YAY! I'M FAMOUS! ok maybe not, but then again i'm super excited on this quest that i'm about to venture. Honestly, i can't remember when i participated the competition but hey, I WON! You can catch me on the website at http://idol.mediacorptv.sg ranting about what goes on behind the scene of the whole idol competition and you can go there now to check out the interview i had with the mediacorp peeps. And yes my happily disappeared eyebags pictures (thanks to photoshop) is up in the website HAHA.
Again i repeat, Paris Hilton is not my favourite idol. Gosh.
Anyway, i'll try to juggle both blogs here and there yeah. So the link to the Idol website is on the thumbnail on my right, above my self crouching tiger, hidden dragon photo yeah. Feel free to tap into the idol blog for the gist of everything that goes into the Idol competition!
I've never had a banner done for me before and now i've got my own web header! Double the yay!
"...THIRTY-OH-9! [Design and Events]..."
Given a point that now, when i promised to blog earlier; the muse failed on me. But as promised i did give this blog an entry. haha.
AFTERnewn.
I've got like tonnes of photo to put up, but somehow it got lost somewhere in my mac.
I couldn't be bothered to give a dig through but hey, maybe tonight i will. God knows, since procrastination could be the mother of all evil, you'll never know where or when you'll be possessed by it. Somehow or rather, i miss giving a photolog of my-sometimes-super-edited photos of things that surround me. But don't worry i will, soon enough to even count the seconds on your watch.
Geez, i think i might be lying there.
Anyway, i got to go for a quick meeting. Cheerios mighty people of the world. I'll post interesting stuff tonight, and yes I PROMISE ON THAT. Provided blogger wouldn't be a pain in the neck just like the other night. Ok. May the peace be with you, maybe a double cheeseburger as well.
Gosh. Awful randomness.
"...wake up call..."
A Waste?
It’s a little unsettling to realise that I really have nothing of significance to write about anymore. Hmm. Nothing, not even a morsel of thought but waiiiitttt a minute; i think, like a second ago; i'm struck with a random inspiration to at least weave something in this entry.
Well at least i managed to break this numbing silence of abhoringly horrid thoughts of, nothing.
I was out earlier, with raving thoughts of running my own business when i saw this chinese uncle did something relatively appalling. I was at those NTUC express outlets at some petrol kiosk; i do frequent NTUC just like any other mediocre aunties. Yes, this fellow homo-sapien, tore two pieces of $10 bills into pieces there and then while screaming something in Hokkien or Cantonese. I was dumbstrucked for a moment, but what shocked me the most was that, he tore it not out of anger but somehow or rather; Happiness. Well, "it" (yes i do refer the uncle as it for now) has that cunning smirk all over his face, with a tummy full of jelly. This is no Santa Claus i say, but as jolly as he tore those moolahs, it was disturbing, it was very disturbing.
It's unnerving as a matter of fact.
I stood for a good minute, with endless thoughts running through my mind. No one in the right state of mind would tear money, well so i personally believe in that. I'm not sure what is it going through, yes again i'm referring him to it. Like i mentioned, no human would tear money, well i don't know, i've never come across one until earlier.
Maybe i've been churned into a business mode lately, where every cent counts. So it does hurt to see money torn into pieces. Does it not mean anything to it? I believe even millionaires, wouldn't consider tearing up a $10 bill. We're facing a massive financial drought here, with the frequent shakes of the country's economy, i see money turned into confetti; in literal.
Maybe he has every reason to do so, i don't know i'm no telepath or oracle.
For a moment i even thought that isit even legal to tear our country's currency? If it is, that's one bold step he took. A snap back into reality, i saw the shreds of money flew in the wind. Like the dry leaves, raked upon their despise, the worthless pieces of torn currency joined them, like a hybrid of a kind. It takes seconds to make something that's actually worth $20, literally in cold hard form into something inferior nonetheless. Reflections of the deprivation of hunger, world disasters even those human resulted catastrophe's came running into my mind, like an arrow to a target.
Why do i feel affected, i'd bend the arrows and direct it to the fella who caused the damage. Oh well.
I don't believe he is selfish because everyone has to be selfish in their very own way but i do think that whatever he did was wrong. Wrong in every ways, legally or not. If only, i knew what's going in his head, wait. I'm gonna take back my words. I've got enough going on for myself then to burden the mind with woes of strangers.
Yes, i am being selfish like i mentioned above; everyone has to be selfish in their very own way. Opening a door to solve other problems doesn't mean you'll be closing another door for your own.
Mikki and Sky are on my bed, and nope there's not even a tiny space for me to cuddle up with them.
Shall i be selfish or let them continue being selfish?
"...nothing else i can say...."
Storytime!
I'm running my own business on the sideline. Armed with only my mac, my mind and my notebook; i hope this would develop into something bigger and better. I'm still doing my design, but i'm venturing into events now. I think i have garnered some contacts along the way, but there is definitely room for more. I'm doing weddings mainly as for now, hoping to clinch bigger projects when everything that are from the foundations are stabilised and pretty much firm enough before i jump into the industry.
I'm scared out of my wits, but i'm ready to jump across every hurdle and obstacles along the way. I've got my doubts, but if i believe i can do it and with the support of others; i know i can. Some of my friends are truly my pillars on showering me with support, which shows there is still love and kindness in this manipulative world.
My ex-boss Chia Juping, is definitely my role model for someone NOT to become, ever. As cunning and manipulative one can be, without a thought for others, i believe and stand strong in my stride that Juping is nothing more but a selfish whore that chooses wicked and cunning as her middle names. Coming from an employee, to those who stumbled across my blog, please refrain from doing business with her due to her dishonesty and lack of integrity towards her workers. Enough about the angelic her.
Anyway, this is a huge step for me. My mum is giving me her support and prays to god that everything will go smoothly for me. I'm tired, from all this business mind thinking. I've never thought myself as someone who handles business to an extend that i'm carrying out my own. I got to say that the early part of bringing up this "child" of mine is no easy task. The sacrifices i have to make, time spent with friends, time for myself, time for almost everything else, but i just hope all these sacrifices wouldn't go down the drain.
I'm giving myself a goal, by the end of July next year, we shall see how far i've gone. To confidently, settle myself in my very own office, hire some interested parties, and putting this little business of mine to another level. Of course for the better. Yes, i'm psyched, but like i mentioned earlier, i'm terrified. I fear for all things bad, but i have to look on the brighter side of life. Be truthful, confident, positive, and always stay happy i know i can pull this through. Creative clinic, here i come.
ANYWAY-
How's everyone? I know the blog is getting boring. Trust me, it's the whole age thing. The older i get, the lesser i blog, but not less wiser haha. Everything seemed pretty hectic lately, with certain legal deals, meetings and many more. I miss youth. OH boy! how much i miss youth. Youth oh youth, do drop by again, these aching joints, and wrinkles are yearning for a few years younger. As for the bones, not to fret or worry your knucker heads off, there's always Anlene milk, avoid osteoporosis now! I think it's osteoporosis, but i couldn't careless finding it's definition, but it does so right. No? Haha
I'm typing this entry on an email template because somehow or rather my internet went kapoof out of the blue. Leaving me, yes me, the technology dependant all useless and handicapped. Argh, the agony! As usual, Starhub customer care takes forever to answer your call, by the time they answer, i swear rabbits will have triple ears. Pfftt* Oh wow, the kind operator lady actually picked up my call. Somehow or rather, there's an island wide maintenance progress going on and it will take at least half an hour or more to get it done. Geez, there's a note i didn't get in advanced.
I met Nadi, Mona, Faz, Sofi, Zark, Faridah, Syam, Bob, Nadiah and Muiz earlier. A pretty mighty last minute gathering i say. It was a good meet up despite the rainy day. But no wet falls from the sky will dampen our spirits yo! After much joy and laughter, we departed around 12. My soles of my Safari's came off. Not one side, but both! becoming the butt of all laughter that night. Rah rah rah rah rah. I love my Safari's, well it looks like money down the drain now. We're planning a paintball retreat soon, jollyho! I love my lepak geng. Anyhooo, I'm relatively tired now. My sausage like fingers are typing endlessly but my mind is already on my bed. I think i should join her very very soon. Anyway, here's a random pic. Hopefully, there'll be more entries in the near future. Heh.
GOOD NIGHT CHILDREN OF THE FINEST CORN!
xoxo
"....long distance...."
