can't bottle anything up anymore. My days are numbered, my smiles are disfigured. I walk alone again through this endless journey.
Everyone, my peeps. My IAD family, my whole social bunch i love you all oh so much. I can't look up at you guys and share my misery. I just have no heart to do so. I've been bombarded with false accusations, failing to understand myself. I don't understand why they have to do all these.
I shed no tear, it's not time yet. I suffer this pain. I suffer this alone.
I Love everyone dearly
Bro, thank you so much. Thanks.
-a silent cry, a painful smile-
-to the birthday boy-
The Best Friend Turned 20.
If age is just a number, than why does this fella here is as childish as ever.
Yes, my brother, the one who keeps the youth in his heart. The inner child that glows within.
This entry is specially dedicated to you bro.
The tough times. The crazy times. The vacational times. We succumbed most of it. Despite the tremendous hell, we're still kicking others asses. He is the one that brought smiles to not only me, but to many others. A guardian angel he is to his girlfriend, a true brother he is to me.
I bet his other brothers Samuel, Ron, Ivan and Terence knew what they have gotten themselves. A true brother at heart, sworn to brotherhood, we know we've earned this blessing.
Jason Tay Zong Hong. An ah beng, not. A mother's boy, the one that brought warmth and love to his parentals, the one that makes his Gf goes gaga.
The one that i am thankful for standing by my side.
Though times brought us apart, but still, the bond of a best friend secures it tight.
The prays, the hopes, the wishes, shall we brothers be forever? We shall...
The triumphant phoenix, my brother jason...
-happy 20th birthday dear bro-
-izk-ed-
"....age is only a number...."
-ends luving the brother. luving the frenz. luving the families ends-
